I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let あなた go. I drive myself crazy, wanting あなた the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him もっと見る as days pass by. It's been a 月 since あなた and Randy haven't 発言しました a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. あなた can feel it and あなた can see it. Whenever あなた look in the mirror, あなた see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at バスケットボール, バスケット ボール lately. Your coach notices and he talks with あなた about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can あなた do Jamie? あなた need to rest. あなた can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I 愛 playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...

Chapter 11: Baby Boom

Jamie was nine months; Landon was working at a drug store and going to school.

One 日 Jamie walked to her father 's house.

Jamie knocked on the door and Camilla opened the door.

"Hello Mrs. Carter" 発言しました Camilla

"Hello Camilla あなた look nice today" 発言しました Jamie

"Thank you, your dad have been waiting for, please come in," 発言しました Camilla

"Thank you" 発言しました Jamie entering the house.

Jamie looked around the house some things changed and some things remained the same.

Jamie looked at the キッチン there was Hegbert making スープ for lunch.

Jamie moved and she stands there watching her father...