omg so it's that time of the 年 lol when i pour out my soul for the public world to see haha but it's not for their eyes, it's for yours of course so i don't even care. but yeah. i always get excited 書く 記事 for あなた because my sense of あなた and how much i 愛 あなた and why i 愛 あなた always manages to shine through like even if i'm going through a writer's block which i wouldn't say i'm in right now but i am at the point where i haven't written anything in months now または even edited that much, so i'm pretty rusty. but anyway. yeah. so somehow i'm always able to write letters and 記事 and everything in between for you, because the floods of my ハート, 心 never stop pouring. あなた can't build a dam for it, for what material would あなた use to stop love? in it's rawest, purest and most sincere form, あなた can't truly stop love. it always wins, even if it must lose many many times, it always wins. it's really a blessing that i'm always able to write あなた something cause then when i sit down in order to pen a letter または whatever else, i realize i haven't ロスト the touch, あなた know? i still have it, though it remains stagnant for some time and unused, still it sits silently waiting. it is a gift. and it was a gift i always wanted to use for good. from the beginning. maybe to redeem myself, i'm not really sure. maybe because i hate seeing gifts go to utter waste and i knew that even if i destroyed my life i had created something beautiful; i really couldn't tell あなた but i do know it's a gift. so the best way i can use it is for you. because you're my other gift.
people have 発言しました it again and again forever: what would i do without you? it's beyond cliche but we know how true it is for us. what would we do without each other, in fact? i really don't know. anytime i think about it, i only come up with bad and with us being worse off than we were in the beginning. separating us would literally be separating souls. that's the worst thing god または one of his creature's could do, and i don't mean to sound overdramatic but i'm trying to think of worse and other than what we could do to ourselves which is falling out または dying lol, that's hands down the worst thing. we're each other's homes and therefore lifelines. if we didn't have each other, our souls would be homeless. in fact, no one could really acheive seperating us completely because i know that even in death, we would be attached. so what could life possibly do?
あなた and me, we've encountered some nasty bitches and fake フレンズ and everything in between. and we've encountered them together. i think i could go through losing a friend, cancer, a horrible mental illness または physical illness, i think i could go through anything あなた could name, anything あなた could possibly think of with you. as long as i had あなた によって my side, i'd be okay because あなた are my okay.
i just noticed my nails were ruined lol, greaaaatttt. anyway. why do i mention the most unimportant things? i swear i'd be ロスト without you. who would i 雌犬 to, ramble to, laugh with, be sappy with? literally no one. no one could fill your shoes または take your place, so it's honestly a ridiculous insecurity to have. you're my you. no one could give me あなた but y o u. i am convinced that we are one in a hundred million. our unique souls, mine with it's brazenness, recklessness, my lies and my beating ハート, 心 that feels too heavy in my chest, my poetic soul from a millennia 前 and あなた with your honesty, your brilliant way of thinking through everything and feeling g everything, the beauty あなた place on the world, how あなた define "too much", how life manifests itself inside あなた at the oddest of times -- us, we don't exist. especially not together. aries and cancers aren't usually pinned together anyway, for they clash too much. but we don't. we balance every aspect; when あなた give a little, i give a lot; when あなた feel too little, i feel too much; when i think too little, あなた think enough. it is perfect. it is truly yin and yang.
so this day, もっと見る than most days i am thankful for you. i'll give あなた all my 8:14s of my entire lifetime if あなた could feel how i 愛 あなた and how i need あなた in my life. take my words right now, for they're all i have but i think they're enough for you. we feel each other's souls and hearts in every word we pen, and i hope あなた feel mine beating, bloody, bruised and working for you.
i owe あなた my life and my reason for living. thank あなた so much.
happy birthday to my most お気に入り person in the entire world. thank あなた trusting your ハート, 心 with me and for your soul. i will treasure it however long as our infinity allows.
people have 発言しました it again and again forever: what would i do without you? it's beyond cliche but we know how true it is for us. what would we do without each other, in fact? i really don't know. anytime i think about it, i only come up with bad and with us being worse off than we were in the beginning. separating us would literally be separating souls. that's the worst thing god または one of his creature's could do, and i don't mean to sound overdramatic but i'm trying to think of worse and other than what we could do to ourselves which is falling out または dying lol, that's hands down the worst thing. we're each other's homes and therefore lifelines. if we didn't have each other, our souls would be homeless. in fact, no one could really acheive seperating us completely because i know that even in death, we would be attached. so what could life possibly do?
あなた and me, we've encountered some nasty bitches and fake フレンズ and everything in between. and we've encountered them together. i think i could go through losing a friend, cancer, a horrible mental illness または physical illness, i think i could go through anything あなた could name, anything あなた could possibly think of with you. as long as i had あなた によって my side, i'd be okay because あなた are my okay.
i just noticed my nails were ruined lol, greaaaatttt. anyway. why do i mention the most unimportant things? i swear i'd be ロスト without you. who would i 雌犬 to, ramble to, laugh with, be sappy with? literally no one. no one could fill your shoes または take your place, so it's honestly a ridiculous insecurity to have. you're my you. no one could give me あなた but y o u. i am convinced that we are one in a hundred million. our unique souls, mine with it's brazenness, recklessness, my lies and my beating ハート, 心 that feels too heavy in my chest, my poetic soul from a millennia 前 and あなた with your honesty, your brilliant way of thinking through everything and feeling g everything, the beauty あなた place on the world, how あなた define "too much", how life manifests itself inside あなた at the oddest of times -- us, we don't exist. especially not together. aries and cancers aren't usually pinned together anyway, for they clash too much. but we don't. we balance every aspect; when あなた give a little, i give a lot; when あなた feel too little, i feel too much; when i think too little, あなた think enough. it is perfect. it is truly yin and yang.
so this day, もっと見る than most days i am thankful for you. i'll give あなた all my 8:14s of my entire lifetime if あなた could feel how i 愛 あなた and how i need あなた in my life. take my words right now, for they're all i have but i think they're enough for you. we feel each other's souls and hearts in every word we pen, and i hope あなた feel mine beating, bloody, bruised and working for you.
i owe あなた my life and my reason for living. thank あなた so much.
happy birthday to my most お気に入り person in the entire world. thank あなた trusting your ハート, 心 with me and for your soul. i will treasure it however long as our infinity allows.