"Shhh. It's okay little one." Lisa Cuddy whispered softly to her baby daughter.
"He looked so lost, Lise." James Wilson 発言しました as he sat down in the rocking chair near the crib.
Cuddy put Rachael in her ベビーベッド and walked to sit 次 to Wilson in the other rocking chair.
"Why didn't あなた tell me he had been hallucinating?" She asked.
"I thought it had ended. He thought it had ended. Apparently we were both wrong..."
"He wouldn't tell me what he thought happened, but I have a feeling あなた know."
Wilson took in a breath and stood up.
"He thought あなた helped him detox."
"And?"
"He thought things had changed for the better between あなた two." He 発言しました as his gaze moved to the window.
Cuddy's eyes widened.
"He thought we made love." She 発言しました もっと見る to herself than to Wilson.
Wilson turned his head to look at her.
"He was really happy about it. That's why he kept screwing with you. He thought あなた regretted it."
Cuddy leaned back in her chair and let out a breath.
"Oh, House." She whispered.
"Do あなた 愛 him, Cuddy?"
Cuddy looked up at Wilson taken aback によって the question.
"Why do you..."
"Because あなた were his salvation. He hallucinated あなた saving him from himself, the addiction, the pain. He sees unconditional 愛 with あなた and this is a man who doesn't believe that this kind of 愛 is even possible. Somehow you're the exception to his cynical theory."
Cuddy couldn't help but to tear up at Wilson's words. He moved to sit によって her and rested his hand on her knee.
"I'm also the one who drove him crazy. I was another hallucination pushing a false sense of happiness on him that ultimately led to him being put into a mental hospital...I broke his heart." She 発言しました as she wiped her eyes. Wilson's hand tightened on her knee.
"You didn't do anything. He wants happiness and あなた are that for him. He's just still too afraid of the pain to actually let his delusions become a reality...He wanted to believe that kicking the addiction was something that the 愛 of a good woman could cure. But now he knows that he has to save himself before there can be anything real between あなた two. I think that's why he's admitted himself to Mayfield...The detox is going to be hell and much longer than 24 hours..."
"He doesn't have to be anything he's not for me to want him. I've always wanted him." She finally confessed.
"He knows that, but the great thing is that it's not good enough for him anymore. It's not just because he doesn't want to lose his intellect, his practice, または his gift. He doesn't want to lose his last chance at something meaningful. He loves you."
Cuddy smiled sadly at Wilson.
"It would be easier if I didn't 愛 him too...But I 愛 him, James...What if he doesn't ever get better?" She asked through tears.
Wilson leaned back into his chair.
"We have to have faith that he will get better. We can't give up on him now."
Cuddy leaned back against her chair.
"When do we get to visit him?"
"Two weeks."
Cuddy let out a sigh and placed her hand on 上, ページのトップへ of Wilson's. The two held hands in silence. Both their gazes focused on the window. The sun was going down in the distance. Cuddy finally broke the heavy silence.
"Stay in the guest bedroom tonight, James. I don't think it would be good for either us to be alone tonight...I'll heat up some left overs and we can start figuring out how we're going to break the news to his team." She 発言しました as she stood up.
"Alright." He 発言しました finally.
"He looked so lost, Lise." James Wilson 発言しました as he sat down in the rocking chair near the crib.
Cuddy put Rachael in her ベビーベッド and walked to sit 次 to Wilson in the other rocking chair.
"Why didn't あなた tell me he had been hallucinating?" She asked.
"I thought it had ended. He thought it had ended. Apparently we were both wrong..."
"He wouldn't tell me what he thought happened, but I have a feeling あなた know."
Wilson took in a breath and stood up.
"He thought あなた helped him detox."
"And?"
"He thought things had changed for the better between あなた two." He 発言しました as his gaze moved to the window.
Cuddy's eyes widened.
"He thought we made love." She 発言しました もっと見る to herself than to Wilson.
Wilson turned his head to look at her.
"He was really happy about it. That's why he kept screwing with you. He thought あなた regretted it."
Cuddy leaned back in her chair and let out a breath.
"Oh, House." She whispered.
"Do あなた 愛 him, Cuddy?"
Cuddy looked up at Wilson taken aback によって the question.
"Why do you..."
"Because あなた were his salvation. He hallucinated あなた saving him from himself, the addiction, the pain. He sees unconditional 愛 with あなた and this is a man who doesn't believe that this kind of 愛 is even possible. Somehow you're the exception to his cynical theory."
Cuddy couldn't help but to tear up at Wilson's words. He moved to sit によって her and rested his hand on her knee.
"I'm also the one who drove him crazy. I was another hallucination pushing a false sense of happiness on him that ultimately led to him being put into a mental hospital...I broke his heart." She 発言しました as she wiped her eyes. Wilson's hand tightened on her knee.
"You didn't do anything. He wants happiness and あなた are that for him. He's just still too afraid of the pain to actually let his delusions become a reality...He wanted to believe that kicking the addiction was something that the 愛 of a good woman could cure. But now he knows that he has to save himself before there can be anything real between あなた two. I think that's why he's admitted himself to Mayfield...The detox is going to be hell and much longer than 24 hours..."
"He doesn't have to be anything he's not for me to want him. I've always wanted him." She finally confessed.
"He knows that, but the great thing is that it's not good enough for him anymore. It's not just because he doesn't want to lose his intellect, his practice, または his gift. He doesn't want to lose his last chance at something meaningful. He loves you."
Cuddy smiled sadly at Wilson.
"It would be easier if I didn't 愛 him too...But I 愛 him, James...What if he doesn't ever get better?" She asked through tears.
Wilson leaned back into his chair.
"We have to have faith that he will get better. We can't give up on him now."
Cuddy leaned back against her chair.
"When do we get to visit him?"
"Two weeks."
Cuddy let out a sigh and placed her hand on 上, ページのトップへ of Wilson's. The two held hands in silence. Both their gazes focused on the window. The sun was going down in the distance. Cuddy finally broke the heavy silence.
"Stay in the guest bedroom tonight, James. I don't think it would be good for either us to be alone tonight...I'll heat up some left overs and we can start figuring out how we're going to break the news to his team." She 発言しました as she stood up.
"Alright." He 発言しました finally.
Another Week went by.
Didn´t hear anything from Wilson または Cuddy または somebody else.
Dr. Travis and i went out for a walk. Today we talked about my childhood.
It was not easy talking about my Dad and Mum.
But i think we´ve had a good start at this chapter of my life.
There are often moments i´m jsut a little afraid about talking in this intimate way to Dr. Travis. Normally it´s Wilson i talk to like this. And there are many things he didn´t know yet like Dr. Travis.
My leg hurt a little when we were back. Emma brought me my pill and i swallowed it down.
I had some French トースト and two または three cups of coffee.
Frank had a girlfriend since three days. Her Name is Sally. She´s nice...for Frank. She had the Asperger syndrome, poor little girl.
So, this evening is damn boring. I played the guitar, listened to the 歌う birds outside, fighted with that Zombie-Bitch and.....
によって tomorrow, ít knocks.
G.H.
(TBC)
Didn´t hear anything from Wilson または Cuddy または somebody else.
Dr. Travis and i went out for a walk. Today we talked about my childhood.
It was not easy talking about my Dad and Mum.
But i think we´ve had a good start at this chapter of my life.
There are often moments i´m jsut a little afraid about talking in this intimate way to Dr. Travis. Normally it´s Wilson i talk to like this. And there are many things he didn´t know yet like Dr. Travis.
My leg hurt a little when we were back. Emma brought me my pill and i swallowed it down.
I had some French トースト and two または three cups of coffee.
Frank had a girlfriend since three days. Her Name is Sally. She´s nice...for Frank. She had the Asperger syndrome, poor little girl.
So, this evening is damn boring. I played the guitar, listened to the 歌う birds outside, fighted with that Zombie-Bitch and.....
によって tomorrow, ít knocks.
G.H.
(TBC)
