[This is just my opinion, not meaning to offend anyone または piss anyone off. This is just how I feel.]


There's so much crap on the internet regarding Bella 白鳥, スワン being a terrible, undeveloped, idiotic character. Maybe some of that is true ... I'm not sure. I try not to discuss Stephenie Meyer's 書く skills too much because I end up screaming at people but she isn't the best, admit it.

Anyway, I personally 愛 Bella Swan. I am incredibly fed up and aggravated によって the idea that women nowadays have to know some kind of immense self-defense または have a super power to be considered a powerful female...

Two hours to go... 1 時 to go... 50 minutes... 45 minutes. I was starting to get sick of waiting. Why couldn't time 移動する faster? Edward, my boyfriend, had promised to pick me up 10 o clock. Okay, wrong choice of word. the word boyfriend doesn't really illustrate enough of my eternal commitment for Edward, but it's the closest I can get without sounding stupid. Anyway, it was New Years Eve and Edward and I were going to spend the last few hours of the 年 concentrating on being together. Then we were going somewhere special to see the New 年 in. That's all Edward would tell me. The rest...

I remember the 日 when i promised myself that i would never return back, the place where i am being forced to return. I have never been this scared before in my life. i would give anything right now to back to my dad, in my room, with Jacob, where i am 安全, 安全です in the slightest and not on a sunny,blizzering beaten road weaving throught the tropical streets of Jacksonville in the back シート, 座席 my mothers Commodore. Feeling my heartbeat throught my ears.
I can feel my lunch begin to rise as i started to remember the 通り, ストリート signs, the local bakery and smells of humiddity. My Mothers belly inferred with...

Ok im sorry, for the wait, I just got hook on other and rah rah, Plus, i was 書く my new one In the new world can あなた please tell wither あなた liked that?

ok, here where we go.


I stood in the middle of the stage, still, lifeless. Edward, Alice Jasper stood in front of me, no hallianation this time , but really there.
My ハート, 心 weeped for the final time.
Do i move, do i even think. Edward, stood as perfect as perfect as he always have been. His bronze hair still sat in the same style, his face still soo beautiful , and his eyes were my peace.
"ALICE!" i screamed. My best friend, i missed her...

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My entire body was アナと雪の女王 - departed from my mind which was moving a million miles an hour. The lifelessness in my body was battling with the outrage, placing me in an almost fog - like confusion. I stood still in my crouch, my lips stretched over my teeth for half a 秒 before the outrage finally won. I didn’t have a chance to look at Edward, but I could hear his growls and sense his indignation…
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Renesmee, to my surprise, had a great time playing dress up with...

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We were out on a hunting trip when we discovered Charlie’s gift. At first, Edward and I had no idea why we couldn’t bring ourselves to attack the deers that seemed to be almost crowding the forest that day. A sudden, inexplicable rush of sympathy washed through my entire body. Edward, too, was unable to bring himself to harm the deer, which we normally refer to as “food.”

Edward and I were confused beyond explanation. Our throats were flaming, we hadn’t hunted in days, yet we couldn’t bring ourselves to harm the deer. I suddenly felt horrible for...

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Although I knew it wasn’t possible, I still had to remind myself that ヴァンパイア don’t sleep. I couldn’t be dreaming. The 磁器 skinned, red eyed, beautiful man that stood before me was real. によって now あなた would think nothing could shock me, but this… this was different. Everything I had been fighting to avoid, was standing right in front of me. Charlie was really standing there. He was really a vampire.

At first I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. I tried, but they wouldn’t move. I was momentarily unaware of everything else around me. I forgot...

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I have to tell him. At some point, I know he will find out anyway. And, after seeing Jacob literally burst into 狼, オオカミ form right before his eyes, I don’t think it should surprise him, too much.
Charlie needs to know. He needs to know the whole story, he needs to know what I am. I can’t keep coming up with excuses about my appearance, Nessie’s extremely fast mental and physical growth rate, and my cold, rock hard body. I can’t keep coming up with excuses as to why I can never be out in public on the rare sunny 日 we have here in Forks. Most importantly,...

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There was a piece of white paper folded on my seat. I got in and closed the door before I unfolded it. Two words were written in his elegant script.”
Be safe.

I was visiting with Charlie today. This time alone. I figured that, since Sue wouldn’t be there today, we could spend some one on one time together, alone. I no longer worry about being alone around humans, either. Especially my family. I could never hurt Charlie. Somehow, his scent isn’t the most appealing to me, anyway. Needless to say, though, I did go hunting with Edward yesterday as a precautionary...