You’ve been back in South Dakota for about a month, あなた start school today. None of your フレンズ know you’re back yet. You’ve just been hiding out in your room. The first 3 weeks were terrible, crying yourself to sleep, stomach aches, throwing up, head aches, hardly any sleep, depression and many other things. The past week you’ve trying to pull yourself together, just for school and your friends. You’ve also been keeping it a secret form your parents that あなた are pregnant, which would explain the throwing up in the mornings. Your terrified to tell your parents that your pregnant, terrified on how to handle it when they find out, terrified to have the baby, to take care of the baby, your just a kid yourself. Also the baby will probably grow up not knowing its father. Even know Marshall 発言しました he would come find you, but he probably wont just because that’s how things work in life. あなた still miss Marshall so much, and your somewhat glad your having a baby with him, and your going to keep it because its apart of Marshall. Your in the bathroom making yourself look ‘pretty’ even know あなた don’t really give a shit. Your Mom walks in with that stupid grin on her face, あなた stare at her annoyed.
“You ok?” she asks. あなた nod your head a slightly smile. “Still miss Marshall don’t you?” she asks. Hearing his name makes あなた wanna cry. あなた sigh and just stare at her. “Look, honey, its for the best,” she says.
“I know what you’re trying to do Mom but I don’t think me being this miserable is very healthy for me,” あなた explain hoping she would 表示する some sympathy for how you’re feeling.
“You’ll get over it, there’s plenty of guys out there,” she say as if that’s supposed to make あなた feel better, even know its not going too, knowing that your having a baby with him. Just looking at that baby is going to make あなた feel pain everyday seeing Marshall inside of him または her.
“Whatever Mom, Im ready to go, so can we just drop the whole Marshall subject and go?” あなた ask her leaving the bathroom grabbing your bag off the hallway floor.
“Yeah,” she says sort of sad but もっと見る like shes annoyed with you.
The whole car ride to school あなた don’t say a word to your Mother, she don’t talk either, あなた think that she got the idea that あなた were annoyed with her. あなた walk in the room and the first person あなた see is you’re best friend, Annie, who あなた haven’t talked to for about one year. Shes standing with her back towards you. あなた walk up to her and tap her on the shoulder, she jumps and turns around.
“Lily!!” she yells hugging あなた immediately, あなた hug her back.
“Hey! How have あなた been,” あなた ask putting on a happy act, you’re happy to see her but the thing about Marshall is still making あなた wanna cry….
“What are あなた doing back here? I thought あなた were staying in Detroit forever.” she asks.
“Naw, things got…uhh bad with Nick so we had to 移動する back here,” あなた say.
“What he do?” she asks.
“Stupid shit,” あなた say summing up the best あなた can so あなた don’t have to explain what he did to that poor hobo. Your bother went completely insane once あなた got back to South Dakota so they put あなた him in a psycho ward. Hes been there ever sense あなた moved and あなた haven’t even talked to him.
“Oh, I see,” she says. “Nice dog tag, some guy give that to あなた または something?” she asks pointing to the dog tag around your neck. あなた nod, she lifts it up and stares at it. “Marshall Bruce Mathers III,” she reads, she drops it down. “So was that your boyfriend または something?” she asks.
“Yeah, was…we broke up when we moved,” あなた say sadly.
“Aww, did あなた really like him?” she asks, あなた nod. “Was he cute?” she asks. あなた smile and nod, あなた pull out a picture of あなた and him, hes hugging あなた from behind your hands resting on his, your fingers are laced, and your heads are pressed together its taken outside there’s still snow on the ground and your standing under a 木, ツリー によって your house, your mother took that picture. “Aww he is cute,” she says staring at the picture. “You two look cute together,” she says. “You miss him?” she asks handing the picture back to you.
“Yes,” あなた say looking at the picture, あなた flip it over, on the back it says Marshall Mathers and Lily Jones spring of 1987. あなた put the 写真 back into your folder and sit down 次 to Annie.
MARSHALLS POV>>>
The past 月 you’ve been thinking about Lily and あなた have also tried 書く some raps about her, but its just to damn depressing for you, あなた cant write anything. Ronnie thinks your crazy and so does everyone else. It’s the first 年 of ninth grade. あなた miss Lily so much your trying to get over her but its been hard, all あなた have is pictures, あなた keep them in a shoe box under your bed. And あなた tell yourself everyday that someday あなた are going to find Lily no matter what it takes, you’re going to find her…
LILY’S POV>>
Its lunch time, school has gone ok, and all your フレンズ keeping asking あなた why you’re back. あなた kept telling them that あなた would let them know during lunch time so あなた wont have to repeat yourself 6 times. Your walking to the lunch 表, テーブル with one of your フレンズ Chelsea. Everyone else is already at the table, あなた sit down 次 to Mary and Chelsea. “So are あなた gonna tell us why あなた moved back here?” Chelsea pipes up after about 5 分 of silence.
“Damn, it so sounds like あなた guys are disappointed that I came back,” あなた say.
“No, we just wanna know what Nick did that was so bad,” Chev says. あなた sigh…
“Well he got into drugs, and shit then he killed a hobo,” あなた say. They all stare at あなた like your kidding. “Im serious!” あなた sort of yell.
“He killed someone! Sweet!” Chev cheers, he likes violence. A teacher walking によって stops and stares at あなた guys. “A movie,” Chev says quickly.
“Ahh,” he says nodding, she walks away. あなた sigh.
“Nice one,” あなた say and toss a piece of carrot at Chev, it hits him on the forehead and falls to his lap. He glares at you, and あなた giggle. He shakes his head.
“Stop flirting at the table,” Kathy says.
“What the fuck!?” あなた yell at her. “We’re not flirting for cryin out loud!” あなた yell.
“Seems like it,” Kathy says laughing.
“I don’t like Lily like that thank you,” Chev says then takes a drink of milk.
“So…. Do あなた like boys?” Chelsea says laughing.
“Sick no!” Chev yells and throws the carrot at Chelsea. あなた laugh.
“You guys should stop before we get yelled at,” Annie says annoyed.
“Aww is someone upset?” Chev says staring at her.
“No,” she says with a smile then throws a Skittle at Chev. あなた shake your head.
“Ok, I really think we should stop,” あなた say. They all stop laughing and stare at you. “Thank you,” あなた say.
“Hey, Annie told me あなた had a boyfriend back in Detroit, and she 発言しました あなた showed her a picture can I see it!?” Jessie says being all jumpy and in your face about it. あなた stare at her for a few seconds, once she realizes your being serious she stops smiling and looks at あなた seriously. “Well?” she says after a while. あなた reach into your bag and pull out a green folder, あなた pull out the picture あなた showed to Annie this morning and hand it to Jessie, she grabs it quickly.
“Don’t bend it!” あなた scream at her.
“Ohh calm down, I wont,” Jessie says staring at the picture of あなた and Marshall. “Whats his name?” Jessie asks, as he hands the picture to Kathy.
“Marshall,” あなた say trying not to get sad.
“Hes hot!” Kathy says. あなた glare at her. “Not that I would wanna 日付 him または anything,” she adds. The picture goes around the whole table, Chev looks kind of angry when hes looking at it, he hands it back to あなた after about a second.
After school あなた walk ホーム with Annie, she lives a few houses from you….
“I think Chev likes you,” she says randomly. あなた stop walking and stare at her.
“Uhh?” あなた ask.
“Well did あなた see how he acted around you, and how he looked mad about the picture of Marshall,” she says. “I think hes jealous,” she says.
“So?” あなた say.
“Do あなた like him?” she asks.
“I.. no, I just got out of a relationship that Im not over yet,” あなた say. “ I really liked Marshall,” あなた say. あなた place your hand on your stomach randomly.
“Do あなた have something あなた have to tell me?” she asks.
“No?” あなた say もっと見る as a 質問 rather than a straight answer.
“You do don’t you, あなた have a secret,” she says with a smile. “Tell me I wont tell anybody I promise, if I do あなた can hate me forever and あなた don’t ever have to talk to me again,” she says, あなた know her saying this she wont tell anybody, she never has told anybody anything before that あなた have told her not too… but you’re still afraid to tell her… “Well…?” she asks. あなた stop on the side walk によって a old abandoned house and stare at her….wondering if あなた should tell her that your going to have Marshalls baby または not tell her…
“You ok?” she asks. あなた nod your head a slightly smile. “Still miss Marshall don’t you?” she asks. Hearing his name makes あなた wanna cry. あなた sigh and just stare at her. “Look, honey, its for the best,” she says.
“I know what you’re trying to do Mom but I don’t think me being this miserable is very healthy for me,” あなた explain hoping she would 表示する some sympathy for how you’re feeling.
“You’ll get over it, there’s plenty of guys out there,” she say as if that’s supposed to make あなた feel better, even know its not going too, knowing that your having a baby with him. Just looking at that baby is going to make あなた feel pain everyday seeing Marshall inside of him または her.
“Whatever Mom, Im ready to go, so can we just drop the whole Marshall subject and go?” あなた ask her leaving the bathroom grabbing your bag off the hallway floor.
“Yeah,” she says sort of sad but もっと見る like shes annoyed with you.
The whole car ride to school あなた don’t say a word to your Mother, she don’t talk either, あなた think that she got the idea that あなた were annoyed with her. あなた walk in the room and the first person あなた see is you’re best friend, Annie, who あなた haven’t talked to for about one year. Shes standing with her back towards you. あなた walk up to her and tap her on the shoulder, she jumps and turns around.
“Lily!!” she yells hugging あなた immediately, あなた hug her back.
“Hey! How have あなた been,” あなた ask putting on a happy act, you’re happy to see her but the thing about Marshall is still making あなた wanna cry….
“What are あなた doing back here? I thought あなた were staying in Detroit forever.” she asks.
“Naw, things got…uhh bad with Nick so we had to 移動する back here,” あなた say.
“What he do?” she asks.
“Stupid shit,” あなた say summing up the best あなた can so あなた don’t have to explain what he did to that poor hobo. Your bother went completely insane once あなた got back to South Dakota so they put あなた him in a psycho ward. Hes been there ever sense あなた moved and あなた haven’t even talked to him.
“Oh, I see,” she says. “Nice dog tag, some guy give that to あなた または something?” she asks pointing to the dog tag around your neck. あなた nod, she lifts it up and stares at it. “Marshall Bruce Mathers III,” she reads, she drops it down. “So was that your boyfriend または something?” she asks.
“Yeah, was…we broke up when we moved,” あなた say sadly.
“Aww, did あなた really like him?” she asks, あなた nod. “Was he cute?” she asks. あなた smile and nod, あなた pull out a picture of あなた and him, hes hugging あなた from behind your hands resting on his, your fingers are laced, and your heads are pressed together its taken outside there’s still snow on the ground and your standing under a 木, ツリー によって your house, your mother took that picture. “Aww he is cute,” she says staring at the picture. “You two look cute together,” she says. “You miss him?” she asks handing the picture back to you.
“Yes,” あなた say looking at the picture, あなた flip it over, on the back it says Marshall Mathers and Lily Jones spring of 1987. あなた put the 写真 back into your folder and sit down 次 to Annie.
MARSHALLS POV>>>
The past 月 you’ve been thinking about Lily and あなた have also tried 書く some raps about her, but its just to damn depressing for you, あなた cant write anything. Ronnie thinks your crazy and so does everyone else. It’s the first 年 of ninth grade. あなた miss Lily so much your trying to get over her but its been hard, all あなた have is pictures, あなた keep them in a shoe box under your bed. And あなた tell yourself everyday that someday あなた are going to find Lily no matter what it takes, you’re going to find her…
LILY’S POV>>
Its lunch time, school has gone ok, and all your フレンズ keeping asking あなた why you’re back. あなた kept telling them that あなた would let them know during lunch time so あなた wont have to repeat yourself 6 times. Your walking to the lunch 表, テーブル with one of your フレンズ Chelsea. Everyone else is already at the table, あなた sit down 次 to Mary and Chelsea. “So are あなた gonna tell us why あなた moved back here?” Chelsea pipes up after about 5 分 of silence.
“Damn, it so sounds like あなた guys are disappointed that I came back,” あなた say.
“No, we just wanna know what Nick did that was so bad,” Chev says. あなた sigh…
“Well he got into drugs, and shit then he killed a hobo,” あなた say. They all stare at あなた like your kidding. “Im serious!” あなた sort of yell.
“He killed someone! Sweet!” Chev cheers, he likes violence. A teacher walking によって stops and stares at あなた guys. “A movie,” Chev says quickly.
“Ahh,” he says nodding, she walks away. あなた sigh.
“Nice one,” あなた say and toss a piece of carrot at Chev, it hits him on the forehead and falls to his lap. He glares at you, and あなた giggle. He shakes his head.
“Stop flirting at the table,” Kathy says.
“What the fuck!?” あなた yell at her. “We’re not flirting for cryin out loud!” あなた yell.
“Seems like it,” Kathy says laughing.
“I don’t like Lily like that thank you,” Chev says then takes a drink of milk.
“So…. Do あなた like boys?” Chelsea says laughing.
“Sick no!” Chev yells and throws the carrot at Chelsea. あなた laugh.
“You guys should stop before we get yelled at,” Annie says annoyed.
“Aww is someone upset?” Chev says staring at her.
“No,” she says with a smile then throws a Skittle at Chev. あなた shake your head.
“Ok, I really think we should stop,” あなた say. They all stop laughing and stare at you. “Thank you,” あなた say.
“Hey, Annie told me あなた had a boyfriend back in Detroit, and she 発言しました あなた showed her a picture can I see it!?” Jessie says being all jumpy and in your face about it. あなた stare at her for a few seconds, once she realizes your being serious she stops smiling and looks at あなた seriously. “Well?” she says after a while. あなた reach into your bag and pull out a green folder, あなた pull out the picture あなた showed to Annie this morning and hand it to Jessie, she grabs it quickly.
“Don’t bend it!” あなた scream at her.
“Ohh calm down, I wont,” Jessie says staring at the picture of あなた and Marshall. “Whats his name?” Jessie asks, as he hands the picture to Kathy.
“Marshall,” あなた say trying not to get sad.
“Hes hot!” Kathy says. あなた glare at her. “Not that I would wanna 日付 him または anything,” she adds. The picture goes around the whole table, Chev looks kind of angry when hes looking at it, he hands it back to あなた after about a second.
After school あなた walk ホーム with Annie, she lives a few houses from you….
“I think Chev likes you,” she says randomly. あなた stop walking and stare at her.
“Uhh?” あなた ask.
“Well did あなた see how he acted around you, and how he looked mad about the picture of Marshall,” she says. “I think hes jealous,” she says.
“So?” あなた say.
“Do あなた like him?” she asks.
“I.. no, I just got out of a relationship that Im not over yet,” あなた say. “ I really liked Marshall,” あなた say. あなた place your hand on your stomach randomly.
“Do あなた have something あなた have to tell me?” she asks.
“No?” あなた say もっと見る as a 質問 rather than a straight answer.
“You do don’t you, あなた have a secret,” she says with a smile. “Tell me I wont tell anybody I promise, if I do あなた can hate me forever and あなた don’t ever have to talk to me again,” she says, あなた know her saying this she wont tell anybody, she never has told anybody anything before that あなた have told her not too… but you’re still afraid to tell her… “Well…?” she asks. あなた stop on the side walk によって a old abandoned house and stare at her….wondering if あなた should tell her that your going to have Marshalls baby または not tell her…
