After about one and a half hours of…you know…we were finally whopped. We laid 次 to each other, side によって side.
“Lucky,” I said.
“Yeah?” he asked.
“That…was…awesome,” I told him.
“You weren’t so bad yourself,” he 発言しました to me.
Suddenly, something struck me that should’ve struck me earlier.
“Lucky…” I started to say.
“Yeah?” he asked.
“Were we…you know…“protected” when we…you know?”
Lucky was silent for a moment. That sent a shiver down my spine. Finally he managed to choke out, “I…I think so.”
“You think so!?” I exclaimed.
“Relax, let me check,” he told me. The look on his face 発言しました it all. I was screwed.
“What? What is it!?” I asked him in an exasperated manner.
I already knew what the answer was, but I couldn’t help myself. All he could let out was a little scared-guilty snicker. That drew the line.
“How couldn’t あなた tell if あなた were wearing a condom または not!?” I screamed at him.
Lucky just shrugged with that scared-guilty smile on his face.
“Hey, look on the bright side,” he told me.
“What bright side?” I asked him in an irritated kind of voice. I was really pissed at him.
“At least you’re not pregnant,” he said.
“Yet,” I said, still irritated. “I gotta go.”
“But…what about-?”
“What about what?” I asked him.
“What about what happened tonight?” he asked.
“I don’t care anymore. Look, Lucky, you’re a nice guy, I admit that; but, I don’t think this is going to work out. I gotta go.”
“Wait, Cookie! Please! Don’t go!” Lucky pleaded.
“Why? Cause あなた didn’t receive enough satisfaction?” I asked in a sarcastic manner.
“What? No! Cookie, you’re being ridiculous!” Lucky exclaimed.
“Oh, I’m the one being ridiculous! I see! Because I go around asking girls to go to parties so I can have sex with them without wearing a condom, and get them pregnant! Oh, yeah, I’m so ridiculous!” I blurted to him.
“Cookie, that isn’t it at all!” Lucky said.
“Then what is it?” I asked still a little P.O.’ed.
“It’s that, I really 愛 あなた and you’ve brought me nothing but joy in my life! The other girls I dated just wanted me for my body! They never loved me! At least, not as much as you. Please, don’t walk away from me. I won’t have anyone like あなた again. Never.”
He started to tear up. I could tell he was serious.
“I’ve never meant to get あなた pregnant,” he said. “What I did was an honest mistake. Please forgive me for that.”
“But what about the baby? あなた know…if I have a baby.” I asked.
“Then we’ll care for it によって ourselves. Just あなた and I. I’ll get a job and make some money, and I’ll care for it when you’re gone. I promise.”
“But what about me?” I asked.
“You can continue with school.”
“But what about you?”
“I’ll drop out.”
“But why?”
“Cookie, this is me you’re talking about. I’ve done nothing but slack off my entire school life. I think I’m ready.”
“I…I guess you’re right,” I said. “But wait, aren’t あなた in twelve grade?”
Lucky was silent for a moment.
“Yeah…yeah I guess you’re right!” he exclaimed. “Then I’ll just finish school then!”
“Great!” I exclaimed.
We gave each other the biggest hug we could ever give each other. We were so happy about our decision. It was official; if we were to have a baby, then we’ll be all as well.
“Are あなた still gonna leave me?” Lucky asked.
“Nah,” I said, “I think I’ll sleep in here with あなた tonight.”
“Great,” Lucky said.
We got into ベッド again and held each other close. I was slowly drifting off to sleep and before I saw nothing but black, I heard Lucky say one last time, “Good night, my sweet Cookie.”
“Lucky,” I said.
“Yeah?” he asked.
“That…was…awesome,” I told him.
“You weren’t so bad yourself,” he 発言しました to me.
Suddenly, something struck me that should’ve struck me earlier.
“Lucky…” I started to say.
“Yeah?” he asked.
“Were we…you know…“protected” when we…you know?”
Lucky was silent for a moment. That sent a shiver down my spine. Finally he managed to choke out, “I…I think so.”
“You think so!?” I exclaimed.
“Relax, let me check,” he told me. The look on his face 発言しました it all. I was screwed.
“What? What is it!?” I asked him in an exasperated manner.
I already knew what the answer was, but I couldn’t help myself. All he could let out was a little scared-guilty snicker. That drew the line.
“How couldn’t あなた tell if あなた were wearing a condom または not!?” I screamed at him.
Lucky just shrugged with that scared-guilty smile on his face.
“Hey, look on the bright side,” he told me.
“What bright side?” I asked him in an irritated kind of voice. I was really pissed at him.
“At least you’re not pregnant,” he said.
“Yet,” I said, still irritated. “I gotta go.”
“But…what about-?”
“What about what?” I asked him.
“What about what happened tonight?” he asked.
“I don’t care anymore. Look, Lucky, you’re a nice guy, I admit that; but, I don’t think this is going to work out. I gotta go.”
“Wait, Cookie! Please! Don’t go!” Lucky pleaded.
“Why? Cause あなた didn’t receive enough satisfaction?” I asked in a sarcastic manner.
“What? No! Cookie, you’re being ridiculous!” Lucky exclaimed.
“Oh, I’m the one being ridiculous! I see! Because I go around asking girls to go to parties so I can have sex with them without wearing a condom, and get them pregnant! Oh, yeah, I’m so ridiculous!” I blurted to him.
“Cookie, that isn’t it at all!” Lucky said.
“Then what is it?” I asked still a little P.O.’ed.
“It’s that, I really 愛 あなた and you’ve brought me nothing but joy in my life! The other girls I dated just wanted me for my body! They never loved me! At least, not as much as you. Please, don’t walk away from me. I won’t have anyone like あなた again. Never.”
He started to tear up. I could tell he was serious.
“I’ve never meant to get あなた pregnant,” he said. “What I did was an honest mistake. Please forgive me for that.”
“But what about the baby? あなた know…if I have a baby.” I asked.
“Then we’ll care for it によって ourselves. Just あなた and I. I’ll get a job and make some money, and I’ll care for it when you’re gone. I promise.”
“But what about me?” I asked.
“You can continue with school.”
“But what about you?”
“I’ll drop out.”
“But why?”
“Cookie, this is me you’re talking about. I’ve done nothing but slack off my entire school life. I think I’m ready.”
“I…I guess you’re right,” I said. “But wait, aren’t あなた in twelve grade?”
Lucky was silent for a moment.
“Yeah…yeah I guess you’re right!” he exclaimed. “Then I’ll just finish school then!”
“Great!” I exclaimed.
We gave each other the biggest hug we could ever give each other. We were so happy about our decision. It was official; if we were to have a baby, then we’ll be all as well.
“Are あなた still gonna leave me?” Lucky asked.
“Nah,” I said, “I think I’ll sleep in here with あなた tonight.”
“Great,” Lucky said.
We got into ベッド again and held each other close. I was slowly drifting off to sleep and before I saw nothing but black, I heard Lucky say one last time, “Good night, my sweet Cookie.”
