i hate my parents especially on festivals whee guest come.i can,t even talk freely.all they want to is 表示する off that my f daughter do this much work.she is a f maid of our house.wtf.......................................
really i hate them their attitude of controlling my life.
sometime i find myself in a trap.a ever ending torcher of mind my emotions where i have a live によって killing my dreams my emotions,my esteem
i want t slap myself i feel lucky that i have ファンタジー prone personality otherwise i am dead till this movt....
i will make them pay.i ma going to ran away from them and never going to back.if life of so many ppl depend on me not mean i ma going to compromise my f dreams and emotions......
go to hell.....
and stop f me all the time and let me live my life...
get ready あなた will have to pay for all your debts.
be ready
19 aug 13
one 日 before rakhi
really i hate them their attitude of controlling my life.
sometime i find myself in a trap.a ever ending torcher of mind my emotions where i have a live によって killing my dreams my emotions,my esteem
i want t slap myself i feel lucky that i have ファンタジー prone personality otherwise i am dead till this movt....
i will make them pay.i ma going to ran away from them and never going to back.if life of so many ppl depend on me not mean i ma going to compromise my f dreams and emotions......
go to hell.....
and stop f me all the time and let me live my life...
get ready あなた will have to pay for all your debts.
be ready
19 aug 13
one 日 before rakhi
there are so many reasons why i hate my bullshit life.can,t tell one.really i don,t know my parents are like this.all they want is there bullshit fucking reputation nothing else.they don,t care about my happiness.i thought that my mother is my best friend.how wrong i was.she is not even my friend.she is nothing but my biological mother who thinks that she have right on me to make me do thing which i want.i can,t go any where with my own.why someone is going to rape me...wtf
it is time to make a decision that i am not going to interfere in their life.just concentrate on mine...............okay just concentrate on mine.
it is time to make a decision that i am not going to interfere in their life.just concentrate on mine...............okay just concentrate on mine.
dreams are what/.......our desires
but what about me who don,t have to dream...k pop and [b]shinee[b] is really like sunshine to me.a warm and shining light of sun to my dark life.i really don,t know what i do if i don,t find them.my inspiration,my idol, my resource of everything which i achieve in life and going to achieve.my endless 情報源 of motivation and happines.
today on 24 june 2013 another 日 when i am felling depress after thinking about my future.
but whenever i listen their songs they give me new life , a new inspiration to live my life peacefully and happily.
[i]as people say all is well if ends well[i]
when i write 記事 here i ma really deprees but i don,t have to loose hopes.
i can do after i do jbt atleast..............when i get job i will do whatever i want.i have to study so that i don,t loose grip on study and on my mind :P
get with rythem and fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but what about me who don,t have to dream...k pop and [b]shinee[b] is really like sunshine to me.a warm and shining light of sun to my dark life.i really don,t know what i do if i don,t find them.my inspiration,my idol, my resource of everything which i achieve in life and going to achieve.my endless 情報源 of motivation and happines.
today on 24 june 2013 another 日 when i am felling depress after thinking about my future.
but whenever i listen their songs they give me new life , a new inspiration to live my life peacefully and happily.
[i]as people say all is well if ends well[i]
when i write 記事 here i ma really deprees but i don,t have to loose hopes.
i can do after i do jbt atleast..............when i get job i will do whatever i want.i have to study so that i don,t loose grip on study and on my mind :P
get with rythem and fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so so so tired from my family,they are just sometime ruin my life.sometime i just think of suicide but one of my friend say never stop fighting.i know sometime life become sweet sometime サワー but it still go on.but seriously i hate but i know a thing that i have some plans for my life and i have to make my dreams come true.get off from all this stuff.one 日 i go from this country,this economy and from this male dominated society and never come back.and no one is able to stop me.,my dreams is become a buisness executive and my parents want me to become a teacher noooooo way i am not going to be a teacher.
they want me to marry a guy they like in some how related to their side but i want to marry a forigner who 愛 me ....wait actually 愛 me okay!!
and if he cheat on me i don,t have any problem coz that was my choice not nay other choice i can live my life alone または with my childs if i have.in any condition is not going to return this country again in my life
they want me to marry a guy they like in some how related to their side but i want to marry a forigner who 愛 me ....wait actually 愛 me okay!!
and if he cheat on me i don,t have any problem coz that was my choice not nay other choice i can live my life alone または with my childs if i have.in any condition is not going to return this country again in my life
haa good to get that out of me ...
LOL:)on my luck
fufugfugugugug......
i mean really gender descrimenation between their children is such a kick 尻, お尻 ...damn man
what the fuck my parents do.....i hate this and my hatred is increasing 日 によって day..what i do
i hate my hatred that i hate my parents but when they do things which hurt me and i hate them that,s why i make this club ......
but whta the fuck my life from me i don,t know and i don,.t give fuck so easily........i try harder to make my life better and situation good.......:L
fufugfugugugug......
i mean really gender descrimenation between their children is such a kick 尻, お尻 ...damn man
what the fuck my parents do.....i hate this and my hatred is increasing 日 によって day..what i do
i hate my hatred that i hate my parents but when they do things which hurt me and i hate them that,s why i make this club ......
but whta the fuck my life from me i don,t know and i don,.t give fuck so easily........i try harder to make my life better and situation good.......:L
hahaha....i want to laugh so loud on my destiny.......
i mean really i am no one.......
but one thing about my 愛 is cavin.....
but that is another story
i mean my parents both are same.male dominated and i am bluddy 雌犬 staying with them...but what i do i don,t have any other option......sometime i think that is i am really their daughter または of some one else...
my mother loves me but sometime she also get so bad...
sometimes i cry so hard..i can,t do anything other than crying........
but really i am 雌犬 after all this stuff i still 愛 them....i hate myself for this.they always say i am girl otherwise they do this ,they say this..so 日 na...
who say don,t say anything please say something man....damn
no phone.no フェイスブック my bro who is five 年 smaller have FB why not me just b,coz i am girl so forgive me if i am girl...plse don,t make my life worst it is till so bad
i mean really i am no one.......
but one thing about my 愛 is cavin.....
but that is another story
i mean my parents both are same.male dominated and i am bluddy 雌犬 staying with them...but what i do i don,t have any other option......sometime i think that is i am really their daughter または of some one else...
my mother loves me but sometime she also get so bad...
sometimes i cry so hard..i can,t do anything other than crying........
but really i am 雌犬 after all this stuff i still 愛 them....i hate myself for this.they always say i am girl otherwise they do this ,they say this..so 日 na...
who say don,t say anything please say something man....damn
no phone.no フェイスブック my bro who is five 年 smaller have FB why not me just b,coz i am girl so forgive me if i am girl...plse don,t make my life worst it is till so bad