Even though あなた try, it’s obvious that あなた don’t suceed. The tears run down your already tear-stained cheeks as あなた clutch the covers even tighter to your body. あなた inwardly yelled at yourself - ashamed that you’re still crying. あなた don’t want to be, but あなた just can’t help it. Sniffling, あなた bury your face into the 枕 and this movement causes Justin’s familiar cologne to fill your nosestrils. あなた look over at his side of the ベッド and although あなた know what’s waiting - your ハート, 心 still sinks when あなた notice it’s empty.
あなた and Justin had a huge fight and when あなた look back now, あなた realize that it is just another stupid reason for the argument. あなた can barely remember what started the argument and that bothers you. If there isn’t even a good reason for having such a big fight, then is it really worth losing your relationship over? No. And あなた just can’t lose Justin. あなた 愛 him. あなた need him. Realizing this and just how important it is, あなた peel the covers off your body and shakily stand up from the bed.
“Justin?” あなた call out silently as あなた reach the bottom step of the stairs. Looking around the corner, あなた notice Justin sitting on the the ソファー, ソファ with his head in his hands. If you’re honest; this is unusual for you. Normally, Justin was the one to apologize. No matter who started it, he would be the first one to say sorry. This time though; あなた want to be the first one. あなた want to say sorry because あなた need to fix everything. あなた need to be with Justin; あなた can’t lose him.
“Justin?” The sound of your voice brings him out of his state and he slowly looks up. “C-can we talk?” あなた croak out and silently pray that he’ll say yes. He nods and あなた let out a sigh of your relief while walking towards him. Sitting down, あなた begin to twiddle your thumbs. Tons of feelings rush through your body and あなた sniffle again, wiping away a tear. This makes Justin look up and his face softens when he sees you. He opens his mouth so say something, but あなた cut him off によって raising your hand slightly.
“Justin… I want to apologize for once.” あなた begin and clear your throat. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for bitching about everything and for everything I 発言しました during the heat of the moment. I didn’t mean it. I just… Your lifestyle is hard for me sometimes, but I wouldn’t change it for the world. I 愛 あなた and I’m so proud of you. It’s just hard sometimes. With all the rumors and the distance and everything. And… I’m just sorry.”
Before あなた can continue または do anything else, he wraps あなた up into his arms. Rocking back and forth in his embrace, he strokes your hair softly. あなた rest your head in the crook of his neck and concentrate on evening out your breathing. “Do あなた know how weird it is to hear あなた apologize first?” Justin croaks out a laugh, shaking his head. あなた feel his tousled hair tickle your neck and あなた smile to yourself at his attempt to lighten the mood.
“I wanted to be the first for once. I want あなた to know that our relationship means just as much to me as to you.” あなた smile gently, knotting your fingers in his hair.
He moans quietly at this and places a chaste キッス on your collarbone. “I know that, [Y/N]. I’m sorry, too. For everything. It just frustrates me how you’re not happy with me because I’m selfish and I just can’t let あなた go so あなた can be happy with someone else. I can’t くま, クマ the thought of あなた with another guy.”
“But I am happy with you, Justin! That’s the thing; I don’t want to be with anyone else. I 愛 you. I’m happy with you, I really am.” You’re quick to argue, wanting to get your point across.
“I 愛 you, too, [Y/N].”
あなた and Justin had a huge fight and when あなた look back now, あなた realize that it is just another stupid reason for the argument. あなた can barely remember what started the argument and that bothers you. If there isn’t even a good reason for having such a big fight, then is it really worth losing your relationship over? No. And あなた just can’t lose Justin. あなた 愛 him. あなた need him. Realizing this and just how important it is, あなた peel the covers off your body and shakily stand up from the bed.
“Justin?” あなた call out silently as あなた reach the bottom step of the stairs. Looking around the corner, あなた notice Justin sitting on the the ソファー, ソファ with his head in his hands. If you’re honest; this is unusual for you. Normally, Justin was the one to apologize. No matter who started it, he would be the first one to say sorry. This time though; あなた want to be the first one. あなた want to say sorry because あなた need to fix everything. あなた need to be with Justin; あなた can’t lose him.
“Justin?” The sound of your voice brings him out of his state and he slowly looks up. “C-can we talk?” あなた croak out and silently pray that he’ll say yes. He nods and あなた let out a sigh of your relief while walking towards him. Sitting down, あなた begin to twiddle your thumbs. Tons of feelings rush through your body and あなた sniffle again, wiping away a tear. This makes Justin look up and his face softens when he sees you. He opens his mouth so say something, but あなた cut him off によって raising your hand slightly.
“Justin… I want to apologize for once.” あなた begin and clear your throat. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for bitching about everything and for everything I 発言しました during the heat of the moment. I didn’t mean it. I just… Your lifestyle is hard for me sometimes, but I wouldn’t change it for the world. I 愛 あなた and I’m so proud of you. It’s just hard sometimes. With all the rumors and the distance and everything. And… I’m just sorry.”
Before あなた can continue または do anything else, he wraps あなた up into his arms. Rocking back and forth in his embrace, he strokes your hair softly. あなた rest your head in the crook of his neck and concentrate on evening out your breathing. “Do あなた know how weird it is to hear あなた apologize first?” Justin croaks out a laugh, shaking his head. あなた feel his tousled hair tickle your neck and あなた smile to yourself at his attempt to lighten the mood.
“I wanted to be the first for once. I want あなた to know that our relationship means just as much to me as to you.” あなた smile gently, knotting your fingers in his hair.
He moans quietly at this and places a chaste キッス on your collarbone. “I know that, [Y/N]. I’m sorry, too. For everything. It just frustrates me how you’re not happy with me because I’m selfish and I just can’t let あなた go so あなた can be happy with someone else. I can’t くま, クマ the thought of あなた with another guy.”
“But I am happy with you, Justin! That’s the thing; I don’t want to be with anyone else. I 愛 you. I’m happy with you, I really am.” You’re quick to argue, wanting to get your point across.
“I 愛 you, too, [Y/N].”
