愛

I know how あなた feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness what so ever. あなた dont want to laugh, because あなた know it's not going to help, but あなた dont want to cry, because it will just make あなた feel worse.

You feel like your ハート, 心 is falling appart, but not only that, but あなた know soon your life is going to feel like its falling appart too. あなた don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feel's impossible to stop loving them.

And everyone wonders why if they have hurt あなた so much, then why do あなた still 愛 them. That's the confusing part, あなた don't know why,...

愛 is something that we cannot see, hear, smell, touch または taste. We can only feel it as best we can. 愛 is infinite. There is no end.
It's something that a human cannot decide upon または change. あなた can't make yourself 愛 someone または make yourself not 愛 someone. If あなた feel it, then あなた know it.
Love is unpredictable. あなた don't know when it will hit あなた または when it won't. It'll just happen. It's like finding a five dollar bill on the street: It'll be hard to find, but あなた will, in time.
You can't wait for love. あなた can't strive hard to find it. Just try, but don't put your all in it. Cause...