1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad 情報源 of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my フレンズ though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If あなた knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make あなた go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make あなた hate me even more...

Disappear

Can't あなた feel me? 
Can't あなた feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't あなた see the crack in my heart?

And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart

Can't あなた see me disappear? 
Can't あなた see my despair?
Can't あなた see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?

Obviously あなた don't
Because あなた let me disappear
あなた don't 愛 me
あなた don't care
あなた sat there
 and watched me disappear

Cant あなた feel me?
Can't あなた see?

Can't あなた see I've disappeared? 
Cant あなた see my crys  of despair?
Can't あなた see I'd rather die 
then ever have to say goodbye?

Hello? 
Are あなた there?
Can あなた help me
Before I disappear? 
Cant あなた see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
または am I gone?
Cuz あなた act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?


Can't あなた feel me? 
Can't あなた feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't あなた see the crack in my heart?

Can't あなた see me?
Don't あなた care? 

No

Because あなた let me 

Disappear