With the help of my wife and children,I was able to walk away and say good bye to an old friend.It had been a few days since the funeral,Anna took the kids out for ice cream.I didn't really feel like going any where,I was still a bit upset.I found myself wondering around,I walked through the empty house.I found myself to be in the extra bedroom,where Mr.Tom had stayed.
Everything was untouched,Excactly as he left it.
On the bed,sat the book he gave to me.I didn't think much of if,I hadn't read it but that 1st page.I sat down on the bed,and and opened it to the 秒 page.In deep black writing,It read'Prove your love.'I was puzzled nothing もっと見る was written on that page.
"I put a ring on her finger,Thats how I proved it."I 発言しました to myself.
But it didn't seem right,as if I were wrong.I sat for a for minutes,thinking about it.Soon I heard car doors shut.I put the book down,and walked out to the living room.They came in the house,Kenna ran up to me.She had チョコレート on her face,I picked her up and hugged her.
"Sweetie,You got a little something on your face."I said.
"There's also a little something in your car."Laughed Alex.
She leaned in and greeted me with a kiss.
"Yea,She got a bit messy.Just look at Ronnie."
I looked at Ronnie,she hadn't 発言しました a word,She was covered in chocolate.Instantly I laughed.
"it's not funny!!"she whined.
"Yes it is!!"I chuckled.
"Oh really??Then あなた might hug dad??"
She tried to hug me but I ran.She chased me around.
"Don't break any thing!!"Yelled Anna.
I bumped into a vase breaking it...
"It was Ronnie!!!"
"Zayn!!"She yelled.
She then started to chase me.I ran upstairs in to our bedroom and locked the door.I felt relieved,until I turned around.
On the ベッド sat a stack of divorce papers.
"Noo!!Dammit."yelled Anna.
I opened the door,
"Why?"I asked her.
She sighed and walked in.
"It wasn't meant for あなた to see,Courtney 発言しました I should when あなた where in Britain."
"And あなた listen to her?"I shouted.
"I thought about it,But I don't.."
"Why not!If あなた even took it in consideration."
I stood up and started to pack.
"Zayn!!Dont leave!"she yelled.
She was crying,and I was angry.
"Think about our children!"She yelled.
"Why?They already knew it was going to happen,Their hearts can't break anymore then they already are."
I zipped my suitcase,and turned around.
"Daddy..."I heard the sweet voice of Kenna.
She was there the whole time,She stood によって the door in her pajamas.I stopped what I was doing,and I knelt down.
"Yes,Honey bee."
"Are あなた going to leave again?"she started to cry.
"No,We are.Straighten up my Lil solidier,You don't have to cry."
"No!!!You can't take them from me!"Anna yelled.
She pushed me,but then she backed up.I stood up,Lookin her in the eye.She was scared,It was the 1st time she had hit me in the 30 years I knew her.I walked closer to her,I was angry and out of control.I pulled my hand back,but then I heard a yell.
"No!!Stop it!!"Ronnie yelled.
I looked back,But I went back to Anna.
"Don't ever put your hands on me again.I will be taking them."I told her.
I turned back and I picked up Kenna and my suitcase.
I started to walk down the stairs.
"Dad!!Dont leave!"Yelled Ronnie.
"Alex!Come on,Ronnie are あなた leaving または not??"
"No,This is stupid."She 発言しました from up the stairs with tears in he eyes.Kenna started to cry too,Alex 発言しました nothing.
"Ron..nie...."Kenna managed to say.
Ronnie came downstairs,
"Kenna,Sissy loves あなた and don't あなた forget it,I have to stay to watch over mommy,Remember what happened last time?"
She didnt say anything to me.I kissed her on the 火災, 火 head and walked out the door.
Everything was untouched,Excactly as he left it.
On the bed,sat the book he gave to me.I didn't think much of if,I hadn't read it but that 1st page.I sat down on the bed,and and opened it to the 秒 page.In deep black writing,It read'Prove your love.'I was puzzled nothing もっと見る was written on that page.
"I put a ring on her finger,Thats how I proved it."I 発言しました to myself.
But it didn't seem right,as if I were wrong.I sat for a for minutes,thinking about it.Soon I heard car doors shut.I put the book down,and walked out to the living room.They came in the house,Kenna ran up to me.She had チョコレート on her face,I picked her up and hugged her.
"Sweetie,You got a little something on your face."I said.
"There's also a little something in your car."Laughed Alex.
She leaned in and greeted me with a kiss.
"Yea,She got a bit messy.Just look at Ronnie."
I looked at Ronnie,she hadn't 発言しました a word,She was covered in chocolate.Instantly I laughed.
"it's not funny!!"she whined.
"Yes it is!!"I chuckled.
"Oh really??Then あなた might hug dad??"
She tried to hug me but I ran.She chased me around.
"Don't break any thing!!"Yelled Anna.
I bumped into a vase breaking it...
"It was Ronnie!!!"
"Zayn!!"She yelled.
She then started to chase me.I ran upstairs in to our bedroom and locked the door.I felt relieved,until I turned around.
On the ベッド sat a stack of divorce papers.
"Noo!!Dammit."yelled Anna.
I opened the door,
"Why?"I asked her.
She sighed and walked in.
"It wasn't meant for あなた to see,Courtney 発言しました I should when あなた where in Britain."
"And あなた listen to her?"I shouted.
"I thought about it,But I don't.."
"Why not!If あなた even took it in consideration."
I stood up and started to pack.
"Zayn!!Dont leave!"she yelled.
She was crying,and I was angry.
"Think about our children!"She yelled.
"Why?They already knew it was going to happen,Their hearts can't break anymore then they already are."
I zipped my suitcase,and turned around.
"Daddy..."I heard the sweet voice of Kenna.
She was there the whole time,She stood によって the door in her pajamas.I stopped what I was doing,and I knelt down.
"Yes,Honey bee."
"Are あなた going to leave again?"she started to cry.
"No,We are.Straighten up my Lil solidier,You don't have to cry."
"No!!!You can't take them from me!"Anna yelled.
She pushed me,but then she backed up.I stood up,Lookin her in the eye.She was scared,It was the 1st time she had hit me in the 30 years I knew her.I walked closer to her,I was angry and out of control.I pulled my hand back,but then I heard a yell.
"No!!Stop it!!"Ronnie yelled.
I looked back,But I went back to Anna.
"Don't ever put your hands on me again.I will be taking them."I told her.
I turned back and I picked up Kenna and my suitcase.
I started to walk down the stairs.
"Dad!!Dont leave!"Yelled Ronnie.
"Alex!Come on,Ronnie are あなた leaving または not??"
"No,This is stupid."She 発言しました from up the stairs with tears in he eyes.Kenna started to cry too,Alex 発言しました nothing.
"Ron..nie...."Kenna managed to say.
Ronnie came downstairs,
"Kenna,Sissy loves あなた and don't あなた forget it,I have to stay to watch over mommy,Remember what happened last time?"
She didnt say anything to me.I kissed her on the 火災, 火 head and walked out the door.
Author's note: None of the boys have girlfriends yet, Some people あなた do not know are in this so if あなた like あなた can change the names in your mind so あなた can relate.
The Holidays were here everyon ewas talking dancing and just hanging out.
Most of the 年 sevens and some 年 six's were going to a holiday park like they normally go hang out at the closed up school have a dance hang out have a good time.
"Guys it's the Holiday's please come with us"I begged.
"I can't because my family is taking me fishing on their houseboat" 発言しました Madison with a sad look on her face.
"I can't because i have to stay at ホーム with my brother" 発言しました Samuel.
"Samuel time to go" 発言しました Sam's Mother.
"Later guys" 発言しました sam.
I'll come with i have to walk home, see あなた guys later" 発言しました Madison walking up the stiars with sam and his mum.
"Well let's go we have our stuff and the Bus is about to leave" 発言しました Coan.
The Holidays were here everyon ewas talking dancing and just hanging out.
Most of the 年 sevens and some 年 six's were going to a holiday park like they normally go hang out at the closed up school have a dance hang out have a good time.
"Guys it's the Holiday's please come with us"I begged.
"I can't because my family is taking me fishing on their houseboat" 発言しました Madison with a sad look on her face.
"I can't because i have to stay at ホーム with my brother" 発言しました Samuel.
"Samuel time to go" 発言しました Sam's Mother.
"Later guys" 発言しました sam.
I'll come with i have to walk home, see あなた guys later" 発言しました Madison walking up the stiars with sam and his mum.
"Well let's go we have our stuff and the Bus is about to leave" 発言しました Coan.
what i wore Friday:
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Friday went によって pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are あなた going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. あなた should 登録する our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. あなた should come!"
によって this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch ベル rang.
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Friday went によって pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are あなた going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. あなた should 登録する our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. あなた should come!"
によって this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch ベル rang.