** just wanted あなた to know how much i 愛 あなた JT and i never meant to hurt あなた によって fighting with あなた and i just want あなた to know that every word あなた read is true as hell -Bee **
Ok, あなた know how i used to tell あなた that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the 日 i found out あなた went to the hospital....i kept going to your プロフィール and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) 投稿されました the bad news on your ウォール and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with あなた Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment あなた told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the 次 day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with チェリー and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI もっと見る LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and チェリー and カケス, ジェイ reached your room Chris was already in there with あなた but あなた were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like あなた knew we were there and あなた woke up and me and チェリー and カケス, ジェイ just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about あなた または チェリー または Spunky カケス, ジェイ and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell あなた this cause i just want あなた to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about あなた and i just want あなた to know that i dont hate あなた and that i have ALWAYS LOVED あなた JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I 愛 チェリー AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope あなた know that and i never wanna hurt あなた again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like あなた were ....i hope あなた get better and i am praying for you
愛 Back To あなた From
Bianca<3
Ok, あなた know how i used to tell あなた that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the 日 i found out あなた went to the hospital....i kept going to your プロフィール and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) 投稿されました the bad news on your ウォール and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with あなた Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment あなた told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the 次 day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with チェリー and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI もっと見る LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and チェリー and カケス, ジェイ reached your room Chris was already in there with あなた but あなた were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like あなた knew we were there and あなた woke up and me and チェリー and カケス, ジェイ just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about あなた または チェリー または Spunky カケス, ジェイ and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell あなた this cause i just want あなた to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about あなた and i just want あなた to know that i dont hate あなた and that i have ALWAYS LOVED あなた JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I 愛 チェリー AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope あなた know that and i never wanna hurt あなた again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like あなた were ....i hope あなた get better and i am praying for you
愛 Back To あなた From
Bianca<3
