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Louis tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear,”I missed you”
あなた nodded,”I-I missed あなた too,Lou”
“What’s wrong?” Louis reached out towards you
あなた no longer felt his touch as soon as あなた opened your eyes,”Louis?”
Perrie took a シート, 座席 besides you,engulfing あなた in her warm arms. She pat your back softly. Harry surprisingly walked in,his eyes full of sorrow. あなた studied each of their eyes,wanting to hit them for not just telling あなた right then and there. They made it もっと見る difficult just looking away from you. あなた shut your eyes again,feeling Louis 次 to you,holding your hand tightly.
-“I did it for you,babe” Louis whispered
“Did what?” あなた questioned,wanting to just snog him right then and there
Louis sighed,”I commit suicide. The hate got to me. I don’t want あなた to be like me. I don’t want あなた to let the hate get to you. Being with あなた was amazing. I hope one 日 we can meet each other again. I 愛 you,just know that. Tell the boys to continue singing. To not let my death ‘cause them to break up. Don’t let them. Tell Perrie that her and the girls should keep it up no matter how hurt Zayn is. Tell Harry to not be so depressed about me going away. I know we’re best friends,but I need him to be okay. Please.”
“LOUIS! Why’d あなた do it?!” あなた practically screamed,squeezing his hand that seemed transparent
“I did it for the sake of our love” Louis muttered,leaning in towards you-
あなた opened your eyes,”H-he’s gone,isn’t he?”
Perrie bit her bottom lip,”I’m sorry,baba. He loved you.”
Harry handed あなた a letter,shutting his eyes and giving あなた a くま, クマ hug. He tried to release あなた from the hug but あなた still had him in your arms.
“H-harry..I..I 愛 you,okay?” あなた whispered
Harry smiled slightly,trying,”T-thank you”
あなた opened the letter~
To my beautiful girlfriend<3
I’m guessing you’re wondering where I am. Why I’m not with あなた in the bed. Why I’m not engulfing あなた in hugs. You’re wondering why am I so dumb. Well,babe,it was for the best. The hate was getting worse AND worse for me and you. I’m the one that let it get to me. I hope あなた don’t either. I just want あなた to know,I 愛 あなた もっと見る than I should. Keep living. We’ll meet again someday. Tell Haz,Zayn,Nialler,and Li to continue being a band. Don’t let them break up because of me. I 愛 you. Don’t go into depression. Just know I miss あなた and 愛 you. Tell Perrie to not let Zayn go into depression. Tell Dani the same,but for Liam. I miss you,babe. I’m sorry that I did this. I did it for the sake of us. I couldn’t take people hating on us together. I 愛 あなた all. xxx
“No. No,this isn’t the end! THIS ISN’T THE END OF HIM!” あなた screamed,clutching onto Harry’s shirt.
Harry sighed,”I know that you’re not going to believe this,but it was possibly for the best of him. He had started cutting and taking pills. I knew あなた didn’t notice. That’s why he always wore longsleeves. “
あなた groaned,”I could’ve saved him,but no. I was so concieded and all I cared about was ME getting hate from fans. Those ファン are the reason Louis isn’t here. He could’ve came ホーム and I would’ve ran into his arms..and..and” あなた burst into tears,”I need him.”
Harry and Perrie both stood up from the bed,heading out the door. あなた could tell they knew あなた wanted privacy right now. あなた shut the door,locking it. あなた knocked on the door to see if anyone was passing by. No one tried opening the door,you ran to the cabinets in the white restroom sink. あなた grabbed a razor,quietly slamming the cabinet door. あなた never wanted to go back to the old days,but あなた were doing it for Louis. あなた dug the razor into your skin,pressing it deeply. あなた pulled it away to see your red blood stain the white tiles of the floor. A small smile appeared on your face. あなた pressed the razor to your skin once again,digging it in your skin. あなた threw the razor to the ground as もっと見る blood started flowing onto the floor. A pill bottle labelled DO NOT TAKE IF あなた HAVE DEPRESSION were obviously the ones Louis took. They were tightly closed on the sink rim. あなた snatched them from the sink rim and threw the top,taking most of them into your mouth. Only 5 of them were left. あなた took 2 もっと見る and felt your eyes getting heavy. あなた started swaying from left to right,your vision getting blurry. あなた sat down on the cold hard ground,noticing your blood once again. あなた smiled up at the ceiling.
“I did it for all of you” あなた whispered as your death reached you
Your eyes closed,sending あなた away from this place. あなた and Louis watched over the boys and the girls in heaven. あなた were their guardian angels.
“I 愛 you,Louis”
