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あなた 発言しました あなた needed me...then why don't あなた want me?

The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. あなた feel like あなた have もっと見る energy and あなた actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! あなた kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes あなた smile, laugh, and he always gives あなた a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. あなた sing for the choir all the time and after services, あなた two always go to the lake and hang out there...

**Monday**

You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.

Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.

あなた guys see Lauren walking to あなた guys calmly.

All 3: こんにちは Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to あなた real quick?
Jamie: Sure.

あなた and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.

Raymond: こんにちは look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.

***

あなた and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. あなた comfort Lauren and she says:

Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I 愛 Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...

***

あなた and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, あなた two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.

Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have あなた ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like あなた NEED them...as if あなた were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do あなた ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met あなた I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need あなた and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are あなた leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be フレンズ it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think あなた and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs あなた もっと見る than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me あなた believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs あなた Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so あなた want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.

Before a tear can escape your eye, あなた turn around and あなた run away. あなた leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...

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Shawn: あなた wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are あなた and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......

........***

Your at your house and あなた just tucked in Angie to sleep. あなた quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when あなた hear a car pull up in your driveway. あなた look out the window to see Randy's car! あなた sigh and あなた go out to see Randy walking up to あなた with his head down.

Jamie: Randy what are あなた doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs あなた the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: あなた 発言しました あなた needed me too. Why are あなた putting other people in front of what あなた want? あなた 発言しました あなた needed me...then why don't あなた want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and 移動する on. It'll be better for あなた and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...

Randy looks at あなた and slowly goes down to his knees.

Randy: Don't leave me.

あなた start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. あなた can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get あなた to change your mind. But あなた don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and あなた cry with your head on your knees. あなた feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping あなた warm and safe. あなた hug him back and あなた just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, あなた manage to say:

Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
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I don't know how to explicit every detail of my feelings in this one simple letter. How can あなた write down a thousand memories into a few words? How can I make this letter memorable for the rest of your life? These words will stick with あなた forever. As I am 書く this, my throat feels tight but I know this is what I have to do, something for あなた to remember me by. あなた have filled the last memories of my life with simple moments of clarity. The 日 あなた 発言しました those three words 'I 愛 you' I couldn't imagine a もっと見る breath taking moment until あなた 発言しました 'Will あなた marry me?' because then...
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