Don't get it wrong. I still 愛 all the Moonwalkers and Michael. I don't want to explain everything that much. Just let あなた know. Okay. For start I want to say "I didn't become his hater または disliker. I still like and respect Michael. I still 愛 you, Moonwalkers" Just I felt that I have to stop. I took off all my MJ stuff in my room. I threw out a lot of it. I unjoined all his クラブ here in fanpop. I unsubscribed all his themed channels on youtube. I deleted all my printerest boards with his pics. Just because I didn't want to be his ファン anymore. I understood that being a ファン of dead person is not good for me. All this crying, wanting to die to meet him. Sadness. It is not for me. Slowly I ロスト my interest of him. Stopped to listen to his music, watch his videos. I am planning to change my banner and アイコン in my club. I started a new life - being a ファン of a lot of different things. 映画 - Me before you, The notebook, Fault in our stars. A lot of others. (I will post pic of my new ウォール decorations so あなた can see what I like now). I was MJ ファン a 年 and four months. It's enough for me. Sorry if someone is angry to me または something else like that.
