the funniest thing is, that I don't know why it took me so long to write this chapter. I didn't wanted to write today, but when I read all the comment's, I changed my mind. So... hope あなた like it :)
xxKatie
Still Edward POV (when Bella leaves)
It took two 秒 to understand what Bella said. And one 秒 to stand up and follow her.
The trees where merged, I saw only face on Bella, in front of me. My subconscious was playing with me. I could not understand what is real what is not.
I suddenly stopped. I took a deep breath, trying to smell Bella. But I only ワカサギ, 錬金術 animals, and their blood.
Panic took control of me.I tried to run to the opposite side, when to the right または left. Finally I found myself in meadow, kneeling and sobbing.
She was gone...
So was I ..
I feel myself slipping もっと見る and もっと見る every 秒 without her..I fell as though i am drowning in the inky black darkness that seams to strangle me.
I shut my eyes, I stop struggling, I let darkness overwhelm me.
I felt like shadow.. Empty..
"Edward?" I heard Alice voice, "What's wrong?" she panicked, "what's wrong?" I tried to speak, but nothing came out. "Answer me" she begged "I don't see anything.. what's wrong?"
Hard to answer the 質問 "What's wrong" when nothing is alright.
xxKatie
Still Edward POV (when Bella leaves)
It took two 秒 to understand what Bella said. And one 秒 to stand up and follow her.
The trees where merged, I saw only face on Bella, in front of me. My subconscious was playing with me. I could not understand what is real what is not.
I suddenly stopped. I took a deep breath, trying to smell Bella. But I only ワカサギ, 錬金術 animals, and their blood.
Panic took control of me.I tried to run to the opposite side, when to the right または left. Finally I found myself in meadow, kneeling and sobbing.
She was gone...
So was I ..
I feel myself slipping もっと見る and もっと見る every 秒 without her..I fell as though i am drowning in the inky black darkness that seams to strangle me.
I shut my eyes, I stop struggling, I let darkness overwhelm me.
I felt like shadow.. Empty..
"Edward?" I heard Alice voice, "What's wrong?" she panicked, "what's wrong?" I tried to speak, but nothing came out. "Answer me" she begged "I don't see anything.. what's wrong?"
Hard to answer the 質問 "What's wrong" when nothing is alright.
im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell