this is sorta how she turns around in the fic :)
A/N: My first attempt at a Castle/Beckett fic...bear with me :P
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"You dont have to be afraid," Rick whispered as he cupped her cheek.
"I'm not afraid!" Kate yelled angrily, shoving him backwards; anywhere that was away from her. She spun around so that he couldn't see her face, and held her hand to her forehead, willing herself not to give in to the impending tears that threatened.
Why?
Because she was afraid. Afraid of loving. Afraid of going down that road again, one that had 与えられた her so much joy, but even もっと見る so sadness. Everything good that...
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