Dear The-One-I’m-Glad-I-Never-Kept
I smile now, not like before. It seems like after あなた had hurt me, I got over あなた pretty quick, I guess I never really loved あなた and あなた were a waste of my time, and when あなた left I think part of me was relieved, I wasted my time crying, I guess I was blind.
That smile there, on my face, he put it there. Remember those three months あなた had put me down, made me cry, and I was still stupid enough to stay? He re-wrote that in two, he replaced my permanent frown, with a smile.
Do あなた remember that 日 I was crying, and I had went to あなた with support? Today I still wish I hadn’t, あなた had laughed and told me not to be such a baby, that I was being silly. And remember how later that night, when we had had our first fight, and あなた had called me a good for nothing ugly 雌犬 who was a waste of time and space, and I was only good for making excellent sandwiches? Remember how I had ran away crying? It was him, my friend, I ran to, who had wiped my tears away with his シャツ sleeve and told me everything was going to be okay, and asked me what had happened. When I told him he was shocked, and told me that I was もっと見る amazing then I could ever know, and あなた were a fucking idiot, and to never believe anything different anyone else told me.
Remember how あなた had 与えられた me your sweater, and I had been so happy? I realize now, that two hours before one of your フレンズ were hitting on me when あなた had walked in, and got all tense, and あなた were claiming your territory, あなた might as well have pissed on me. I realize now that the sweater didn’t feel of warmth and care, but cold, hard, possessiveness. Today he gave me his sweater because I had shivered, and he didn’t want me to catch a cold, when I zipped it up to my chin and settled into it, he laughed and 発言しました “Baby あなた look great in my sweater.”
Remember the pressure あなた had 与えられた me for sex, and every time I 発言しました no, you’d flip? Remember how it left me a little screwed in the head? When I had told him I was uncomfortable with where his hand was, によって accident, he blushed madly, and we had gotten into THE conversation all young adults in a mature relationship have. Then I told him that I wasn’t ready for sex, and I wouldn’t be soon, not at fifteen, he had grinned, and laughed, and told me that things were going to 移動する at whatever pace I felt comfortable with.
Remember when your フレンズ jokingly told あなた that あなた were whipped and my bitch, and あなた had gone ape-shit and argued with him? Some of his フレンズ joked about the same thing, and he had put his arm around me kissed my hair, and 発言しました “Yeah I guess I am, but I’m her happy bitch”.
Remember how I had rested my head against your shoulder and あなた had pushed it away saying “Cuddling is for wimps.” I fell asleep and he slipped his arm around me and let me use his chest as a pillow.
Remember when I was nervous for that test, and あなた 発言しました grow-up? Recently I had been preparing a speech, and I was incredibly nervous to present it, as I was standing in front of the class, sputtering out my words as fast as I could, my eye caught his, and he mouthed “I 愛 you, you’re doing great.”
Remember that 日 I had come to school wearing sweats, and a Skillet Tee-Shirt, with no make-up, and my hair a mess because my alarm didn’t go off? Remember how あなた had looked at me disgusted and 発言しました “You’re seriously not dressed like that?” Today the same thing happened and he smiled and welcomed me into the conversation he was having with his friends, put his arm around me, and when he got a spare moment whispered softly in my ear “You look stunning today.”
And vice-versa, remember that dress that I wore and あなた had looked at me and 発言しました “Damn my girls a hottie!” and spent the entire night trying to slip your hand up my skirt, and after I had rejected all your advances, あなた started dancing with every girl there? I wore that same dress to a school hosted winter コンサート with him, and he had looked at me funny and 発言しました “Babe, you’re beautiful, but aren’t あなた going to be cold?” and handed me his coat.
I guess the difference between あなた and him, is that I think he cares, and I guess あなた never did.
愛 from The-One-You-Will-Wish-You-Had-Never-Let-Go
p.s I still wish あなた the best, and I hope あなた grow-up soon. But the way I feel about him, isn’t going to change anytime soon, and the way I hate あなた is never going to change. So don’t bother thinking I want あなた back.
I smile now, not like before. It seems like after あなた had hurt me, I got over あなた pretty quick, I guess I never really loved あなた and あなた were a waste of my time, and when あなた left I think part of me was relieved, I wasted my time crying, I guess I was blind.
That smile there, on my face, he put it there. Remember those three months あなた had put me down, made me cry, and I was still stupid enough to stay? He re-wrote that in two, he replaced my permanent frown, with a smile.
Do あなた remember that 日 I was crying, and I had went to あなた with support? Today I still wish I hadn’t, あなた had laughed and told me not to be such a baby, that I was being silly. And remember how later that night, when we had had our first fight, and あなた had called me a good for nothing ugly 雌犬 who was a waste of time and space, and I was only good for making excellent sandwiches? Remember how I had ran away crying? It was him, my friend, I ran to, who had wiped my tears away with his シャツ sleeve and told me everything was going to be okay, and asked me what had happened. When I told him he was shocked, and told me that I was もっと見る amazing then I could ever know, and あなた were a fucking idiot, and to never believe anything different anyone else told me.
Remember how あなた had 与えられた me your sweater, and I had been so happy? I realize now, that two hours before one of your フレンズ were hitting on me when あなた had walked in, and got all tense, and あなた were claiming your territory, あなた might as well have pissed on me. I realize now that the sweater didn’t feel of warmth and care, but cold, hard, possessiveness. Today he gave me his sweater because I had shivered, and he didn’t want me to catch a cold, when I zipped it up to my chin and settled into it, he laughed and 発言しました “Baby あなた look great in my sweater.”
Remember the pressure あなた had 与えられた me for sex, and every time I 発言しました no, you’d flip? Remember how it left me a little screwed in the head? When I had told him I was uncomfortable with where his hand was, によって accident, he blushed madly, and we had gotten into THE conversation all young adults in a mature relationship have. Then I told him that I wasn’t ready for sex, and I wouldn’t be soon, not at fifteen, he had grinned, and laughed, and told me that things were going to 移動する at whatever pace I felt comfortable with.
Remember when your フレンズ jokingly told あなた that あなた were whipped and my bitch, and あなた had gone ape-shit and argued with him? Some of his フレンズ joked about the same thing, and he had put his arm around me kissed my hair, and 発言しました “Yeah I guess I am, but I’m her happy bitch”.
Remember how I had rested my head against your shoulder and あなた had pushed it away saying “Cuddling is for wimps.” I fell asleep and he slipped his arm around me and let me use his chest as a pillow.
Remember when I was nervous for that test, and あなた 発言しました grow-up? Recently I had been preparing a speech, and I was incredibly nervous to present it, as I was standing in front of the class, sputtering out my words as fast as I could, my eye caught his, and he mouthed “I 愛 you, you’re doing great.”
Remember that 日 I had come to school wearing sweats, and a Skillet Tee-Shirt, with no make-up, and my hair a mess because my alarm didn’t go off? Remember how あなた had looked at me disgusted and 発言しました “You’re seriously not dressed like that?” Today the same thing happened and he smiled and welcomed me into the conversation he was having with his friends, put his arm around me, and when he got a spare moment whispered softly in my ear “You look stunning today.”
And vice-versa, remember that dress that I wore and あなた had looked at me and 発言しました “Damn my girls a hottie!” and spent the entire night trying to slip your hand up my skirt, and after I had rejected all your advances, あなた started dancing with every girl there? I wore that same dress to a school hosted winter コンサート with him, and he had looked at me funny and 発言しました “Babe, you’re beautiful, but aren’t あなた going to be cold?” and handed me his coat.
I guess the difference between あなた and him, is that I think he cares, and I guess あなた never did.
愛 from The-One-You-Will-Wish-You-Had-Never-Let-Go
p.s I still wish あなた the best, and I hope あなた grow-up soon. But the way I feel about him, isn’t going to change anytime soon, and the way I hate あなた is never going to change. So don’t bother thinking I want あなた back.
Serena
He didn't seem... mad. Like he should have been. Like he had every right to be.
He stopped maybe a meter away from me. I glanced up, and saw the same look of indecision I had seen on his face the first day.
I had no idea what I was supposed to do. My life is not a perfect little story where happy endings are mandatory.
I didn't expect myself to sink to the floor against the ウォール and begin crying. There just weren't words to say what I wanted to.
I didn't expect him to sit in front of me and put his hands on my shoulders. He forced me to to look up at him, and he said, "Tell me."
He didn't seem... mad. Like he should have been. Like he had every right to be.
He stopped maybe a meter away from me. I glanced up, and saw the same look of indecision I had seen on his face the first day.
I had no idea what I was supposed to do. My life is not a perfect little story where happy endings are mandatory.
I didn't expect myself to sink to the floor against the ウォール and begin crying. There just weren't words to say what I wanted to.
I didn't expect him to sit in front of me and put his hands on my shoulders. He forced me to to look up at him, and he said, "Tell me."
The Man With No Eyes Collection (2): User
It works fast like a drug, when it’s shot through my veins,
And it lights up my fire, when it reaches my brains,
Irresistible tickle, in the depths of my chest,
I dissolve into ashes, and forget all the rest.
If あなた make my ハート, 心 dance, I will dance in your hand,
Give me my one desire, I’ll be at your command,
Constant rushes of sugar, swirling Colors（色） and light,
There’ll be no troubled sleep, for this body tonight.
This one is short and sweet, sung from the perspective of someone who's willingly being taken advantage of, as long as he gets what he wants. Hence the double meaning of the タイトル "User," which could refer to to an addict, または someone literally "using" another person for their own gain.
It works fast like a drug, when it’s shot through my veins,
And it lights up my fire, when it reaches my brains,
Irresistible tickle, in the depths of my chest,
I dissolve into ashes, and forget all the rest.
If あなた make my ハート, 心 dance, I will dance in your hand,
Give me my one desire, I’ll be at your command,
Constant rushes of sugar, swirling Colors（色） and light,
There’ll be no troubled sleep, for this body tonight.
This one is short and sweet, sung from the perspective of someone who's willingly being taken advantage of, as long as he gets what he wants. Hence the double meaning of the タイトル "User," which could refer to to an addict, または someone literally "using" another person for their own gain.
My brain is nowhere, my eyes are hungry,
Devouring the warm オレンジ sky.
It slides down my throat like soup, and pools into my soul.
I skip mindlessly over the hay, with bits of straw kicked up in my stride,
Like a destructive beast, only unknowing.
My dance is like the leaves.
Red- my pace quickens into a mad, hot dash.
Orange- my footsteps slow into a rhythmic tango.
Yellow- I swirl lazily, as if lovestruck.
The Colors（色） of fire, burning at different tempos.
The Colors（色） of emotion, striking the ハート, 心 under the skin.
The Colors（色） of death, leaving with a few last powerful words.
Fall, without regret, having lived your best life,
And dance toward the sunset with high spirits!
Devouring the warm オレンジ sky.
It slides down my throat like soup, and pools into my soul.
I skip mindlessly over the hay, with bits of straw kicked up in my stride,
Like a destructive beast, only unknowing.
My dance is like the leaves.
Red- my pace quickens into a mad, hot dash.
Orange- my footsteps slow into a rhythmic tango.
Yellow- I swirl lazily, as if lovestruck.
The Colors（色） of fire, burning at different tempos.
The Colors（色） of emotion, striking the ハート, 心 under the skin.
The Colors（色） of death, leaving with a few last powerful words.
Fall, without regret, having lived your best life,
And dance toward the sunset with high spirits!
Suck the life of a rose.
someday
we will be the faces in the textbooks dog-eared and torn we will be immortal until the 日 we are discarded and replaced with new editions または perhaps the 次 technology once 読書 becomes obsolete and society falls into virtual illiteracy
with luck we will be remembered still projected onto some cutting edge device that will let them see us in a million dimensions または hear our voices saying things we never 発言しました until the students are lulled to sleep によって the languid lectures and their heads slump onto the desks that once held the tattered textbooks
someday
we will be the faces in the textbooks dog-eared and torn we will be immortal until the 日 we are discarded and replaced with new editions または perhaps the 次 technology once 読書 becomes obsolete and society falls into virtual illiteracy
with luck we will be remembered still projected onto some cutting edge device that will let them see us in a million dimensions または hear our voices saying things we never 発言しました until the students are lulled to sleep によって the languid lectures and their heads slump onto the desks that once held the tattered textbooks
someday
In the darkness,
No one is here for me.
I feel lonely,
And my feet tremble.
The grads have gone,
Some my closest friends...
Remember the times that we had?
We let them slip によって when things got bad.
Remember the times...
When we shared a sno-cone
When we cried together
When we laughed together
When we jumped in the pool
All in unison.
It's funny how I feel so much
But I cannot say a word.
I will remember you.
あなた will always be in my heart.
あなた have 与えられた me so many memories
To last.
あなた are a handprint on my heart.
It cannot be erased.
あなた motivate me.
あなた are what I can do today.
あなた are an amazing person.
あなた are what I am today.
All that I am today is because of you.
あなた will never leave my heart,
Even if あなた do leave me in life.
No one is here for me.
I feel lonely,
And my feet tremble.
The grads have gone,
Some my closest friends...
Remember the times that we had?
We let them slip によって when things got bad.
Remember the times...
When we shared a sno-cone
When we cried together
When we laughed together
When we jumped in the pool
All in unison.
It's funny how I feel so much
But I cannot say a word.
I will remember you.
あなた will always be in my heart.
あなた have 与えられた me so many memories
To last.
あなた are a handprint on my heart.
It cannot be erased.
あなた motivate me.
あなた are what I can do today.
あなた are an amazing person.
あなた are what I am today.
All that I am today is because of you.
あなた will never leave my heart,
Even if あなた do leave me in life.
Idea #1
A group of フレンズ try to hide their biggest secret. A secret that could send them to jail r worse the electric chair. They kill, kidnap, and trick those who try to find out the secret. No one should know the truth about them.
Idea #2
The parents of five フレンズ share a similar secret. These parents will not tell their daughters または even admit to them that there is a secret. When the girls find their parents old yearbook, their conspiracies about their parents begin.
Idea #3
After receive death threats, three best フレンズ are forced to 移動する out of the state. When trouble continues at their new home, the boys are angry so they figure out the reason for the threats.
A group of フレンズ try to hide their biggest secret. A secret that could send them to jail r worse the electric chair. They kill, kidnap, and trick those who try to find out the secret. No one should know the truth about them.
Idea #2
The parents of five フレンズ share a similar secret. These parents will not tell their daughters または even admit to them that there is a secret. When the girls find their parents old yearbook, their conspiracies about their parents begin.
Idea #3
After receive death threats, three best フレンズ are forced to 移動する out of the state. When trouble continues at their new home, the boys are angry so they figure out the reason for the threats.
Run
~*~
Run by
Run through
Run away
Run to
By, through, away, to
Run
~*~
Run by
Running by
That’s what happens
When you’re living life
あなた run by
Everything
Some may need
Another try
Run by
~*~
Run through
Running through
It’s what we sometimes
Want to do
Run through school
Run through life
It doesn’t matter
How much strife
It may cause others
It may cause you
Run through
~*~
Run away
Running away
It what we should do
Everyday
From ugly things
From messed up dares
From human beings
Who don’t give any care
On who they are
Go very, very, very far, just
Run away
~*~
Run to
Running to
Run to the One who is calling you
He’s calling you
With open arms
Just welcome Him
With your whole heart
あなた won’t need to run anymore
When He’s right there with you
Run to.
Fin
~*~
Run by
Run through
Run away
Run to
By, through, away, to
Run
~*~
Run by
Running by
That’s what happens
When you’re living life
あなた run by
Everything
Some may need
Another try
Run by
~*~
Run through
Running through
It’s what we sometimes
Want to do
Run through school
Run through life
It doesn’t matter
How much strife
It may cause others
It may cause you
Run through
~*~
Run away
Running away
It what we should do
Everyday
From ugly things
From messed up dares
From human beings
Who don’t give any care
On who they are
Go very, very, very far, just
Run away
~*~
Run to
Running to
Run to the One who is calling you
He’s calling you
With open arms
Just welcome Him
With your whole heart
あなた won’t need to run anymore
When He’s right there with you
Run to.
Fin
Here あなた are
On a road
Gone so far
Nowhere to go
You've hurt so bad
Wishing it to end
Don't hold back
Just trust me
Close your eyes
And choose your path
One is good
And one is bad
Just hold on tight
You've got to choose
It's whats right
あなた cannot lose
Take a step
It will not hurt
Your at a crossroad
あなた can't desert
Trust me child
For あなた will see
How it is ment to be
Hold your breath
And take that step
It won't be hard to do
And soon you'll be filled with love
Comfort and hope too
Something I came up with.Please comment!!!
On a road
Gone so far
Nowhere to go
You've hurt so bad
Wishing it to end
Don't hold back
Just trust me
Close your eyes
And choose your path
One is good
And one is bad
Just hold on tight
You've got to choose
It's whats right
あなた cannot lose
Take a step
It will not hurt
Your at a crossroad
あなた can't desert
Trust me child
For あなた will see
How it is ment to be
Hold your breath
And take that step
It won't be hard to do
And soon you'll be filled with love
Comfort and hope too
Something I came up with.Please comment!!!
Class ended. As I walked out of the classroom, I still felt sick. I went to my locker and put my stuff away. As I turned around, two tall 11th graders stood in front of me. One of them 発言しました "Let's play a game! Its called 'Bully The New Girl'!" My ハート, 心 trembled with fear. My hands glowed a little black. I quietly 発言しました "Go away. あなた do not want me to hurt you." I guess one heard me, he 発言しました "Ohh! Im so scared! Heh, now, no もっと見る stalling!" Just he was about to パンチ me, Bruno grabbed his hand. And 発言しました fiercely " Do not hurt her. または I will hurt you!" Bruno squeezed his hand. The boy screamed loudly. Everyone looked at him. And the two boys ran away with fear. I 発言しました " Bruno! How did あなた do that?" The voice screamed in my head, "He's the one, he's the helper" and he replied "Uhhhhh. I know karate?" I laughed nicely. He smiled warmly. Then 発言しました "Ugh, I think I'm gonna puke!" He took me to the girl's bathroom and ran upstairs to get back to class.
