I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let あなた go. I drive myself crazy, wanting あなた the way that I do.
You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him もっと見る as days pass by. It's been a 月 since あなた and Randy haven't 発言しました a single word to each other.
**Randy's POV**
I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was Jamie to me? She changed my life and...she even confessed to me...that she couldn't survive without me. She asked me to stay but look at what a jacka$$ I've bcome. For a whole month! I can't believe I put it up for so long...I feel like a little girl! God! What's wrong with me? How did I survive for this long? This is all my fault. How could I have done this to her? She needed me...she could die any 分 from her leukemia and I just think of it so lightly...*sigh* Why didn't I know this before? Why couldn't I think of this before? Why do I have to realize this now? That if I leave her, she and I both can't survive...I 愛 her so much...I can't deal with this pain anymore. I have to talk to her. I 愛 her.
**normal: 次 day**
The whole day, Randy has been trying to talk to あなた but あなた ignore him または あなた avoid him. At the end of bball practice, あなた see him waiting for you. あなた roll your eyes and あなた walk right past him. Randy runs after あなた and grabs your sports bag and carries it.
jamie: Give it back. I don't need your help anymore.
Randy: Too bad. I'm not giving it back.
Jamie: Giv it back!!
あなた grab it from him and he gives あなた a shocked look.
Randy: Jamie can we talk?
Jamie: There's nothing to talk about. Go away.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I 発言しました go away!
Randy: Ok. I'm sorry to bother you.
Randy quickly chickens out and walks away from あなた with his head hanging. Deep in your heart, it's killing あなた to see him walk like that but あなた have to be strong. Your not gonna give in just yet when it wasn't even your fault. After あなた see him disapear from your sight *which is definatly not 20/20 vision*, あなた start walking. Your sports bag feels heavier for some reason and あなた kinda limp towards the front gate to get to your house. Your halfway to the gate when あなた feel like あなた can't do it anymore. あなた drop your sports bag and あなた feel tears running down your cheeks. Not only is the bag heavy, but also is your heart. あなた feel like あなた just threw out the 愛 of your dreams. Right when あなた lift up your sports bag to 移動する on, あなた feel your knees abandon あなた and あなた fall to the ground. But before あなた hit the ground, あなた feel hands grabbing あなた and lifting あなた back up to your feet, getting the heavy bag off you. あなた look to see Randy right behind you, holding your sports bag for you. あなた turn to face him and あなた feel tears running down your cheeks. He smiles and he gently wipes your tears off with his fingers.
Randy: C'mon. Lets go to your house.
Randy carries your sports bag for あなた while having his free arm on your waist, supporting you. He drives あなた to your house and he calls Brad to drop off Angie at the house. He agrees and while waiting, Randy tucks あなた in bed. He's sitting at the edge of your bed, looking at あなた under the covers, sick.
Randy: あなた look...sick.
Jamie: I have been. I ran out of medicine.
Randy: ...
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry. This is my fault. I didn't mean for this fight to go on for so long.
Jamie: Don't apolgize.
Randy: Jamie...*touches your hand* I will never let あなた fall. I'll stand up with you, together. And I'll always be here for you. I know I've 発言しました it before, but now I truly mean it. This fight has hit me like lightning. I understand how much I need あなた now. I'll save you. I'll save あなた Jamie. I can save you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy. Don't leave me just yet Randy.
Randy: *smile* Of course.
Jamie: Stay until Brad leaves.
Randy: Ok. I promise...
You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him もっと見る as days pass by. It's been a 月 since あなた and Randy haven't 発言しました a single word to each other.
**Randy's POV**
I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was Jamie to me? She changed my life and...she even confessed to me...that she couldn't survive without me. She asked me to stay but look at what a jacka$$ I've bcome. For a whole month! I can't believe I put it up for so long...I feel like a little girl! God! What's wrong with me? How did I survive for this long? This is all my fault. How could I have done this to her? She needed me...she could die any 分 from her leukemia and I just think of it so lightly...*sigh* Why didn't I know this before? Why couldn't I think of this before? Why do I have to realize this now? That if I leave her, she and I both can't survive...I 愛 her so much...I can't deal with this pain anymore. I have to talk to her. I 愛 her.
**normal: 次 day**
The whole day, Randy has been trying to talk to あなた but あなた ignore him または あなた avoid him. At the end of bball practice, あなた see him waiting for you. あなた roll your eyes and あなた walk right past him. Randy runs after あなた and grabs your sports bag and carries it.
jamie: Give it back. I don't need your help anymore.
Randy: Too bad. I'm not giving it back.
Jamie: Giv it back!!
あなた grab it from him and he gives あなた a shocked look.
Randy: Jamie can we talk?
Jamie: There's nothing to talk about. Go away.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I 発言しました go away!
Randy: Ok. I'm sorry to bother you.
Randy quickly chickens out and walks away from あなた with his head hanging. Deep in your heart, it's killing あなた to see him walk like that but あなた have to be strong. Your not gonna give in just yet when it wasn't even your fault. After あなた see him disapear from your sight *which is definatly not 20/20 vision*, あなた start walking. Your sports bag feels heavier for some reason and あなた kinda limp towards the front gate to get to your house. Your halfway to the gate when あなた feel like あなた can't do it anymore. あなた drop your sports bag and あなた feel tears running down your cheeks. Not only is the bag heavy, but also is your heart. あなた feel like あなた just threw out the 愛 of your dreams. Right when あなた lift up your sports bag to 移動する on, あなた feel your knees abandon あなた and あなた fall to the ground. But before あなた hit the ground, あなた feel hands grabbing あなた and lifting あなた back up to your feet, getting the heavy bag off you. あなた look to see Randy right behind you, holding your sports bag for you. あなた turn to face him and あなた feel tears running down your cheeks. He smiles and he gently wipes your tears off with his fingers.
Randy: C'mon. Lets go to your house.
Randy carries your sports bag for あなた while having his free arm on your waist, supporting you. He drives あなた to your house and he calls Brad to drop off Angie at the house. He agrees and while waiting, Randy tucks あなた in bed. He's sitting at the edge of your bed, looking at あなた under the covers, sick.
Randy: あなた look...sick.
Jamie: I have been. I ran out of medicine.
Randy: ...
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry. This is my fault. I didn't mean for this fight to go on for so long.
Jamie: Don't apolgize.
Randy: Jamie...*touches your hand* I will never let あなた fall. I'll stand up with you, together. And I'll always be here for you. I know I've 発言しました it before, but now I truly mean it. This fight has hit me like lightning. I understand how much I need あなた now. I'll save you. I'll save あなた Jamie. I can save you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy. Don't leave me just yet Randy.
Randy: *smile* Of course.
Jamie: Stay until Brad leaves.
Randy: Ok. I promise...
