“I’ve loved あなた from the first time I saw you. I think I was twelve. It took me three years to pluck up the courage to speak to you. And I was so scared of the way I felt. あなた know, loving a girl. I learned how to become a sarcastic 雌犬 to make it feel normal. I screwed guys to make it go away, but it didn’t work.
When we got together, it scared the shit out of me, because あなた were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed あなた away. I made あなた think things were your fault. But. Really I was just terrified of the pain.
I screwed that girl Sophia, to kind of spite あなた for having that...
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