sitting there looking out my barred window
looking at the 2 愛 birds
fluttering their wings
they look so sweet and so in 愛
I frown....
will I ever have that?
I wonder most my life
in and out of ppls worlds
fake ppl that say they 愛 me
when they only truly want to use me
to hurt me then lose me
I am selfish
all I have dreamed of was
愛
family
understanding
laughter
friendship
I am selfish
a stubborn mother who wasn't suppose to bare me
a fathers hate bc of the lose of his wife
a mean hearted brother that hated the air I breathed
lies
abuse
hate
is what I...
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