Hope あなた enjoy. This is アドバイス out for those with this..
I'm in process of making a YouTube channel and put out my songs. When I do... I'll link it out.
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Cheated.

[rap]
Like a wound または a burn, it's gonna make あなた learn.
I saved and forgave, never forget.
But what I'm about to say is worth the fit,
cause it's ancient art even if it even happened to あなた yesterday または a whole week to come pass.
'Can't press pause and play back, because the moment is now.
Can't get it back from the grave.'
I think あなた should promote it.
Even if your too late, または the cause of this blurry eyed fate.
I lived life now and didn't look back at the ones I 愛 who caused me such pure 'hate'.
But let's get out with the truth.
I know it's not that at all, and that I must have done something wrong.
I only get an 'I'm sorry' and never a good explanation of why we're stuck in a rut.
Sure it was some crazy stuff, but I wasn't enough.
That's when I begin to worry if I was ever good enough.
I fear that everything we strived is no longer alive.
Is there even an 'us' または am I left here to die?
I try to over come these thoughts in my head but all that comes is that ナイフ instead.
The moments know, can't get it back from the grave even if your in so much pain.
So I live on for another day, with all new troubles to await, but I will never forget.
Only to give あなた some 愛 and respect, even if あなた don't deserve my whole ハート, 心 effect.
Because of your actions, 愛 is a target, got to hit it just right.
Repeat now, and go on and play back is the wrong way even for today.
Because life's not the greatest thing to watch but its not channel to change.
あなた cheated and let things over heat, like the ハート, 心 in my chest.
Did あなた assume this was chess!
But when あなた got caught, surely as hell I あなた flipped out.
While my ナイフ slipped off from the ハート, 心 as I was caught in the middle.
I saved and forgave, but never forget..
Like a wound または a burn, it's a lesson learned.
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I've bruised my lip with kind words,
but wait- cut the smack. Don't give me that.
I've punched the ウォール possibly had it all,
nearly wanted to go blow myself from it all.
But I simply couldn't do that, because there is もっと見る out in the world who fight and struggle like I do so come on!
I've bruised the upper parts of my wrist,
couldn't sleep so I gave in,
and wrote this with a beating heart.
Well, I think it's beating.
If it is, it's probably pissed off at あなた man and wants to jump off a ledge, but I 発言しました no.
And wrote on, just like how I did.
I've done so much for you, maybe even もっと見る than I should have.
Didn't even 質問 または check way.
But あなた did this because she was suicidal?
Man, my best friend died because of losing his idol!
Making あなた sick to think of this?
I'm sure but I have to overcome this,
so it's harder for me then it is for you,
but I am not saying that あなた don't feel anything too.
But let's get serious, and talk about this.
I loved あなた with all my ハート, 心 and look were it is!
Somebody call the ambulance
I think I've had enough
lock me in and don't let me out,
I never wanna 愛 again, nor just be friends.
I don't know where I killed this 愛 of あなた and I, my dear.
I'm just upset,
I think I've had enough.
あなた want peace, well so did I.
Kind of think about it,
isn't that the reason why I loved you?
Isn't that the reason why we were so happy? Cause I never pulled this kind of shit!
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I 愛 you, and あなた know that.
But in my defense,
あなた don't deserve it.
I want to stay with あなた until the end,
not the end of this message that is,
but for life.
I'm sorry if the words I 発言しました stabbed あなた in the heart,
the shiny knight killed the light that I so rightfully earn.
I hope this is a lesson learned.
So you've probably decided who あなた want to be with.
Not me, if so, this is some crazy shit.
I shouldn't even let あなた choose,
and drink a little もっと見る boose.
But I'm not that kind of girl,
I'll do anything for the ones that I 愛 and some how あなた come above myself.
Only to give is what I like to do,
but this is nothing too blue,
because I hate reciving things like this especially from you.
I've never been hurt so bad,
so at night,
that knight gave all he had.
He run all over my wrist, thighs and hips.
I think I've finally stopped bleeding,
and あなた better believe it.
I do this for あなた and not for me,
crazy shit. Can あなた believe?
あなた thought it would be okay,
if あなた played a long with her,
did あなた enjoy the guilt and the bitter?
I was there when she made you,
even after a fucking loved one died.
Oh what, I think that was me.
Good guess,
the knight shined so bitterly.
He even said, "lets play the trickery."
But I didn't do it, not for あなた または for me.
Only for the little TY that I am about see.
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[Message to you]
バラ are Red,
Violets are blue.
I didn't leave you,
like how she 'really' planned to do.