あなた walk into the club, standing at the 上, ページのトップへ of the spiral staircase, watching her give instructions to the few other employees that occupy the floor. あなた reach up and touch the ハート, 心 ネックレス she gave you, unsure of what you’re about to do. Your ハート, 心 hurts just thinking about it, but it’s the right thing to do, isn’t it? No one is going to accept あなた two and あなた can’t take the stress of being rejected によって everyone あなた know and love. あなた slowly make your way down the stairs, steadying yourself on the handrail. あなた stop at the bar, waiting for her to turn around.
“Hey you,” she says, smiling and coming over for a kiss. あなた 移動する away and キッス her cheek, knowing あなた won’t be able to go through with this if あなた let her キッス you.
“Alex, can I talk to you,” あなた ask, your voice shaky. あなた won’t allow yourself to look into her sparkling eyes. She doesn’t speak, but she wraps her arm around your waist and guides あなた in to her office. あなた sit on the ソファー, ソファ and stare at the tiles on the floor, nervous about the pending conversation.
“What do あなた want to talk about,” she inquires, leaning against her desk. あなた inadvertently let your eyes wander up the curves of her long legs, to her hips, and up to her torso where あなた stare at her beautifully toned stomach, resisting the urge to walk over and places kisses on every inch of her exposed skin.
Your voice cracks as あなた speak. “I...I can’t do this,” あなた say, tears already starting to well up in your eyes.
“Can’t do what, Marissa,” she says, her voice a mix of anger and sadness.
“Us,” あなた state plainly. “We have to go back to being friends," あなた finish, standing up. Your voice seems sure, but if she looked at あなた right now, she’d know あなた were lying. あなた hear her sigh as she walks towards you, and she places her hands on your hips. Tilting your chin up and looking into your eyes, she begins to speak.
“I can’t go back to being friends, Marissa. This…us…this is living,” she starts, obviously near tears.
“And friends...that's waiting and I won't go back. I can’t go back. あなた know あなた don’t want this. Without you, I have nothing, Marissa,” she says, her voice pleading あなた to stay. “Please, baby, we can work on this. あなた can do this...we’ll take it slow...no もっと見る sex...whatever あなた want. Just please...don’t leave me,” she says, the pleading becoming もっと見る urgent. あなた make the mistake of looking in her eyes and あなた see the tears forming there. あなた can’t break down now.
"Look Alex,” あなた stay, stepping away from her and looking at the ground. “You know I’m straight. あなた and I...we...we'd just be better at friends,” あなた stammer, trying to convince yourself もっと見る than her. あなた look in her eyes one もっと見る time and see that she’s already set up the walls around her heart. あなた wish あなた could do the same, but no walls in the world could block the pain あなた feel from the words she says next.
"Well 次 time あなた wanna experiment, go fuck another girl and make her fall in 愛 with you, but don't come back to me.”
あなた stand there in a state of shock, her words echoing in your mind. ‘She’s in 愛 with me,’ あなた think as あなた open your mouth to speak. “Al...” あなた start, but she cuts あなた off before あなた can even finish her name.
“Just go,” she says angrily, motioning towards the door. あなた turn away from her, unable to let her see あなた cry. The tears fall freely as あなた run out of her office and up the stairs to your car. あなた climb in and slam the door, not noticing the person sitting 次 to あなた as the steady tears turn into loud sobs.
“Hey you,” she says, smiling and coming over for a kiss. あなた 移動する away and キッス her cheek, knowing あなた won’t be able to go through with this if あなた let her キッス you.
“Alex, can I talk to you,” あなた ask, your voice shaky. あなた won’t allow yourself to look into her sparkling eyes. She doesn’t speak, but she wraps her arm around your waist and guides あなた in to her office. あなた sit on the ソファー, ソファ and stare at the tiles on the floor, nervous about the pending conversation.
“What do あなた want to talk about,” she inquires, leaning against her desk. あなた inadvertently let your eyes wander up the curves of her long legs, to her hips, and up to her torso where あなた stare at her beautifully toned stomach, resisting the urge to walk over and places kisses on every inch of her exposed skin.
Your voice cracks as あなた speak. “I...I can’t do this,” あなた say, tears already starting to well up in your eyes.
“Can’t do what, Marissa,” she says, her voice a mix of anger and sadness.
“Us,” あなた state plainly. “We have to go back to being friends," あなた finish, standing up. Your voice seems sure, but if she looked at あなた right now, she’d know あなた were lying. あなた hear her sigh as she walks towards you, and she places her hands on your hips. Tilting your chin up and looking into your eyes, she begins to speak.
“I can’t go back to being friends, Marissa. This…us…this is living,” she starts, obviously near tears.
“And friends...that's waiting and I won't go back. I can’t go back. あなた know あなた don’t want this. Without you, I have nothing, Marissa,” she says, her voice pleading あなた to stay. “Please, baby, we can work on this. あなた can do this...we’ll take it slow...no もっと見る sex...whatever あなた want. Just please...don’t leave me,” she says, the pleading becoming もっと見る urgent. あなた make the mistake of looking in her eyes and あなた see the tears forming there. あなた can’t break down now.
"Look Alex,” あなた stay, stepping away from her and looking at the ground. “You know I’m straight. あなた and I...we...we'd just be better at friends,” あなた stammer, trying to convince yourself もっと見る than her. あなた look in her eyes one もっと見る time and see that she’s already set up the walls around her heart. あなた wish あなた could do the same, but no walls in the world could block the pain あなた feel from the words she says next.
"Well 次 time あなた wanna experiment, go fuck another girl and make her fall in 愛 with you, but don't come back to me.”
あなた stand there in a state of shock, her words echoing in your mind. ‘She’s in 愛 with me,’ あなた think as あなた open your mouth to speak. “Al...” あなた start, but she cuts あなた off before あなた can even finish her name.
“Just go,” she says angrily, motioning towards the door. あなた turn away from her, unable to let her see あなた cry. The tears fall freely as あなた run out of her office and up the stairs to your car. あなた climb in and slam the door, not noticing the person sitting 次 to あなた as the steady tears turn into loud sobs.
