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posted by AliceCullen1112
I couldn’t take it, I couldn’t forgive her for this, I wanted to but when she’s lying to my face, I can’t do it. Couldn’t she have told me “Jasper, I kissed him because he’s better than you, he can make people do what he wants and all あなた can do is feel people’s emotions. Bye Jasper.” That would have been easier for me to handle. I wouldn’t have had to make the decision to leave her. She would have made the decision herself. When I realized I was a good enough distance I sat on the ground. I thought over my options. I don’t care if she’s waiting to see my decision. I could go ホーム and tell everyone what happened tonight または I could go and get her and let her explain more. I should go and get her and let her explain, but I’d rather go home. I got up and started walking in the direction of home. I kept letting the options run through my mind so if によって some chance I change my mind I’ll be expecting her. Wait a second. I hear her footsteps. I knew it would happen and I’m not even physic! God! Can’t she leave me alone? Well, I was leading toward going get her anyway. She slowed down and then she stopped. I let a sigh escape my lips. I turned around and went to meet her. When I saw her she had her head in her hands and was sitting on a log. “Hi Alice.” She jumped off the log and stared at me in surprise. AAAHH! Why is she so surprised?! She was coming after me anyway! She shouldn’t be so surprised! After she calmed herself she sat back on the log. “Hi.” Well, little miss liar’s feeling guilty. Big surprise there. I know I shouldn’t be so cruel but あなた try living forever with nothing to live for. . “Alice? I wanted to let あなた explain again. Maybe I miss read your face. あなた just looked happy instead of hurt like I thought あなた would.” “I was happy Jasper.”

“Why? Because あなた kissed that fool? または because あなた liked to see me hurt?” “Neither.” I picked her up off the log and looked her right in her eyes. “Then why were あなた so happy?” “Because あなた woke up Jasper! Because あなた moved, あなた didn’t listen to his little game! Plus I was happy because あなた ripped that fool to shreds.” She looked down, ashamed. Lying again I see. Let me see something. . “Alice. That’s your reason? That’s all? あなた were happy to see me?” She picked up her head and looked at me. “Of course that’s my reason. That’s my only reason, I was laughing because I could see over your shoulder and I could see that idiot trying to put himself together again, too bad あなた didn’t set him on fire.” I was a little surprised. She looked at me confused. “You wanted me to burn him?” They practically sucked each other’s face off and she wanted me to burn him? Right. That makes tons of sense. “Of course! Why wouldn’t I? Didn’t あなた see me slap him または anything?” “Yes I was watching. I don’t know I just, some people slap there husbands and then they apologize and they start キス so, whatever. But あなた told me to watch あなた so I did. I didn’t like what I saw.” “Jasper? What were we doing when we left home?” What is this? A trick 質問 perhaps? Oh well. “We left so we could do whatever we could to save our family.” Simple enough of an answer. “Right. Now what did I do a few hours ago?” Yay. Let’s take another trip down memory lane. “You kissed that fool and あなた claim あなた did that just to save me from his stupid little mind game.” “Exactly! I did what I had to, to save you! That was the only way I could see how!” “No.” “What do あなた mean no?” “No.” “You still don’t believe me do you?!” “Not really.” “Fine.” She got up and walked away from me. “Alice? Where are あなた going?” “I’m going to the Volturi. Maybe with any luck they are still in Volterra.” She kept walking without looking back at me. Why am I doing this? I guess it’s because I know deep down I might be wrong, that she might be telling the truth. With my luck maybe she is. “What? Are あなた going to kill yourself?” I was joking of course but she was being very difficult. “I was tempted to do that, but why waste my talent? I’m going to 登録する them!” I stopped. She was going to kill herself then she changed her mind and now she’s going to 登録する them? That made no sense! “Alice? You’re not serious are you?” “I’m as serious as あなた when あなた 発言しました あなた didn’t believe me!” “Why?” “Why wouldn’t I? I might as well. I can’t go ホーム because they’re going to want to know what happened to あなた and I can’t tell Bella that あなた left me. They would blame me because I would have to tell them what happened. I can’t stay with Katrina and her sisters because I’m going to make everything worse for them when everything got better. So I planned in the tunnel after あなた left to give up everything. Everything I believe in, everything I love, and even my name. So don’t call me Alice! It’s Mary now. Aro is going to have to call me that too. I’m letting my eyes turn blood red and I’m going to help them everyway I can. If I have to I’ll be like Heidi and fetch breakfast, lunch, and dinner.”


I stopped again. She’s going to be like Heidi? Now that I really couldn’t imagine but usually when Alice says she’s going to do something she does it. She kept walking. That was it then. She was leaving forever. She’s no longer my Alice and I’m no longer her Jasper. I stood there. Why am I doing this? Oh right, because I’m stupid and hopelessly in love. I started to run after her. She kept running and I followed her from far behind. We were almost in Volterra. I kept going but I slowed to a walk. I can’t hear her footsteps. I kept walking, looking for her. She was sitting on the ground crying. What now? She stared talking to herself. “I can’t believe he’s gone. I should have tried harder. It wouldn’t have done any good though.” Wow. She really is telling the truth. Now I’m an ass. Look what I’ve done! Damn it! I made her cry! I have to say something. “All this because I didn’t believe you? Well, I believe あなた now. Do あなた want to come with me Mary? I still 愛 you, I never stopped. I just thought あなた stopped loving me. So I left. So Mary do あなた want to come with me?” She looked up at me. “That’s not funny.” “I wasn’t trying to be.” She held out her hand and I took it and helped her up. “My name’s Alice and I never stopped loving あなた either. So let’s go, but before we go. Answer this. Will あなた believe me In the future?” “You tell me.” “I’ll take that as a yes. Now let’s go. We have a lot of time to make up.” She started walking but I stayed where I was. I pulled her back to me and grabbed her in a hug. She wasn’t getting off that easy. “I was thinking もっと見る of a kiss. Is that ok with you?” “Oh shut up and キッス me.” She leaned up and kissed me and I kissed her back. . “You definitely キッス better than Jeremy.” “Come on Alice. And let’s try not to get into anymore trouble. Ok?” “That sounds perfect to me.” I didn’t let go of her hand and she didn’t let go of mine. We started running to our 次 destination. I wonder what she’s thinking about right now. And why do I have the feeling we’re being followed?