ホーム Improvement 4x14 Brother, Can あなた Spare A Hot Rod. part 1

I 愛 you, I only need you. Everytime I look at you, my words change. It feels like the sun is shining down on me, giving me the warm feeling that あなた are my one and only last love.

The whole day, あなた and Randy hang out together with his brothers and Angie. あなた guys just all hang and chill together wherevers..

**at night**

You tuck in Angie again and あなた hear a knock on your door. It's Randy again.

Jamie: *smile* Oh it's あなた again.
Randy: *smile* Can I?
Jamie: Sure.

Randy plops onto your ベッド and gets under your covers. あなた follow right after and あなた キッス him lightly.

Jamie: Ugh tomorrow's school.
Randy:...

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Winter vacation is finally over and あなた guys all go back to school...

Shawn: こんにちは Taylor. あなた think we can talk?
Randy: Uh sure.

Shawn and Randy go to the back of the school and they just stand there...

Shawn: Ok. I wanna be truthful and I wanna be as simple as possible too. あなた should let go of Jamie.
Randy: ...*kinda laughs* What?
Shawn: あなた should let go of Jamie. I mean あなた haven't even broke it with Lauren.
Randy: Oh...I totally forgot about her.
Shawn: See. Your just playing them.
Randy: Shawn, buddy, I know あなた like Jamie a lot but she's mine. I like her and she likes me. Lauren is just...unrequited...

**next day**

You wake up and あなた see Randy sitting によって your side.

Jamie: *smile* Randy.
Randy: *smile* こんにちは Jamie. I heard about what happened. Sorry I couldn't get here faster.
Jamie: It's ok...isn't there school?
Randy: Winter vacation remember?
Jamie: Oh right...*smiles*
Randy: Guess what?
Jamie: What?
Randy: The doctor 発言しました あなた could leave today.
Jamie: *smile*
Randy: And guess what else?
Jamie: What?
Randy: It's snowing! So I brought あなた a hat, scarf, and gloves to wear. Oh yah and also a jacket.

Randy takes them all out of a bag and puts it on an extra chair.

Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy.

You sit up and...

Is my 愛 really that bad? Everyone is happy when they're in love, but I'm here crying. Why am I hurting so much? I would leave anything for this 愛 to happen...

You and Lauren head to the back of the school and she gives あなた a dirty look. あなた get a bad feeling and she pushes あなた and says:

Lauren: Are あなた a f**ing whore?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: First あなた like him, then あなた break up with him, and now you're with him again?! Are あなた trying to play him?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Are you?!
Jamie: The only reason I left him was because of you. あなた 発言しました あなた were suicidal...
Lauren: Randy Taylor is mine! Got it?!...

Even though あなた might never be によって my side again, I will never forget you. あなた won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come によって me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt によって あなた again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? あなた always cared for them もっと見る than あなた did for me または for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least あなた could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and あなた sit in the back シート, 座席 of Randy's car with Angie...

I'll try to forget you, even though it won't work. All the love, the memories, I'll try to pretend it never happened...just for the sake of us.

Jamie: Hello? Sullivan residence.
Doctor: Oh hello. Jamie?
Jamie: Yes.
Doctor: This is Dr.Brown.
Jamie: Oh hello.
Doctor: Yes. I just wanted to call to remind あなた for your monthly check ups. It's tomorrow.
Jamie: Ohh right. Yes thank あなた for reminding me. I'll be there right after school.
Doctor: Ok. I'll see あなた then.
Jamie: Ok. Goodbye.

**next day**

You skip バスケットボール, バスケット ボール practice today and Randy drives あなた to the hospital. He waits for あなた outside the doctor's...

Chapter 18: So Tired

{Jill's POV}

We brought Randy home. He requested to die at ホーム rather than in the hospital, and Tim and I decided we could not deny him this last request. When the chemo was not working, we tried a few other options, but nothing worked out. Slowly it had spread to his lungs. All we could do now is make him comfortable. I try to be strong during the day, 表示する him, we 愛 him until the end. He's become painfully thin, his hair has all fallen out, and he sleeps most of the day, tiring out so easily. The end is close, I think we can all feel it. He's laying on the couch, watching...

Chapter 5: Doctor appointment

~Dream~

8 years old Jamie Sullivan was in the garden with her ill mother Elizabeth. Elizabeth's silky blonde hair was blowing into the wind. Jamie was admiring
things about her mother. Elizabeth was putting her hair in a ponytail.

"Momma I don't want あなた to go" 発言しました Jamie

" I don't want to go too, あなた make me very happy" 発言しました Elizabeth crying.

"I got a song that'll help あなた feel better, I'll tell あなた after ピアノ lesson"

"You're the best mom ever" 発言しました Jamie

~End of dream~

Jamie was awake, but the sound of birds. Jamie moved on the other side of the ベッド and she looked like...

あなた 発言しました あなた needed me...then why don't あなた want me?

The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. あなた feel like あなた have もっと見る energy and あなた actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! あなた kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes あなた smile, laugh, and he always gives あなた a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. あなた sing for the choir all the time and after services, あなた two always go to the lake and hang out there......

Chapter 5: Just Broke Down

{Jill's POV}

He's crying and I can't do anything but hold him. He's my little boy, and there's not thing I can do for him. I can feel his frame shake under my arms as he cries. I always though Randy was もっと見る like me than Tim. I mean, he's not interested in tools like Brad and Mark, または the hotrod. He's a middle child just like me. I can't believe this is happening. He's quieted and I feel him sniffle against me.

"It's all right honey." I murmur as he pulls away.

"Sorry mom." He says turning away from me.

"Don't apologize." I reply watching him wipe his hand across his eyes....

Chapter 4: Thought I Was A Good Person

{Randy's POV}

I always thought I was a relativly good person. I mean, I don't drink ,or smoke, または do drugs. I won't even eat meat. I was wrong though. Everything I did to Mark, bad. Anything mean または rude thing I 発言しました to anyone, another strike. This must be my pay back. I try and concentrate on the fact that its probably just on my thyroid and it hasn't spread. But I did some research earlier and this type of cancer spreads quickly. What if it spread? Mark's 質問 rang in my ears. I don't want to think about this, but no matter what I try, I can't think...

It's so hard to say how a 愛 could end this way...the one that used to care for あなた just turns and walks away. It's so hard to find to leave the pain behind but I'll be the air that あなた breathe, I'll be the strength that あなた need. And I promise that I'll be によって your side...always...

Shawn: Jamie? Taylor?
Jamie: ...you can go ホーム Randy.

You take all your stuff but Randy doesn't leave.

Jamie: あなた can go Randy...please go.

Randy gives Shawn one look and leaves. Randy doesn't really leave and he hides behind a ウォール to see if you'll be ok, not to eavesdrop.

Shawn: What the hell do あなた think あなた were...

Chapter 16: Don't Deserve This

{Tim's POV}

It's hard for a parent to accept their child is growing up. I try and come to terms with it, as my boys get older. However, now, watching Randy sleeping like he is, he looks so much like the little boy he once was. I brush some of his hair off his face, and he doesn't 移動する at all. His breathing is deep and labored, but his eyes twitch slightly under their closed lids. I had gone ホーム with the boys and found a message on the machine from Jill that 発言しました I needed to come right to the hospital. I study the IV that enters his hand and flinch at the slight...