These poems (not written によって me) are dedicared to my best フレンズ who I missed very badly.
1. When your look at me I look like nothing is bothering me but once あなた look away and I look at あなた a tear slowly comes rolling down my cheek and I whisper: I miss you....
2. I miss あなた when something really good happens, because あなた are the one I want to share it with. I miss あなた when something is troubling me, because あなた are the one who understands me so well. I miss あなた when I laugh & cry because I know that あなた are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss あなた all the time, but I miss あなた most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life.
3. I miss your smile but I miss my own even more.
4. When I miss you, I re-read our old conversations and smile like an idiot.
5. I miss talking to you. It's like we have endless topic of anything and everything and I miss that. I miss talking to someone who gets me.
1. When your look at me I look like nothing is bothering me but once あなた look away and I look at あなた a tear slowly comes rolling down my cheek and I whisper: I miss you....
2. I miss あなた when something really good happens, because あなた are the one I want to share it with. I miss あなた when something is troubling me, because あなた are the one who understands me so well. I miss あなた when I laugh & cry because I know that あなた are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss あなた all the time, but I miss あなた most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life.
3. I miss your smile but I miss my own even more.
4. When I miss you, I re-read our old conversations and smile like an idiot.
5. I miss talking to you. It's like we have endless topic of anything and everything and I miss that. I miss talking to someone who gets me.
THe world is cruel,
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one 日 someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate あなた for who あなた are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because あなた have white skin
because I have two dads
because あなた have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge あなた by.
when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.
we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make
and that one 日 someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate あなた for who あなた are,
because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader
because I have brown eyes
because あなた have white skin
because I have two dads
because あなた have one mom and no dad
because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish
And why will people do this?
Because the world is a cruel place.
None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge あなた by.
あなた seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.
Bad luck follows あなた
like a hook,
won't let あなた go,
won't leave あなた alone.
あなた smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that あなた hope for.
Devil is calling your name,
leaves あなた not,
あなた don't see the エンジェル on
your shoulder,
trying to give あなた a strength.
あなた long for life
that あなた don't know of,
あなた seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.
why did あなた cheat on me?
why did I deserve that?
I loved あなた so much, I still do,
and if あなた asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I 愛 you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved あなた and あなた just threw it away,
but that's it im done with あなた now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing あなた ever had,
あなた don't know what あなた have got until あなた loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
why did I deserve that?
I loved あなた so much, I still do,
and if あなた asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I 愛 you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved あなた and あなた just threw it away,
but that's it im done with あなた now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing あなた ever had,
あなた don't know what あなた have got until あなた loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
sorry for hateing you
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting あなた sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if あなた are hear 読書 this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if あなた will not forgive me i chose to be mad at あなた when あなた tried to apolagize
just know this フレンズ are forever
i will keep あなた in my head if i forget ill still have あなた in my heart
and hopefully あなた will keep me in yours now your gone あなた wont see me but あなた have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to もっと見る then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting あなた sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if あなた are hear 読書 this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if あなた will not forgive me i chose to be mad at あなた when あなた tried to apolagize
just know this フレンズ are forever
i will keep あなた in my head if i forget ill still have あなた in my heart
and hopefully あなた will keep me in yours now your gone あなた wont see me but あなた have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to もっと見る then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
I 移動する a hundred steps
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me
I 移動する behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back
I 移動する between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of ジン slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your 愛 is a drug
your 愛 is my high
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me
I 移動する behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back
I 移動する between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of ジン slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your 愛 is a drug
your 愛 is my high
As life flutters によって on Angel's wings
The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky
My ハート, 心 leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow
I'm falling down... farther into the abyss
I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel
I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel
My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows
He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it
It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it
It broke me too
And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points
As life fluters によって on Angel's wings
The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky
My ハート, 心 leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow
I'm falling down... farther into the abyss
I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel
I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel
My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows
He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it
It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it
It broke me too
And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points
As life fluters によって on Angel's wings
Whitman
I have perceiv’d that to be
With those i like is enough,
To stop in company with the rest
At evening is enough,
To be surrounded によって beautiful,
Curious, breathing,
Laughing flesh is enough…
I do not ask any もっと見る delight,
I swim in it as in a sea.
There is something in staying close
To men and women and looking on them,
And in the contact and odor of them,
That pleases the soul well,
All things please the soul,
But these please the soul well.
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Live high, live mighty, live righteously, taking it easy [Jason Mraz]
Smile wider, look closer, and think broader [Blend Apparel]
--- LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9
describes him best.
Dark,
just like his world is.
Dark,
just like his eyes.
And yet,
あなた should take a good look
before あなた touch it.
あなた may be hurt
if あなた don’t watch closely.
Rose is so gentle,
isn’t it?
So be careful,
あなた might be hurt.
Careful what あなた wish,
think twice first.
The petals are so soft
and sensitive,
あなた should know what
you’re indulge.
The black rose is apart,
she’s unique,
just like he is...
Nobody can see
the world he created.
He’s fearless,
but he feels.
He’s cold,
but he listens.
He’s mysterious,
but caring.
He understands,
but no longer cares.
He’s empty,
but awake.
He’s lonely,
but he knows...
Without a goal
あなた don’t live,
あなた just watch
your life fading,
without 愛
you’re so empty,
without understanding,
you’re still there,
in the world of your own.