I have a big problem. I just need some good enough 回答 または information on how I cope with this.

I'm sorry for what you're going through; I'm still trying to get through depression as well. It's okay to cry; it's actually good for you. And nothing's wrong with listening to a sad song, but あなた don't want it to make あなた sad all the time. Try listening to other songs; happy songs too. Write down how あなた feel in a journal. Write down/ think about things that make あなた happy and smile. Look at old pictures that make あなた happy. Think about all the fun things あなた will do/ can do in the future. And always know there is hope. No suffering lasts forever. I don't know if it is God または Satan あなた hear, but your family members aren't going to die if あなた listen to a song. God wants あなた to be happy, but He's not going to punish あなた if you're not. Above all, just pray and spend time with God. And know He's got あなた in His arms, protecting and loving you.

I agree with what para-scence said. However, I don't think it's God that is saying those things to you. God wouldn't do that. He's not a God that enjoys inflicting pain, even though He does allow bad things to happen in our lives to bring us closer to Him.

Crying is essential in life. It's actually very healthy. Humans need to cry in order to let out built-up emotions, because it's not good to keep emotions bottled up inside.

Did あなた know that everyone goes through a thing called spiritual warfare? Spiritual warfare occurs when one is trying to decide right from wrong and what to believe and what not to believe. It's a tug-of-war kind of situation, where God is trying to lead あなた one way, and Satan is trying to lead あなた another way.

Now, that being said, I want あなた to think about this. In one way または another, Satan tries to lead あなた down the wrong path. He fills your ハート, 心 with doubt. He tries to corrupt your mind with fear in order to turn あなた away from God. If he sees even a little bit of doubt in your heart, he'll try to grab onto that and use it to his advantage to lead あなた astray.

Satan does this because he knows that if he can make あなた doubtful または scared, he can control あなた and lead あなた away from God. Don't let him do that. This fear may be Satan's way of manipulating you. Don't give him that kind of power. Read the Bible. Put on the Armor of God and fight Satan off.

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This is all a part of spiritual warfare. Everyone has gone through it, and I have, too. Remember that you're not alone. God is looking out for you. He's not going to kill a family member of yours just because あなた want to listen to a sad song. That's Satan trying to fill your ハート, 心 with paranoia, in the hopes that you'll lose faith in God. God loves you. He sent his Son to die for you. The punishment he suffered on the クロス was the penalty for YOUR sins.

He loves あなた SO much. Don't let your fear blind あなた from that. Here's a video that explains what Satan tries to do in spiritual warfare. Read the link that I gave to あなた up above, and if あなた have any もっと見る questions, feel free to ask me. (= I've been taught in the ways of the Bible since I was little. I know a lot.

God bless!

i have a voice in my head too. it tells me that i'm never good enough for anything. thats when i tell i to shut up. あなた need to cry to release a poison within your body. don't listen to that voice. crying または listening to a sad song will not make あなた lose a family member.

I am sorry to hear that thingsare so rough. I understand a bit about depression myself. I don't ever force myself to cry- no. I just don't cry a lot. Maybe it is good that あなた want to cry, get it out, but I would let it happen naturally, maybe as あなた talk about it または pour your ハート, 心 out to God または a friend. Dealing with our feelings are esstential. Hearing voices isn't good. Although, I do believe God can & does speak to people both audibly & inwardly - but what He says woudl never ever be out of character. One thing about God, He IS consistent. His character does not waiver either.

I don't know why あなた would hear that a family mem would die if あなた listen to a sad song, but that is very disconcerting. Please don't kill anyone. Even that fear isn't good. Plus if something like that happened outside of your actions または your control, then there is nothing あなた can do one way または the other- it is their time and a listening to a song または not will not alter that. Please seek professional help if あなた need it and find someone who can help あなた safely release your tears... I have trusted God for a long time for that when I had no one else I could go to または trust. I may have let myself down, または people let me down, but He never has. :)