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BPOV
“Blair” Jake 発言しました caressing my cheek. “You will figure it out” he 発言しました trying to force a smile.
“I don’t want to figure it out Jake” I said. Just then his door burst open and Stefan was standing there. I looked at him confused. Jake sat up.
“How あなた feeling?” he asked.
“Good” Jacob answered in a flat tone.
“Hey Blair” Stefan smiled at me.
“Hi” I 発言しました back.
“Is it rude to ask あなた what you’re doing here?” I 発言しました to Stefan
“Im sure Jacob has told あなた everything” he 発言しました smiling. I looked at Jacob confused. “Oh…you haven’t…do あなた want me to tell her?” Stefan said.
“No” Jacob 発言しました in a flat tone again.
“Listen whatever あなた boys have against each other, sort it out” I 発言しました and walked off.
“What’s up Blair?” Seth asked all cool like nothing happened.
“Well I think Stefan and Jacob are going to rip each others throats out soon” I said, Seth chuckled.
“So あなた know then?” he asked
“Know what? What am I supposed to know?!” I 発言しました frustrated now.
“Stefan and Jacob have known each other since they were like seven years old…” he trailed off.
“So?” I asked.
“So, they’ve hated each other ever since, and if あなた don’t go back in that room now they will rip each others throats out” Seth told me.
“Jake is a strong werewolf im sure he can handle it” I 発言しました annoyed I didn’t even know why I was annoyed. Maybe the hormones are starting to play part of their job.
“I wouldn’t be so sure” Seth said
“Fine” I 発言しました rolling my eyes. I knocked on Jakes door.
“You boys still got your throats in place?” I 発言しました sarcastically through the door. No one answered.
I opened the door slightly, poking my head out only seeing Stefan sitting on a chair with his elbows on his knees and his hands crossed together, leaning forward, and his head looking out the window. Jakes ベッド was empty.
“Where is Jake?” I asked concerned walking into his small room.
“He went for a walk” Stefan 発言しました still looking out the window.
“What do あなた mean he went for a walk?” I asked.
“I mean his on his two feet and his walking” he 発言しました sarcastically his eyebrows slightly raised as he looked at me like I was stupid. I sat on Jakes bed.
“You know for someone good looking your attitude makes あなた ugly” I 発言しました frustrated at Stefan.
“So あなた think im good looking?” he asked half smiling.
“Im sure あなた know, all the girls were 愛 struck when they saw you” I 発言しました rolling my eyes.
“When あなた say ‘all the girls’ does that mean あなた too?” he 発言しました his half smile increasing slightly.
“What…Oh shut-up…No” I 発言しました trying to find the words as I 発言しました it.
“So ill take that as a yes” Stefan said.
“What will あなた take as a yes?” Jake asked standing in his door way, I guessed he was healing because he was walking better.
“Oh Blair just told me the girls were ‘love struck’ over me when the first saw me including herself” He 発言しました in a smart tone standing up now
“What? Don’t あなた dare change around the words to try and make it seem like im interested in you!” I spat at him, He looked down at me, gosh I felt short standing near these tall boys.
“Who 発言しました あなた were interested in me, あなた brought it up so im taking that あなた are” he 発言しました still half smiling revealing his perfect white teeth, I must admit he was gorgeous, but annoying!
“Jeez for someone as big as you, あなた would think their brain would be big too” I 発言しました and walked off annoyed, Jacob chuckled softly.
“I think あなた should get some rest big boy” Stefan 発言しました to Jacob patting his other shoulder
“Sure sure” he said.
“I think あなた need to go ホーム Stefan” Paul said.
“Ill take him” Sam offered, holding the door for Stefan to walk out.
“Bye Blair” Stefan winked at me.
“Go ホーム boy” I 発言しました folding my arms.
“Now I know why あなた guys didn’t like each other when あなた were young” I said.
“I still don’t” Jake replied flopping on the couch. I looked around to see if there was anything to do, but didn’t find anything.
Jake wouldn’t talk to me about the attack that happened earlier, and every time I asked how he was holding up, he would say fine または good.
“I have to go” I 発言しました to Jacob and kissed him on the cheek. Paul was fast asleep on the other couch, while Jake had the TV playing in the background.
“Honey, where were you?! I couldn’t ring あなた because あなた have no cell!” Mum asked me as soon as I walked in, Sue was over and they were having coffee, isn’t it a bit late for that? I thought to myself
“I was over at Jakes house” I shortly replied.
“Oh okay then” Mum 発言しました and continued her conversation with Sue.
I walked so slow up the stairs, I couldn’t be bothered tonight, but I had some homework and studies that needed to be done. First I cleaned my study 表, テーブル and changed to globe in my work lamp then I completed most of the homework, and just started 読書 the novel for English called ‘the book thief’. It was getting late, 10:27pm now, and I knew I had school tomorrow. I put on my pyjamas, just the usual baggy grey t-shirt and light ピンク pants, I brushed my teeth, and looked myself in the mirror, and imagined what I would do if some creep was standing behind me like in those movies, I don’t know why I thought of it but I did. I let my long hair out for once, I have it tied up too much lately, since I haven’t been bothered to curl または straighten it. I sat on my ベッド leaning against the headboard legs crossed and just thinking. I don’t know if it was just me but mine and Jacobs’s relationship hasn’t seemed to be going anywhere, like he hasn’t even kissed me for what felt like days, his always so serious lately ever since he found out about those ヴァンパイア wanting to get near me, well im still alive!
“Maybe this ‘imprinting’ thing isn’t as strong as they say…” I whispered to myself.
“How would あなた know?” I heard a different voice than mine now, I looked up seeing Jacob standing there shirtless, I hated it when he had no シャツ on, it was my weakness.
“Jake, あなた look much better” I 発言しました trying to sound calm but Jakes fists were clenched into balls. He still had a white bandage thing on his shoulder.
“You don’t know what it feels like Blair” he said, swallowing hard. I didn’t know what to say to that.
“I…um…sorry?” was all I could think of.
“You don’t know what it feels like to 愛 someone so much, always wanting to be with them, to hold them, to keep them 安全, 安全です all the time, to キッス them and クレードル, 受け台 them in your arms 24/7…but あなた know あなた cant” Jake said, he voice a bit shaky. I didn’t know what to do, how to respond to any of this, because I didn’t know how it felt, and the truth was, I haven’t developed enough feelings for Jake to actually 愛 him, I do have great feelings for him, but if I told him now that I loved him, it would be a lie, I guess one 日 I will know what the feelings feels like. I got up from my ベッド and walked over to Jake and hugged him, he hesitated a little but then he gave me a great big くま, クマ hug, stroking the back on my head, I wanted to stay like this all night, but we couldn’t.
“I 愛 あなた Blair Parker” he whispered in my ear, I just smiled in his shoulder, wanting to say the same thing back to him, but it would be a lie. Jacob let go and walked to the corner of the room and picked up something.
“What are あなた doing?” I asked confused.
“Something I should have done a long time ago” he said. He walked up to me, his hands behind his back.
“I want to take あなた out…like on proper date” he 発言しました it shyly. “Oh and here” he 発言しました as he passed me a box with a present ribbon on it. “Open it” he 発言しました smiling.
I opened it gently, and inside was a new cell phone.
“Jake あなた didn’t ha-“
“Shh Blair I did; I owned あなた one, I should have never broken it in the first place, and it’s still the same number as the other one, I tried to get a similar one but they only had upgraded モデル of your old one” He said.
“Aw Jake thank あなた so much” I 発言しました and leaned in for a peck.
“So about that date, I was thinking Saturday afternoon?” he 発言しました smiling.
“Yeah Saturday sounds great im out with the girls on Friday so perfect”
I put the phone on my dresser to fix it up in the morning, me and Jake just sat on my ベッド and talked about ランダム stuff, him making me laugh quite a bit I had to bite my cushion so I wouldn’t wake up my mum.
“Crap its 11:37 I should be letting あなた rest, especially this time of the year, exam time soon” he said.
“Oh dam exams, looks like あなた have to stay put on your leash so あなた don’t bother me any もっと見る at night” I said; Jacob chuckled.
“Blair seriously, go to sleep” he 発言しました with a huge smile.
“No! Im not tired” I whined like a little girl.
“Okay then…” Jake 発言しました with a cheeky smile.
“What are あなた going to do? Should I be scared?” I 発言しました smiling back
“Oh あなた should be very scared Ms Parker” he 発言しました throwing his most perfect smile ever. All of a sudden Jake grabbed me and threw me over his shoulders so I was just hanging there.
And he somehow started tickling my feet, I couldn’t stop laughing, I was the most ticklish person ever.
“Jake!” I tried saying laughing hard now; he threw me on the ベッド and tickled me like my dad used to when I was six
“St-o” was all I could say kicking my legs into his chest, I knew it wouldn’t do anything though, I hadn’t laughed this much in so long it felt good, he stopped tickling me, half his body was on the bed, in push up position he leaned in closer and kissed my lips gently, his warm touch made my ハート, 心 thump loud, he smiled on my lips and continued to キッス me, parting our lips and キス me with もっと見る force, his warm breath made me feel dizzy, and before I knew it I had to pull away to get some air, while smiling enormously.
“Now I think あなた should go to ベッド sweetie” he 発言しました and kissed my forehead, I climbed under the covers and laid my head on Jacobs bare warm chest while his huge long arms cradled half my body stroking my hair softly until I eventually drifted off to a deep dreamless sleep.
BPOV
“Blair” Jake 発言しました caressing my cheek. “You will figure it out” he 発言しました trying to force a smile.
“I don’t want to figure it out Jake” I said. Just then his door burst open and Stefan was standing there. I looked at him confused. Jake sat up.
“How あなた feeling?” he asked.
“Good” Jacob answered in a flat tone.
“Hey Blair” Stefan smiled at me.
“Hi” I 発言しました back.
“Is it rude to ask あなた what you’re doing here?” I 発言しました to Stefan
“Im sure Jacob has told あなた everything” he 発言しました smiling. I looked at Jacob confused. “Oh…you haven’t…do あなた want me to tell her?” Stefan said.
“No” Jacob 発言しました in a flat tone again.
“Listen whatever あなた boys have against each other, sort it out” I 発言しました and walked off.
“What’s up Blair?” Seth asked all cool like nothing happened.
“Well I think Stefan and Jacob are going to rip each others throats out soon” I said, Seth chuckled.
“So あなた know then?” he asked
“Know what? What am I supposed to know?!” I 発言しました frustrated now.
“Stefan and Jacob have known each other since they were like seven years old…” he trailed off.
“So?” I asked.
“So, they’ve hated each other ever since, and if あなた don’t go back in that room now they will rip each others throats out” Seth told me.
“Jake is a strong werewolf im sure he can handle it” I 発言しました annoyed I didn’t even know why I was annoyed. Maybe the hormones are starting to play part of their job.
“I wouldn’t be so sure” Seth said
“Fine” I 発言しました rolling my eyes. I knocked on Jakes door.
“You boys still got your throats in place?” I 発言しました sarcastically through the door. No one answered.
I opened the door slightly, poking my head out only seeing Stefan sitting on a chair with his elbows on his knees and his hands crossed together, leaning forward, and his head looking out the window. Jakes ベッド was empty.
“Where is Jake?” I asked concerned walking into his small room.
“He went for a walk” Stefan 発言しました still looking out the window.
“What do あなた mean he went for a walk?” I asked.
“I mean his on his two feet and his walking” he 発言しました sarcastically his eyebrows slightly raised as he looked at me like I was stupid. I sat on Jakes bed.
“You know for someone good looking your attitude makes あなた ugly” I 発言しました frustrated at Stefan.
“So あなた think im good looking?” he asked half smiling.
“Im sure あなた know, all the girls were 愛 struck when they saw you” I 発言しました rolling my eyes.
“When あなた say ‘all the girls’ does that mean あなた too?” he 発言しました his half smile increasing slightly.
“What…Oh shut-up…No” I 発言しました trying to find the words as I 発言しました it.
“So ill take that as a yes” Stefan said.
“What will あなた take as a yes?” Jake asked standing in his door way, I guessed he was healing because he was walking better.
“Oh Blair just told me the girls were ‘love struck’ over me when the first saw me including herself” He 発言しました in a smart tone standing up now
“What? Don’t あなた dare change around the words to try and make it seem like im interested in you!” I spat at him, He looked down at me, gosh I felt short standing near these tall boys.
“Who 発言しました あなた were interested in me, あなた brought it up so im taking that あなた are” he 発言しました still half smiling revealing his perfect white teeth, I must admit he was gorgeous, but annoying!
“Jeez for someone as big as you, あなた would think their brain would be big too” I 発言しました and walked off annoyed, Jacob chuckled softly.
“I think あなた should get some rest big boy” Stefan 発言しました to Jacob patting his other shoulder
“Sure sure” he said.
“I think あなた need to go ホーム Stefan” Paul said.
“Ill take him” Sam offered, holding the door for Stefan to walk out.
“Bye Blair” Stefan winked at me.
“Go ホーム boy” I 発言しました folding my arms.
“Now I know why あなた guys didn’t like each other when あなた were young” I said.
“I still don’t” Jake replied flopping on the couch. I looked around to see if there was anything to do, but didn’t find anything.
Jake wouldn’t talk to me about the attack that happened earlier, and every time I asked how he was holding up, he would say fine または good.
“I have to go” I 発言しました to Jacob and kissed him on the cheek. Paul was fast asleep on the other couch, while Jake had the TV playing in the background.
“Honey, where were you?! I couldn’t ring あなた because あなた have no cell!” Mum asked me as soon as I walked in, Sue was over and they were having coffee, isn’t it a bit late for that? I thought to myself
“I was over at Jakes house” I shortly replied.
“Oh okay then” Mum 発言しました and continued her conversation with Sue.
I walked so slow up the stairs, I couldn’t be bothered tonight, but I had some homework and studies that needed to be done. First I cleaned my study 表, テーブル and changed to globe in my work lamp then I completed most of the homework, and just started 読書 the novel for English called ‘the book thief’. It was getting late, 10:27pm now, and I knew I had school tomorrow. I put on my pyjamas, just the usual baggy grey t-shirt and light ピンク pants, I brushed my teeth, and looked myself in the mirror, and imagined what I would do if some creep was standing behind me like in those movies, I don’t know why I thought of it but I did. I let my long hair out for once, I have it tied up too much lately, since I haven’t been bothered to curl または straighten it. I sat on my ベッド leaning against the headboard legs crossed and just thinking. I don’t know if it was just me but mine and Jacobs’s relationship hasn’t seemed to be going anywhere, like he hasn’t even kissed me for what felt like days, his always so serious lately ever since he found out about those ヴァンパイア wanting to get near me, well im still alive!
“Maybe this ‘imprinting’ thing isn’t as strong as they say…” I whispered to myself.
“How would あなた know?” I heard a different voice than mine now, I looked up seeing Jacob standing there shirtless, I hated it when he had no シャツ on, it was my weakness.
“Jake, あなた look much better” I 発言しました trying to sound calm but Jakes fists were clenched into balls. He still had a white bandage thing on his shoulder.
“You don’t know what it feels like Blair” he said, swallowing hard. I didn’t know what to say to that.
“I…um…sorry?” was all I could think of.
“You don’t know what it feels like to 愛 someone so much, always wanting to be with them, to hold them, to keep them 安全, 安全です all the time, to キッス them and クレードル, 受け台 them in your arms 24/7…but あなた know あなた cant” Jake said, he voice a bit shaky. I didn’t know what to do, how to respond to any of this, because I didn’t know how it felt, and the truth was, I haven’t developed enough feelings for Jake to actually 愛 him, I do have great feelings for him, but if I told him now that I loved him, it would be a lie, I guess one 日 I will know what the feelings feels like. I got up from my ベッド and walked over to Jake and hugged him, he hesitated a little but then he gave me a great big くま, クマ hug, stroking the back on my head, I wanted to stay like this all night, but we couldn’t.
“I 愛 あなた Blair Parker” he whispered in my ear, I just smiled in his shoulder, wanting to say the same thing back to him, but it would be a lie. Jacob let go and walked to the corner of the room and picked up something.
“What are あなた doing?” I asked confused.
“Something I should have done a long time ago” he said. He walked up to me, his hands behind his back.
“I want to take あなた out…like on proper date” he 発言しました it shyly. “Oh and here” he 発言しました as he passed me a box with a present ribbon on it. “Open it” he 発言しました smiling.
I opened it gently, and inside was a new cell phone.
“Jake あなた didn’t ha-“
“Shh Blair I did; I owned あなた one, I should have never broken it in the first place, and it’s still the same number as the other one, I tried to get a similar one but they only had upgraded モデル of your old one” He said.
“Aw Jake thank あなた so much” I 発言しました and leaned in for a peck.
“So about that date, I was thinking Saturday afternoon?” he 発言しました smiling.
“Yeah Saturday sounds great im out with the girls on Friday so perfect”
I put the phone on my dresser to fix it up in the morning, me and Jake just sat on my ベッド and talked about ランダム stuff, him making me laugh quite a bit I had to bite my cushion so I wouldn’t wake up my mum.
“Crap its 11:37 I should be letting あなた rest, especially this time of the year, exam time soon” he said.
“Oh dam exams, looks like あなた have to stay put on your leash so あなた don’t bother me any もっと見る at night” I said; Jacob chuckled.
“Blair seriously, go to sleep” he 発言しました with a huge smile.
“No! Im not tired” I whined like a little girl.
“Okay then…” Jake 発言しました with a cheeky smile.
“What are あなた going to do? Should I be scared?” I 発言しました smiling back
“Oh あなた should be very scared Ms Parker” he 発言しました throwing his most perfect smile ever. All of a sudden Jake grabbed me and threw me over his shoulders so I was just hanging there.
And he somehow started tickling my feet, I couldn’t stop laughing, I was the most ticklish person ever.
“Jake!” I tried saying laughing hard now; he threw me on the ベッド and tickled me like my dad used to when I was six
“St-o” was all I could say kicking my legs into his chest, I knew it wouldn’t do anything though, I hadn’t laughed this much in so long it felt good, he stopped tickling me, half his body was on the bed, in push up position he leaned in closer and kissed my lips gently, his warm touch made my ハート, 心 thump loud, he smiled on my lips and continued to キッス me, parting our lips and キス me with もっと見る force, his warm breath made me feel dizzy, and before I knew it I had to pull away to get some air, while smiling enormously.
“Now I think あなた should go to ベッド sweetie” he 発言しました and kissed my forehead, I climbed under the covers and laid my head on Jacobs bare warm chest while his huge long arms cradled half my body stroking my hair softly until I eventually drifted off to a deep dreamless sleep.