Peacful night in bed
A quiet night outside
Ticking of the clock
A sudden loud noise
A shadow dances across the room
あなた duck
あなた hide
あなた run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Nice walk in the park
Birds ar singing
Children playing
Suddenly no song
Suddenly no laughter
あなた duck
あなた hide
あなた run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Walking ホーム from school
People talking on the phone
Not minding where they go
Forgeting who they are
No one hears あなた call thier name
あなた duck
あなた hide
あなた run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Ten past midnight
あなた cant sleep
Insomnia distroys the person あなた were
あなた see a shadow move
あなた duck
あなた hide
あなた run away
No
Im not running anymore
Im not afraid
No one governs me
Not even the Ilusions of the mind

Echoing sounds through the hallway as floorboards click into thier place.
02.58
The clock ticks slowly as each 秒 takes forevery to take place.
02.58
The pitch black of the night eluminated によって a small glow from the laptop.
02.58
Time never seems to stop
02.58
Rarely changing a didgit
02.59
The word is heard through ears as the forgotten sound of keys on the keyboard form thier own melody of words
02.59
03.00
Curfew was at 10
03.00
Gone past then
03.00
I want to wake up from this nightmare
03.00
But never can あなた wake
02.59
For it takes あなた back
02.58
To where あなた started
02.57
Never ending
02.56
Never stopping
02.55
Never escaping from its grasp
06.00 AM
For there is no cure
12.00 PM
Ive tried them all
3.00 PM
None seem to work
5.00 PM
Not yawning since forever
9.00 PM
The cycle goes on
11.00 PM
For insomnia
12 Midnight
Insomnia never sleeps

Everyday,
Like any other day,
I woke up like any other people do.
Still sleepy and bleh.

Well things started to change.
I used to hear イヌ barking.
ネコ clawing,
Birds chirping,
But thats all gone.
Now, all I hear and feel is nothing
But sadness.

I couldnt really tell anyone why I feel like this.
Why?
Im afraid to tell.
No one would've understand.
No one would even talk to me.
Thats how everything changed.

Everyone used to talk to me.
But now,
At a new place,
Even different faces,
Not one person talks to me.
They see me,
But they would push me
And shove me in lockers.
Then tease and taunt me.

I would tell あなた what I am so afraid of,
But its hard for あなた to understand.
Just dont worry about it.

Some how,
I dont know how,
But Things just started to become different.
Sometimes,
Things are meant to be changed
But,
Sometimes not supposed to.

I loved あなた so much
I thought about あなた everyday
But there was something
That I never got to tell you.

I 愛 you
I want you
But now I can't
Anymore. Now that
I am gone.

Everytime in the halls,
And I passed によって you,
My ハート, 心 would beat so fast.
Sometimes, I thought あなた liked me too.

We have been フレンズ for a long time,
But, it hurts everytime that I think of you
あなた aren't there anymore.

I never got to tell あなた how much I loved you.
How much I cared about you.
How much あなた helped through tough times.

I guess we were never meant to be.
I'm sorry.

When I smiled,
When I laughed,
It was because I thought of death.
When I cried,
When I screamed,
It was because my death was to slow.
When I smiled my final smile,
No one cried,
No one cared.
I grabbed a ナイフ and a slip of paper,
I wrote my final words,
I sat in my room staring at the knife.
I heard a laugh,
I heard a cry,
Turned to see my family right によって my side.
I ran away,
I’m scare to death,
I grab my ナイフ but it wont kill.
Someone had grabbed my arm,
Someone cried for me to stop,
I turned and fell deep in love.
I turned so fast,
I fell so fast,
あなた caught me on the verge of death.
あなた saved me,
あなた cared about me,
I felt alone,
I now felt loved,
But the 次 日 あなた died,
The 次 日 I cried,
I need to be with you,
I want to be with you,
I grabbed the gun,
I pulled the trigger,
Then I saw a beautiful figure.
あなた came,
I saw,
あなた wrapped me in your arms,
And now we will walk together,
Forever.

あなた kissed another girl but why couldn't that be me?
Then あなた say I 愛 あなた to her why isn't that me your
Saying That to?
When あなた hug her, why am I not the one to be hugged?
When あなた protect her from bad things, why aren't I the one to feel safe?
When she cries, how come I'm not the one to crie on your
Shoulder?
When あなた hold her tight, why can't I be held in your arms?
When あなた tell her we belong together, why couldn't we be together?

When あなた make her laugh, how come I can't be the one
To smile and laugh with you?
When あなた see her smile and start キス her, why can't that be me?

Here I lay so pale and weak
I wish I could be healty,
coz that is what I seek.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.

Where most of these days I feel,
I can't talk または breath
As people say live and let live.
Why must I be buried in my bed,
Feeling no hope, in my ハート, 心 または head.

People can jump around,
be who they want to be.
Where as I feel like I can't get out of bed,
but thats just me.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.

The distance between us
can be so sweet and disturbing
the same time.
I look at あなた stealthily,
admiring the beauty of your body.

Oh this can't be real,
oh am i falling in 愛 again?

Should i stop?
Am i being reckless?
Does he look at me the same way
i look at him?

Too many questions,
don't know what to think,
my ハート, 心 is so full of him,
i don't want to think.

If i キッス him,
will it be that sweet as i imagined?
Oh,save me,
my ハート, 心 is so full of him!

I'm such a coward when he's around,
trembling on every small attention
he's been giving to me.

But,he sees.
He sees that very well.
He knows my ハート, 心 is almost his,
and he's playing this game,
he's vain,and i'm just a catch.

Oh will he betray me?
I should have thought of that
before.
I shouldn't let that happen
so fast.

But now it's too late,
isn't it?
I buried my fears so deep
i thought i fooled them.
But they are always awake
and aware.
The fears of my own know
that very well...
My ハート, 心 is so full of him.

A remembrance...
Of what,
of who?
Could it hurt,
could the pain return again?

There's me holding that
cold glass of wine,
staring at her,
trying to forget...

There's he,
sad and distant
like usual.

Oh why,
oh why?

There's me again,but this time
i was happy.
So happy for all those sweet
kisses he gave me...

And again he,looking at me
and wondering...

Oh i should have known!

Inside my ファンタジー i seek
for his kisses that
poisoned my body,
i 検索 for the reason,
trying to see...

There's he again,
oh his kisses,
what did he do to me,
oh he fooled me again...

Nothing was real,
he was wondering,
oh he was trying to see
her in my eyes,
oh...

He gave me all that sweetness,
but he belongs to her.
Oh,he's so sad because of her.
He's so distant because of her.
Oh,he disrupt my dreams
because of her.

FROM..TO
ME^.^YOU



a simple word
for a special world
for あなた and me

a simple thought
for a special bond
one cannot see

it wraps us up
in its cocoon
and holds us fiercely
in its womb

this simple word
was created from the Moon
for あなた and me

in 宇宙 and in time
my soul desperately
tries to find you

in the reality
of our infinity
it is so easy
for me to tell you

that all I want
is to LOVE you
all of YOU

i want to 愛 you
like no one else
could ever 愛 me
like あなた do

will あなた ever
forgive me
to 愛 you
like I do?

Am i being so frightened
to accept the truth
about who あなた really are?
Maybe,
maybe that's who i am...

A frightened girl
that has created
her own world of ファンタジー
just to protect herself
from all those dark thoughts
that could ruin her peace.

Inside this agony of love
she lets the fear to enter,
she lets the tears dripping
so slowly,
intensively.

But,
every inch of my body
yearn to feel your
soft hands.
Desire will be locked
deep inside myself,
to burn there,
to fly there...




To you,
my love. ♥

time goes によって
as i think of あなた
staring in the mirror of my room
your lips are warm
my mouth it lingers
i think of あなた
with fiery eyes
i want あなた now
my sweety pie
あなた are my life
my world my earth
time goes によって
with あなた in mind
i stare off silentl;y
wisshing あなた were right beside me
looking through
あなた are my air
the only thing
that keeps me breathing
my darkess 画像
are disapearing
あなた are my 愛
just like a 鳩
peacefull and beutiful
with oh such beuty
あなた call to me
through the waves of life
あなた are my baby
my lil マフィン
my one true 愛
that i cannot get enough of
I 愛 あなた bree with all my ハート, 心
forever あなた will have my love

miss あなた 愛
あなた disapear
your like a ghost
but I do not fear
Behind my tears
あなた never come
I miss your face
the angelic grace
I miss あなた 愛
あなた I cannot see
I cannot speak
it's been forever 愛
sice I've talked to あなた
I miss あなた もっと見る
than I ever loved
愛 is 愛
and missing あなた is sad
I need to see あなた
to talk to あなた
I need to 愛 あなた again
I always 愛 あなた but I miss loving あなた to your fave
愛
愛 愛
come back
mysteriously the rose petals have all turned black
the flame is blowing out
and warmth is torn from me
I miss あなた 愛
please come back to me
my arms are waiting and I need あなた もっと見る than ever
I miss あなた love

The world was on 火災, 火 and
no one could save me but you
It's strange what desire
will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet
somebody like you
I never dreamed I'd love
somebody like you
No I didn't want to fall in love
No I don't want to fall in 愛 with you

What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
あなた never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you

And I don't want to fall in love
No I don't want to fall in 愛 with you

The world was on 火災, 火 and
no one could save me but you
It's strange what desire
will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd 愛 somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you

愛 is brittle madness
This world is only gonna break our hearts
But my ハート, 心 already fell … for you

(Written and performed によって the great Chris Isaac)