Is this okay?

I'm just wondering, is what I'm doing okay? What I do is I sit in a prayer position on my ベッド and I imagine that Peter is listening to me and I just tell him that I hope he's doing well and same with all of the other good things in Neverland. Then I kind of whisper ( My Brother is in ベッド によって the time I turn my lights out and sometimes so is my Mom) I do believe in fairies, I do I do and I do believe in あなた Peter Pan, I do I do and then I kinda just lay in my ベッド and sing a song that has a lullabye like tune to it, but I don't sing the same thing every night. Is this okay?