James Filming

*I started crying as Kendall comforted me,the doctor also explained how sorry she was and then left us alone* Kendall:I'm so sorry *he kissed my head* Do あなた want me to call James?
Me:No,I don't want to hear from that demon!
*Kendall looked down and sighed* Kendall:but he's,i mean he was *that right there made me cry even more* the father of your child!
Me:I.said.NO. *I scared Kendall with my reaction*
Kendall:well,ok then.. *he looked away and rolled his eyes in a cute little way*
Me:Can we get the fuck out of here already?
Kendall:Ok,ok!damn,(MN/YN)... *I sent him a death stare*
Kendall:I'm sorry,I'm...

*Kendall sat によって me on the right of the ソファー, ソファ as I cried and James and Carlos talked priviately again in James' room,Kendall was just playing with my hair and kept キス my cheeks and forehead* Kendall:it's ok,baby... *he kissed my forehead again as I cried more* Me:wth is going on?!?can u plz tell me all of this Logan mess?!?y am I involved?!?*i shouted stressfully* Kendall:(MN/YN),u don't need to know,just be calm,u'r pregnant now,i don't want u to harm the baby.. *i looked in his eyes as he stroked my hair and I stopped crying and hugged him* Me:u'r right.i'm going to talk to Logan.*i began...

I turned my head and he aimed his lips on my cheek.then he backed up slowly and looked at me with a depressing expression on his face.
Me:Kendall,i really like あなた but...I'm not ready.sorry.
Kendall:i understand,it's my fault,i was pushing us too fast.
He was staring at my lips.. i really wanted to キッス him,i just—it didn't feel right.not the right time または moment,and i didn't want people to see us making out in his car.
Me:no,you weren't.it's just um.. maybe we should get out now.
I didnt know how to end または finish this conversation,so i tried to go around it.Kendall hopped out and opened the car...

the 次 日 comes and あなた dress up amazingly - あなた walk to the guys apartment and あなた see carlos logan and kendall, they run out and give あなた a big hug!

kendall - well done girl!

logan - yeah were so proud of you!

carlos - あなた deserve it!

you - thanks for the support guys but im not famous yet!

kendall - that's what we all said! but look at us now!

you - :) こんにちは wheres james?

carlos - he's just combing his hair *rolls eyes*
by the way we heard about the breakup, are あなた okay?

you - yes guys im fine!

logan - good and umm...

kendall - logan NO!

you - what?

logan - james....

kendall interupts

kendall - james...

あなた walk onto the dance floor with your friend and see james is holding hands with this girl, it seems pretty clear to あなた that he doesnt want you.

james see's あなた and thinks "wow she's the most beautiful girl in the world...what am i doing??" emily lets go of james's hand when she sees logan walk in, she immediately walks over to him and starts flirting.

you watch and walk over to james

you - well she's classy ¬_¬ あなた okay?

james - yeah, i dont even care i just asked her because the person i wanted wouldnt of 発言しました yes :(

you - who?

james - it doesnt matter.

you - okay

your お気に入り song comes...