a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see あなた cry, the first to make あなた smile when あなた arrived, the only one to welcome あなた as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what あなた feared,

What made あなた laugh,

And what made あなた hurt.

The one person that actually cared for あなた and あなた cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

あなた blame yourself.

If あなた hadn't ロスト your temper, if あなた had just listened to what he was going to say, あなた would be with him where ever he is.

あなた know あなた cant live without him.

The one あなた grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those エメラルド green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave あなた alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

あなた cant take it much more, as あなた stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as あなた remember the 日 he demanded the 上, ページのトップへ appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh あなた give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

あなた curse the fact he brought あなた to do this.

あなた hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always 愛 you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

あなた do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.