So, (once upon a time...lol) on the week thatb the episode 'Elevator 愛 Letter' is gonna be aired, my FREAKN' internet decided to turn RETARDED- which basically means it won't load another site other than Google, which means no Fanpop, no YouTube ad no nothing basically. THEREFORE, I couldn't watch the episode online (not to mention downloading it) But あなた know, I thought 'well hey! it can be worse right? I mean i can always get my other フレンズ to download it または hopefully my internet will recover soon'
but, GUESS WAT? My friend's internet is BROKEN AS WELL!! I was like 'HOLY SHIZZLE ARE U EFFING KIDDING ME?!' (the world must be against me for that two weeks)
Anyways, the only option left for me is to WAIT. So I did, I waited for 3 days (btw that's a record for me). So, i though 'well wat the heck? I'm gonna go read Grey's fanfics then because they help me kill time, in fact some fics are pretty addictive'- and that's what I did. I went onto a Grey's fanfiction board and started 読書 this fic and THEN *insert 焦げ茶色, ダン, dun 焦げ茶色, ダン, dun dun*, some BLOODY ファン (i 愛 all Merder ファン but in that very moment, I felt like killing someone) decides to PUT UP THE NEWS ABOUT MERDER'S ENGAGEMENT/PROPOSAL!! I SAW THE FREAKN' PICTURES AND SOTRIES and I WAS LIKE....'AAARRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY?!"
ThEy BLOODY RUINED THE SURPRISE!! I mean com'on!! you've got to me kidding me~~ I have waited and waited for 5 SEASONS just to see Derek propose to Meredith because I know it's gonna be something very special, and IT GOT RUINED within 1 minute!! I swear i nearly punched my computer screen (and was temped on smashing the computer), but I thought I'd have to wait even longer to watch the episode if i do that, so i didn't.
THEN, my friend (who already seen the episode and just happens to feel like laughing at my pain) decided to tell me the FULL STORY LINE!! and until that point, I was really REALLY hoping that there's a way to wipe all my memories (or just the grey's part anyway) so I don't have it stuck in my head, but unfortunately, there isn't. So i thought about sticking a pole through my temporal lobe because its function is mainly on Long term memory, and so maybe it can help me wipe out the piece of information and I can even go to a hospital to see a neurosurgeon (even a hot one like McDreamy if I'm lucky)...
^ *so as u can see, I started going psycho after the stupid spoilers and suffers from Long-time-no-Grey's syndrome'
FINALLY, after experiencing the WORSE WEEK OF MY LIFE, I got this guy (don't ask how i did it, あなた don't wanna know) to download the episode for me- it took him 3 days but I still got it によって the end of the following week, and i watched it and it's all good.
SO ppl, as あなた can see, 7 days without Grey's (knowing it been aired that is) will make me do some really CRAZY things, I think my friend (and my computer) should be thankful that they're still alive.
wheeew, I feel so much better now.
-tiff
