Guess to say あなた guys haven't seen me around a lot anymore. I log on ファンポップ about every 日 または every other 日 for my personal reasons.

When I say personal reasons do あなた think, "Oh, She's worrying about what アニメ to watch 次 または the One Direction rumours going on?"

No.

By personal reasons I mean, "Putting through MY Rumours, Boys, and Suicide."

I've been called a Whore, または Slut, Goth, and エモ for no reason.

For starters, I have never had a Boyfriend または even kisses a boy. Yes, I may be a little Flirt, but just because many guys like me, DOES NOT make me a whore または slut.

So now if someone dies their hair Black it makes them エモ または Goth? I only died my hair black because I wanted to EXPERIMENT. My Aunt and my Mother had black hair in their lives to when they were younger. I smile a lot and laugh a lot too. I'm perfectly NOT Emo.

How about this, The Boy I've loved (Yes, I do 愛 him. I would need to write a whole new 記事 about our teasings for あなた to understand. Let's just say we are practically rivals and fight everyday for the past 5 years. We hate eachother but someone told me last 年 he liked me. So I still thought until...) Anyways, the Boy I've loved for 5 years get's a Girlfriend and rubs it in my face. Even when I thought he still liked me. Then he says, "Sorry あなた had feelings for me. I want to be with someone who makes me happy! AND NOT GET HIT WITH A LUNCHBOX EVERYDAY. Yeah, Sorry."

Al of this, led to my thoughts of Suicide. I wanted to, but I could never くま, クマ to do it. PLEASE DON'T WORRY. I will stay alive until I'm around 80 または 90. To cope, I have been on Tumblr looking at pictures of Harry Styles (From One Direction) and listening to their music.

Can あなた see why I can't come on a lot? Now before あなた make Rumours または false accusations. keep this 記事 in mind.

I 愛 あなた all! xoxo Lumforever ~