I sit on the edge of my ベッド while Niall paces in front of me. "I don't understand, Kate." he starts. "Why are あなた 芝居 so weird around me?" I look up at him helplessly. "It's not like you're weirded out によって me being famous, right? So I don't understand what the deal is. It's like everytime I'm around, あなた go into this shell and don't let anyone in." Niall continues, running his hands through his blonde hair. "I know who あなた really are, but あなた don;t 表示する it! あなた act shy all the time, あなた act like you've been hurt really badly... if you've been hurt Kate, I want to know! I want to know so I can protect あなた and make the hurt go away!" I stood up and threw my hands to my side. "Enough!" I 発言しました angrily. Niall looks at me in surprise. "Sit down, pretty boy." He cautiously sits on my bed. "I am hurt." I say angrily. "I am very hurt. I have tried to get over it, but everyday has just been so hard since あなた left. Niall, あなた didn't even say goodbye to me! How did あなた expect me to feel everday since then? I felt like I had done something wrong, something to make あなた hate me, something to make あなた regret every saying あなた loved me. Do あなた remember that Niall? あなた 発言しました あなた loved me before!" I cried. Niall's eyes soften and he pulled me 次 to him. "I never got to say it back to you." I whispered. "And then あなた left a few years later... but it still hasn't change for me, Niall. I stil care... I still 愛 you. I always have." He hugs me tightly. "I was afraid if I told あなた I was leaving, things would only be harder." he admitted quietly, playing with a strand of my dark brown hair. "You were wrong." I whispered, barely audible. "Well that doesn't matter now. It's in the past, and I'm here now." Niall says, coming closer to my face. "Please don't." I beg. "I thought あなた wanted this?" Niall asked, confused. "I do, Niall. I really do. I just don't want our first キッス to be at a time like this." Niall stood up and took my hand. "In time, I will make up for all those chances I should have kissed あなた at. I promise that." I smiled and he wiped away my tears. "It's always been you." Niall says. "Nobody compares to you."