Elounor_Lover24 POV
I can’t believe I’m doing this. I breathe in deeply and let it out. I’m not having 秒 thoughts. I don’t have cold feet. I’m just nervous. I have waiting for this for years and now that it’s finally happening I don’t know what to do with myself. Well, actually I do. I’m going to walk down that isle, that’s what. My best friend Eleanor is lacing up my dress while I calm myself. あなた would think it would be weird. Us being フレンズ and all. I mean, I’m marrying her ex. I use to feel awful. For the longest time I felt like the worst best friend in the world. But she pulled me aside one 日 and set me straight.
“Look,” She still had her hand wrapped around my forearm, “How many times am I going to have to tell あなた that I don’t blame you, または that I’m not mad at you?” She was looking for an answer.
I sighed. “I don’t know, Elle.”
Her eyes went from aggravated to sympathetic. “What happened between me and Lou was NOT your fault. We both met new people. Let it go. I’m even getting married soon.” She smiled a little. “And you’re still upset? Honey, live your life with Louis. あなた 愛 him and he loves you. Just be.”
I admit I had burst into tears after she told me that. All I needed was her blessing. To know that she was happy too. And she was.
“There.” She smiled at me in the mirror. “Now, your veil.” She grabbed the frothy fabric and clipped the comb under my bun. “Finished.” She stood behind me and laid her head on my shoulder. “You look beautiful. Lou is going to fall out.” She giggled and I did too. “Come on.” She grabbed my hand. “Let’s go get あなた married.”
Three Years Later
“Britten, don’t pull on that, little love.” Louis was pulling her hand away from the window curtains. He scooped her up, lifting her above his head and キス her belly.
Anytime I saw Louis around our daughter, I smiled. He was such a good dad. She was turning two the coming weekend, and it pulled at my heart. Sure, in society’s eyes she was still a baby. But to me, my baby was gone. The baby that cried at 12, 2, and 5 in the morning only wanting her daddy half the time. The baby that Louis would just hold in his arms and sing “Isn’t She Lovely” softly while she smiled up at him. The baby Louis would take to the recording studio and pass around to Uncle Harry, Niall, Zayn, Liam, and Paul. Now she sings with him in her little bubbling words, and instead of passing her off, she runs to her uncles.
“What’s the matter, Love?” Louis voice pulls me out of my memory.
“Just thinking.” I tell him and he pulls me into his side. I ラップ my arms around him waist and lay my head on his chest, キス Brittan’s belly.
“About?”
“How things used to be.” I tell him. “Brittan isn’t a baby anymore. Now what?”
“Well, we could always have another.” He says.
I laugh and shake my head. He was always the one for jokes. But when I look up at him I know he’s serious. “What? Really?”
He shrugs. “Well, yeah, I mean, you’re right, Brittan isn’t a baby anymore and if we have anymore I want them to be close. “
“Oh, wow.” I breathe out.
“If あなた don’t want to right no-“He starts but I cut him off with a kiss.
“Oh, no. I want.” And キッス him again. This time I feel his smile beneath mine and Brittan’s tinkling laugh.
I can’t believe I’m doing this. I breathe in deeply and let it out. I’m not having 秒 thoughts. I don’t have cold feet. I’m just nervous. I have waiting for this for years and now that it’s finally happening I don’t know what to do with myself. Well, actually I do. I’m going to walk down that isle, that’s what. My best friend Eleanor is lacing up my dress while I calm myself. あなた would think it would be weird. Us being フレンズ and all. I mean, I’m marrying her ex. I use to feel awful. For the longest time I felt like the worst best friend in the world. But she pulled me aside one 日 and set me straight.
“Look,” She still had her hand wrapped around my forearm, “How many times am I going to have to tell あなた that I don’t blame you, または that I’m not mad at you?” She was looking for an answer.
I sighed. “I don’t know, Elle.”
Her eyes went from aggravated to sympathetic. “What happened between me and Lou was NOT your fault. We both met new people. Let it go. I’m even getting married soon.” She smiled a little. “And you’re still upset? Honey, live your life with Louis. あなた 愛 him and he loves you. Just be.”
I admit I had burst into tears after she told me that. All I needed was her blessing. To know that she was happy too. And she was.
“There.” She smiled at me in the mirror. “Now, your veil.” She grabbed the frothy fabric and clipped the comb under my bun. “Finished.” She stood behind me and laid her head on my shoulder. “You look beautiful. Lou is going to fall out.” She giggled and I did too. “Come on.” She grabbed my hand. “Let’s go get あなた married.”
Three Years Later
“Britten, don’t pull on that, little love.” Louis was pulling her hand away from the window curtains. He scooped her up, lifting her above his head and キス her belly.
Anytime I saw Louis around our daughter, I smiled. He was such a good dad. She was turning two the coming weekend, and it pulled at my heart. Sure, in society’s eyes she was still a baby. But to me, my baby was gone. The baby that cried at 12, 2, and 5 in the morning only wanting her daddy half the time. The baby that Louis would just hold in his arms and sing “Isn’t She Lovely” softly while she smiled up at him. The baby Louis would take to the recording studio and pass around to Uncle Harry, Niall, Zayn, Liam, and Paul. Now she sings with him in her little bubbling words, and instead of passing her off, she runs to her uncles.
“What’s the matter, Love?” Louis voice pulls me out of my memory.
“Just thinking.” I tell him and he pulls me into his side. I ラップ my arms around him waist and lay my head on his chest, キス Brittan’s belly.
“About?”
“How things used to be.” I tell him. “Brittan isn’t a baby anymore. Now what?”
“Well, we could always have another.” He says.
I laugh and shake my head. He was always the one for jokes. But when I look up at him I know he’s serious. “What? Really?”
He shrugs. “Well, yeah, I mean, you’re right, Brittan isn’t a baby anymore and if we have anymore I want them to be close. “
“Oh, wow.” I breathe out.
“If あなた don’t want to right no-“He starts but I cut him off with a kiss.
“Oh, no. I want.” And キッス him again. This time I feel his smile beneath mine and Brittan’s tinkling laugh.
well the タイトル say it all.i will choose one または two of my reader to be in my newest article.it will take about 3 to 4 days for the new one to come out so i can choose the person and work it all out.the things i will need to know in order to be in my article
Name:
Eye Color:
Hair Color:
Personality:
Which 1D member would あなた like to be with:
best friend(s) (optional if u choose this the is 4) :
that's all i need to know but here's mine
Name: Sabrina Payne (real last name)
Eye Color: Hazel/Chocolate
Hair Color: close to a チョコレート color but it's dirty blonde
Personality:fun,silly,random,smart,outgoing,and a bit sporty
best friends: Daryn,Helena,Carolina (real life best friends)
that's bout it.need these によって July 4th! also message me the information または あなた can post it in the コメント either is great.but when u make the message make the subject new 記事 information thanks :D
Name:
Eye Color:
Hair Color:
Personality:
Which 1D member would あなた like to be with:
best friend(s) (optional if u choose this the is 4) :
that's all i need to know but here's mine
Name: Sabrina Payne (real last name)
Eye Color: Hazel/Chocolate
Hair Color: close to a チョコレート color but it's dirty blonde
Personality:fun,silly,random,smart,outgoing,and a bit sporty
best friends: Daryn,Helena,Carolina (real life best friends)
that's bout it.need these によって July 4th! also message me the information または あなた can post it in the コメント either is great.but when u make the message make the subject new 記事 information thanks :D
