Back and white

愛 is.....painful. It really is. Still I feel heartbroken about the situation between me, Dakota(the boy I loved), and Ashley(my friend who got to him first). But truth is, I need to just forget. Yes it still hurts but I need to find somebod else. I don't know if I should try to win him back または 移動する on. Maybe I should be with somebody else for awhile and see if it passes. But....that isn't that easy. So here is a poem i've written~ あなた broke my heart.
Maybe we should be apart.
I just don't know which
way to go.
I really did 愛 you.
But all the pain you
put me through.
I just don't know...

Nearness of the
Beloved One

Translation によって Hyde Flippo

I think of you,
when I see the sun's shimmer
Gleaming from the sea.
I think of you,
when the moon's glimmer
Is reflected in the springs.

I see you,
when on the distant road
The dust rises,
In deep night,
when on the narrow bridge
The traveler trembles.

I hear you,
when with a dull roar
The wave surges.
In the quiet grove I often go to listen
When all is silent.

I am with you,
however far away あなた may be,
You are 次 to me!
The sun is setting,
soon the stars will shine upon me.
If only あなた were here!


To a guy I never wanted to fall for cuz he lives much too...

They dropped of Shelly to the mall.
Jessica- Brake a leg and arm and your neck.
Shelly- 愛 ya too jess.

Jess- Yup.
Jeff- Have fun .

Jeff turned on his car and left fast!

Jeff- Ah-hahahahahaha! Good plan hun! It worked!
Jess- I know! Wooo-hooo! No off to your house!
Jeff- Yaah!

He drived faster.
They went to his house and his mother send Jeff and jess went to his room where his mom told him his BIG gift is.

Jeff- Wow.
Jess- Open the bg box!
Jeff- I know! Help me!

Jess grabbed big scissors and opened the box.

Jeff- It's a ...
Jess and Jeff- A telaport!
Jess- Wow.
Jeff- OMG I always wanted to go to...

Some time I feel I am lesbian. I’m 18 and want hookup with girls before, we just kisses on whole night. Some time 前 I went go further with my best friend of mine. That time we were very younger and want to do some experiment. That time I feel attracted to most of girls. That time I had not any boy friend and till now. At present I am also not attract to any boy. I had never physical attachment with any boy. I feel I understand women and I often believe of having a girlfriend. I frequently imagine about women. Can somebody tell me what they believe? I am uncertain and my フレンズ recognize...