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My life so far has been...different. My dad left me and my mom when I was two. But something great came out of that I got an amazing new dad named Bill who we now know has dementia but we'll make it through...My brother is a junior in collage and I can't believe I'm saying this but I 愛 him so. My mom is a nurse she's been married twice before Bill there going to get married lets hope soon! I 愛 動物 but I don't have any right now because my kitten got run over によって a car two days before my birthday..I found out she died the 日 after my birthday...all I wanted that 年 for my birthday was to she her again.I have had ten 魚 what can I say there not a real pet but I guess I'm the 魚 killer! Now let me tell あなた a little もっと見る about me...

Love- I 愛 my フレンズ here on ファンポップ
Alli I hope あなた never stop wrighting and believing in yourself あなた are Beautiful brown hair in all! あなた great soul and I hope that boy または your フレンズ don't break it...P.S あなた tell them that I 発言しました that and maybe he'll remember to say HI!
Maria You've been through a lot so haven't I but you'll make it through all the pain and hurt and ハート, 心 break...you are strong and no one can break you! Your beautiful and one 日 あなた will see the light behind the darkness

Hate- When people talk bad about other people...it makes me sick! I've been bullied,called names. But the then that I hate most and the worst I've every been talked about is によって parents...Yes parents not kids. When I didn't know about my whole eye problem I had bad balance and I was a bad dancer...they would talk about me in the waiting room at dance about how I wound never be as good as the daughter または how I wound never be a good dancer. But look at me now...I'm on a dance team making my way to a solo! And I want those moms to know something...

I Heard Every Word...

Now think about that before あなた talk bad about something because the person your talking about always ends up hearing it.

Love/Hate- My life and how I look. I don't believe that I'm that pretty. When I look in the mirror I see a girl with big blue eyes and thick eye brows, and pale skin with a couple of freckles. A sort of big nose...and big round lips the go down like a frown. And I see uunmanageable hair that goes ten different ways. 愛 the color of my hair ever changing but I just wish it wasn't so fluffy and big! I 愛 how I'm creative and stuff but sometimes people take avantage of me with my drawings.

My life has been filled with amazement and gifts but is also been a cruse...But somw say all that pain makes あなた stronger...

I've been working on my Book series The Quest For Nova now for six months. I believe that I'm in every character on every page I'm there. I believe that I'm most like Artista because growing up I really wasn't aloud to be myself and we both have Artistic side of us! I believe I'm Viva because of her dark past. But I can't wait to share many もっと見る great ideas with my フレンズ here and I hope your ready for Book to of The Quest For Nova called Wanted...and maybe there's going to be a book three? Find out soon...

This poem means a lot to me so I hope あなた like it

A Dancers Dream Ruined

I slip on my shoes
and レース them up.
Knowing that this is the last time.

I step onto the floor,
And stroll to the center.
I look in the mirrors surrounding me.

And think how could I have messed up?
I was only trying to be perfect.
What did I do wrong? I was only doing what the others did.

I find the courage to do my dance one last time.
With people watching me and starting to cry,
I start to feel a tear run down my face.

But then I saw one little girl.
Who reminded me of me.
so I smiled and put on a happy face.

I didn’t want her to give up on her dream.
So I did my dance gracefully,
Better than I have ever done before.

Then when it was over and the light,
Was no longer shining bright.
and,
I ロスト control.
My dream of being in that dance was over.

I tried so hard to be perfect, that
I had damaged my dream.
によって not seeing what was happening to me.

At first I thought this dream had damaged me
But now I see this dream is still with me…
But I live it thought in a new way.

Fierce & 愛

Malmcd または Mallory McDonald
posted by malmcd
~This song has part's from....

Almost Lover によって A Fine Frenzy

Forever and Always によって Parachute~




Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I wanted your 愛 with all my ハート, 心 I had left
But I had to keep promise that I made
So....

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't あなた just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost 恋愛中 always do

But I craved your sweet smile
And your promise filled...
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posted by allicyn123
This is a little thing I put together about what happened, and I never want to happen again...

She smiles,
So beutiful,
But not in her eyes,
For every day,
I count
One
Two Three.
Three new marks,
That cover her arms,
And I pleadd
No no, please your so much better!
But she dosn't listen,
And it makes me sick
That she dosn't see the beauty
Blonde hair
Blue eyes
But not just on the outside
She'll never tell あなた she loves baseball
And can sing,
Like she was born too
And she has a pretty heart
With an amazing soul to match
I beg and beg because she dosn't realize
She has everything
That i have ever wanted
But the...
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posted by wolfcat343
Oki a little about myself.

DONUTS! DONUTS! DONUTS! *bites into a donut and my eyes widen* do あなた say dough nuts または donuts? Doughnut donut, do not! Neva mind. *whispers* It is donut no matter what other people say.

Hi there! I am new here, well not so new, but no one really knows me well yet except SG (dunno what I would do without her!) . I really want to help out in any way that I can. I look very crazy, but I can be a very serious, trustworthy, kind, understanding friend. I cry myself to sleep every night because there so many people that do self harm, have sad pasts and wish to be dead, somedays...
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Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...

In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real または not, my mind's a 塔の上のラプンツェル knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...

The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from 日 to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...

My broken ハート, 心 is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
It’s dusk, that miraculous time of the day
The sun has set on the other side of the bay
Children are shouting, laughing as they play
Birds are hurrying off to where they stay
Pious individuals are bowing down to pray
Labourers seem happy to receive their pay
The Sky looks like a ピンク rose bouquet
As if His creation, He has chosen to display
If all is so beautiful, why does it seem grey?

Can someone explain to me the reason why?
Is it because beauty is in the beholder’s eye?
What if the eyes are soggy and not dry?
Does it mean everything that’s seen is a lie?
Do the eyes then simply deceive and defy?...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Tears...
Tears...
Hall of Fame

by SongGirl (Maria mason)
Hall of Fame:Consequences

    
The 日 Has Come To Seak Light, What DOES SOMEONE Do When They Have No shoulder To Burry In?
"How does a girl come out from a rabbit hole, un changed? The answer: She doesn't."
"It's time to stop pretending and take my ハート, 心 in my own hands. Leave your prints on my ハート, 心 but I've got nothing to loose." ~Laura Walter

"You can't help to turn back and hope that you'll get another shot but its not. Let the soothing doubts around あなた get too あなた is just simply something I can't do. So I am locked up tight in a...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Wearing Kat's hat
Wearing Kat's hat
Song Girl~ I have been listening to a lot of 音楽 that has been making me understand life but I found a lot of songs that makes me realizes this is similar; BUT OH MY GOD!!! I FUCKING 愛 あなた THREE DAYS GRACE!!!!!!

Songs I 愛 によって Three Days Grace:

get Out Alive
Never Too Late
Riot
Animal I have become
Pain
The Good Life
Break
Let It Die
Operation
Its All Over
over and Over
Time Of Dying
Gone Forever
One-X
Running Away

"Life Starts Now"
苦い Taste
Break
World So Cold
ロスト In You
The Good Life
No More
Last To Know
Someone Who Cares
Bully
Without You
Goin' Down
Life Starts Now

"Transit Of Venus"
Sign...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Crazy Girl
Crazy Girl
Crazy Girl

"I don't know what I did to deserve this."
"I just want to curl up and just die in the core of the earth."
"I've never felt so alone. I don't know why they called me all those mean names. I just want to fit in."

Soon there will be laughter instead of the voices.
The new ditches are dug with Satin softly speaking towards us to drag the blade.
Names marked on us like banners, but they don't understand decide to cut あなた and deny their skill while they tear あなた apart.
oh, either way would have been the way to awaken from the depths.

So the エンジェル of me dies with the screams of my blood.
Still...
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~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~

Black ハート, 心 Black Soul

Filthy like Coal

Dark ハート, 心 Dark Soul

Not even a Role

Gloomy ハート, 心 Gloomy Soul

Left there Broken

On an Abandoned Knoll

Cold ハート, 心 Cold Soul

Never a Whole

Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds

Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry

Leaving Scars

I might as well Die

With my Black ハート, 心 and Black Soul

Maybe あなた will come によって

And Watch me Weep

As I zoom in to a forever Sleep

~~~ Anonymous

"A Note from the Author"

Every 4o 秒 a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths または easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings あなた down really does hurt. Most of the time あなた don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am または even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
 "I wonder if they'd miss me..."
"I wonder if they'd miss me..."
Hearing Damage
CHAPTER 1–Damee’s Past.

December 24th, 2004

I smiled as I saw two faces in the mirror. One of them was mine and the other was of a woman who looked to be in her late twenties with dark brown hair and dark cerulean eyes. She was wearing a dark blue dress with diamond earrings and her face full of light make-up. In the mirror, I thought of her as a princess like in those fairytale stories.
The woman was my mom.
My mom breathed, squeezing my shoulders gently. "You look beautiful sweetie," she said.
"Thanks mom." I smiled a small smile, looking over at her. I was scared of my reflection,...
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Did あなた know that 160,00 kids stay ホーム from school everyday?

Because of Bullying and beginning abused at school...

There
Alone
Afraid
Hurt
Need Help
Crying
Silent
Dieing inside
Slowly killing them selfs...

While あなた stand there and watch and don't do anything..

Most kids don't tell anyone there being bullied because there scared...

144,000 of the 160,000 are reaching out to us we listen buts theres really nothing we can do..

Because there telling theres storys on youtube..

144,000 of them are trying to reach out to strangers...

When they could tell someone 次 to them...

Will あなた just watch as someone slowlly...
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posted by malmcd
Hatred

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And あなた know what I am capable of.
For I am a human instinct,
And yet a daemon from the Pit,
And あなた must beware of me,
For I can kill あなた in the end.

I am the reason
You hold a grudge against your friend,
For I am the reason あなた cannot forgive him,
And I am also the reason why あなた murdered
The man who wronged あなた in plain sight.

I am the reason
That Jacob and Esau fought so
Badly and yet held a grudge.
I am also the reason why Cain and Abel
Did not get along,
And why Cain murdered Abel,
His own brother.

I am the reason why the Israelites
Made the Golden Calf
While Moses...
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posted by malmcd
Greed

Do あなた want everything in life?
Do あなた always want everything?
Anything あなた can ever imagine?

My friend, I am your worst enemy.
I am the reason あなた are
So materialistic and so miserable,
For あなた know that I am
One of the Seven Deadly Sins,
And あなた know that I will kill you
Eventually,
And it amuses me to see あなた suffer.

All あなた want is money
And もっと見る money,
And あなた want the newest car,
The newest cell phone,
Expensive watches,
The newest TV,
The newest appliances,
The new iPad,
And the new iPhone.

Money is your god,
And あなた have forgotten about Him,
The one who has 与えられた あなた everything,
The one who is the reason...
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posted by malmcd
Sloth

'Do あなた ever get off the couch, sir?
Do あなた ever get off the ソファー, ソファ and stop watching TV?
Do あなた ever go for a run?
Do あなた ever simply walk around または exercise outside?
Do あなた just play video games all day, sir?
Do あなた even do any work?
Man, あなた are lazy! '

I would not be surprised if someone
Said this to you, my friend,
For I am the cause of it all.
I am one of the Deadly Sins,
As あなた humans call me,
For I am what makes people a lazy bum.

I am a daemon from the pits of hell,
As are all my other brothers,
But I must say,
That I am not a sin,
But rather a human instinct.
And it amuses me to see あなた sit around...
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posted by malmcd
If tears left scars then the world would know who あなた truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would 表示する them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would 表示する them your pain and sadness that あなた always have tried to keep in
But one 日 あなた just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because あなた long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one あなた want most is breaking あなた but あなた still 愛 him in the end?

Maybe it's all of those things...
または maybe your just hurt and afraid that あなた can never fix your self again...

If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in もっと見る ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that 日 comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...


Fierce & 愛
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
I woke up to Moms voice
"Anneri I need あなた too go out to the vines today!" Me and Anneri lay on the floor, me against the wall, Anneri pressed into my chest. At Moms call Anneri sat up, her black hair a mess.
"Coming Mommie!" she shouted and quickly ran a brush through her hair, grabbed her hoodie and grabbed her usual sack. I walked with her into the kitchen, Dad was sprawled out sitting in a chair his face on the table. Not surprisingly, another bottle in his hand. Mom handed Anneri a bottle of water and brushed Anneri's hair out of her eye.
"You know which vines to pick right? And which...
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There's a crack in my ハート, 心 from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.

My ハート, 心 has your name written all over it
My ハート, 心 beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.

Why.
Why did あなた leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let あなた go
Your the only one that can fix my heart

But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...

I can't trusted あなた
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave あなた and never look back
But I can't because my ハート, 心 can't last much longer

Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but あなた don't hear
あなた just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain

How can あなた be so curl when I gave あなた everything I had
Your a ハート, 心 breaker
あなた don't get it do you
あなた broke me
and あなた hurt me
and あなた felt nothing...
    Alice could still fell the warm breeze glide across her skin and through her blonde streaked イチゴ red hair, making it fly every which way. She remembered looking over at he father with his warm brown eyes and brown hair a shade litter then his eyes. His nose big as every. She would always make fun of him for that nose. She remembered leaning in to give him a warm キッス on the check and saying, “I 愛 あなた dad.” He looked down at her and said,”I 愛 あなた two.” As he turned into the 次 road, She gasp. He slams on the breaks but it’s to late. They were...
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This is a little song I wrote after I herd that one song :P

(Female Solo)
What won't kill me will make me stronger
I'll try to stand a little taller even thought hurts
Tryin to keep my head up high
When other people beat me down
But I just say

What dosn't kill me makes me stronger
I'll try and stand a little taller
Then I'm lean'n over to help others up
And hold there hand when I'm trying to get braver
Trying to get smarter
Maybe when I'm dead they will understand
But my フレンズ pull me back up
And we will say together

(Two もっと見る girls 登録する in)
What dosnt kill us makes us stronger
Make ourselves a little...
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posted by snootygirl50701
~Magically Gone~
Review
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. ホーム that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your エンジェル wings won't work and あなた atleast knock down your mother's diary. The 愛 twisting story will bring あなた alive to the real world. Your エンジェル または バタフライ, 蝶 wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!

This is for ALL あなた fly fellows! *giggles*

♥ SnOoKiE♥
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