Respect to me means not doing what would offend someone.
I realize that is absolutely impossible.
I can decide to be offended によって blueberries. I can be offended によって あなた breathing. If I wanted to, I could be offended によって everything あなた are.
So, あなた can't possibly what wouldn't offend someone. There's too many variables to determine what's offensive and what's not because everything is a variable in this misconception of an impossible expression.
For example, I'm absolutely, and only, offended によって having beliefs and such that I don't agree forced down my throat like a pill so that all ego 飲み込む it "shall not perish but have eternal life." As if. There's no need to threaten me, あなた know.
You'd have to know the speaker's true intentions. あなた have to know whether または not the speaker wishes to offend または not offend.
Previously, that was my mentality. Tak helped me realize I was terribly mistaken. It was true what I 発言しました that no one belief is superior to another. But true respect comes in, not when the listener knows the speakers true intentions, but when both the speaker and the listener reach a mutual understanding of what is offensive to one another, and to steer away from such things.
Had I not such a great friend as Tak, God knows where I'd be, and I do too. I didn't like where I'd be. Not one bit.
あなた may have heard me mention once that I'd hate myself if I ever became my step-brother. There came a day, not too long ago, that I realized that I had become my step-brother: arguing over disputes the sane would see as petty, and trying (desperately) to find sixty legs of the cat, as they say in Puerto Rico. I was trying to prove a point that didn't even make sense.
One of my greatest fears is loss of control. And before あなた I stand today, broken and in tears, realizing a truth that I've loathed to hear, but now, has hurt me far もっと見る than any other time: I was wrong.
Had I stayed on my path of destruction... I don't even want to think about it. I was shunning フレンズ away, believing they were "unknowledgeable" または "ignorant", coming from the someone who was moreso. Yet, even with all my offensiveness, with all my shunning, and even with my absolute rebellion against him, (since I looked up to him as a mentor when I first came onto this site) he still insisted on 表示中 me the truth I wanted to throw away. He insisted on 表示中 me what was right and what was wrong. And, honestly, I thank him for it.
However, all the credit mustn't fall onto Tak only. I have great フレンズ who, even in such a time, they haven't pushed me away. Mephi (mephiles97(not sure if I spelled that right...)) is one of them. She maintained humble even when I told her, time and time again, that she didn't have to be. And honestly, in my eyes, that takes a lot of integrity. Then there's Ray, (Rachel_Savaya) who, even in my absolute douchebaginess, she didn't cease communications with me... almost as though she could see through it and that I could be a better person if I tried...
But enough with the celebration. Enough with the praise fest, enough with the awards, キス of feet, and crying. Enough with the sorrow, the hatred, but most of all, enough with my past... Even if my family was torn to pieces, even if my brother wanted to killed my father for my sake, even if my mother committed adultery, even if I have bad influence friends, and even if the person I'm supposed to get along with is my-step brother, (because my parents want me to,) that's no excuse to justify muy actions. My actions were my own, and my fault... they, as in everyone else in my personal life, didn't force my fingers to type what I did at times. Those were my thoughts, and my actions.
(For example, I went on フェイスブック just to take a break from Fanpop... to take a breather (among other reasons I wish not to discuss...). While on Facebook, I learned that there is role playing there as well, but I also learned that most of the role players are one of two things: young または sex hungry. This caused me to think back to Tak's 記事 on pornography, and so now, I'm doing an experiment. How does, on Facebook, age correlate to the type of role play. Thus far... let's just say I'm getting a lot of data... It's surprising how many people on フェイスブック actually "want it". And I've recorded an age as low as ten... It's surprising how many people have been tainted によって pornography at such young age, such as myself, which I was tainted at ten... And have been addicted to masturbation ever since.)
That's not to say I'm proud of myself.
I resent having done such things... And today, I'm pleading, crying, for forgiveness... To all who which I've hurt, please forgive me...
However, it is time that I give my final thought. I'm serene, but I 表示する my emotions through my writing... A flirty guy who constantly tries to give off the image that he's happy... It's about time that the image that I give off isn't false, and that I be truthful with not only あなた guys, but also with myself. I can't be the cereal box with a pedophilic rabbit that's absolutely insane about children grabbing him and taking him away to be "eaten up". I have to be the cereal, what is real.
Now, before あなた all, I pledge to change my ways. Will I convert to Christianity? Heh, no. Will I start involving me morals into my actions? Yes. Will I stop being flirty? Probably not, unless a certain someone asks me not to. And of あなた are that "certain someone," あなた know who あなた are. If not, I suppose that it's none of your concern as of yet. Will I stop being a douche? I pledge to. Will I be honest? I will try my absolute best to... But I do pledge to stop becoming my step-brother. If I ever do start drifting back into my old ways, call me out on it, please, because I will need all of あなた help.
Now, I realize I can't force あなた to believe me または do anything, but if あなた understand, forgive me, and are willing to help me, there is no possible way that I can express all of my gratitude for you. If not, I understand, and I deserve that; I honestly do.
But please, understand that what I have written is from the absolute bottom of whatever ハート, 心 I still have left...
-Prowd
I realize that is absolutely impossible.
I can decide to be offended によって blueberries. I can be offended によって あなた breathing. If I wanted to, I could be offended によって everything あなた are.
So, あなた can't possibly what wouldn't offend someone. There's too many variables to determine what's offensive and what's not because everything is a variable in this misconception of an impossible expression.
For example, I'm absolutely, and only, offended によって having beliefs and such that I don't agree forced down my throat like a pill so that all ego 飲み込む it "shall not perish but have eternal life." As if. There's no need to threaten me, あなた know.
You'd have to know the speaker's true intentions. あなた have to know whether または not the speaker wishes to offend または not offend.
Previously, that was my mentality. Tak helped me realize I was terribly mistaken. It was true what I 発言しました that no one belief is superior to another. But true respect comes in, not when the listener knows the speakers true intentions, but when both the speaker and the listener reach a mutual understanding of what is offensive to one another, and to steer away from such things.
Had I not such a great friend as Tak, God knows where I'd be, and I do too. I didn't like where I'd be. Not one bit.
あなた may have heard me mention once that I'd hate myself if I ever became my step-brother. There came a day, not too long ago, that I realized that I had become my step-brother: arguing over disputes the sane would see as petty, and trying (desperately) to find sixty legs of the cat, as they say in Puerto Rico. I was trying to prove a point that didn't even make sense.
One of my greatest fears is loss of control. And before あなた I stand today, broken and in tears, realizing a truth that I've loathed to hear, but now, has hurt me far もっと見る than any other time: I was wrong.
Had I stayed on my path of destruction... I don't even want to think about it. I was shunning フレンズ away, believing they were "unknowledgeable" または "ignorant", coming from the someone who was moreso. Yet, even with all my offensiveness, with all my shunning, and even with my absolute rebellion against him, (since I looked up to him as a mentor when I first came onto this site) he still insisted on 表示中 me the truth I wanted to throw away. He insisted on 表示中 me what was right and what was wrong. And, honestly, I thank him for it.
However, all the credit mustn't fall onto Tak only. I have great フレンズ who, even in such a time, they haven't pushed me away. Mephi (mephiles97(not sure if I spelled that right...)) is one of them. She maintained humble even when I told her, time and time again, that she didn't have to be. And honestly, in my eyes, that takes a lot of integrity. Then there's Ray, (Rachel_Savaya) who, even in my absolute douchebaginess, she didn't cease communications with me... almost as though she could see through it and that I could be a better person if I tried...
But enough with the celebration. Enough with the praise fest, enough with the awards, キス of feet, and crying. Enough with the sorrow, the hatred, but most of all, enough with my past... Even if my family was torn to pieces, even if my brother wanted to killed my father for my sake, even if my mother committed adultery, even if I have bad influence friends, and even if the person I'm supposed to get along with is my-step brother, (because my parents want me to,) that's no excuse to justify muy actions. My actions were my own, and my fault... they, as in everyone else in my personal life, didn't force my fingers to type what I did at times. Those were my thoughts, and my actions.
(For example, I went on フェイスブック just to take a break from Fanpop... to take a breather (among other reasons I wish not to discuss...). While on Facebook, I learned that there is role playing there as well, but I also learned that most of the role players are one of two things: young または sex hungry. This caused me to think back to Tak's 記事 on pornography, and so now, I'm doing an experiment. How does, on Facebook, age correlate to the type of role play. Thus far... let's just say I'm getting a lot of data... It's surprising how many people on フェイスブック actually "want it". And I've recorded an age as low as ten... It's surprising how many people have been tainted によって pornography at such young age, such as myself, which I was tainted at ten... And have been addicted to masturbation ever since.)
That's not to say I'm proud of myself.
I resent having done such things... And today, I'm pleading, crying, for forgiveness... To all who which I've hurt, please forgive me...
However, it is time that I give my final thought. I'm serene, but I 表示する my emotions through my writing... A flirty guy who constantly tries to give off the image that he's happy... It's about time that the image that I give off isn't false, and that I be truthful with not only あなた guys, but also with myself. I can't be the cereal box with a pedophilic rabbit that's absolutely insane about children grabbing him and taking him away to be "eaten up". I have to be the cereal, what is real.
Now, before あなた all, I pledge to change my ways. Will I convert to Christianity? Heh, no. Will I start involving me morals into my actions? Yes. Will I stop being flirty? Probably not, unless a certain someone asks me not to. And of あなた are that "certain someone," あなた know who あなた are. If not, I suppose that it's none of your concern as of yet. Will I stop being a douche? I pledge to. Will I be honest? I will try my absolute best to... But I do pledge to stop becoming my step-brother. If I ever do start drifting back into my old ways, call me out on it, please, because I will need all of あなた help.
Now, I realize I can't force あなた to believe me または do anything, but if あなた understand, forgive me, and are willing to help me, there is no possible way that I can express all of my gratitude for you. If not, I understand, and I deserve that; I honestly do.
But please, understand that what I have written is from the absolute bottom of whatever ハート, 心 I still have left...
-Prowd
Emily:Hey! あなた crushed my cupcake!!!!
Slash:Not now Emily!
Cece:Shut up and kick @$$!!!
Justin:Yeah what Cece said!!!!
Modely:Stop! And listen, what do あなた want?
The Destroyer V.3:Can I came to?
Emily:Sure.
Modely:Emily what are あなた doing?!?
Emily:Hey Sonic 発言しました to go and get at 4:30pm!
Slash:Ok then lets go!
So they all of them got on time. Now Amy is talking.
Amy:Ok so tell me why hes here?
Destroyer V.3:I got dorb!
Amy:Ok. So any way we need もっと見る stuff Emily I need Star!
Emily:Ok. 星, つ星 get あなた butt over here!
Star:Yes mam!
Ok so thats it for now, Emily,Slash,Justin,modely,Cece,star and Destroyer V.3 all go on a misshin to find out what happen to Crystal and Jason's perents! Well that's all folks!
Slash:Not now Emily!
Cece:Shut up and kick @$$!!!
Justin:Yeah what Cece said!!!!
Modely:Stop! And listen, what do あなた want?
The Destroyer V.3:Can I came to?
Emily:Sure.
Modely:Emily what are あなた doing?!?
Emily:Hey Sonic 発言しました to go and get at 4:30pm!
Slash:Ok then lets go!
So they all of them got on time. Now Amy is talking.
Amy:Ok so tell me why hes here?
Destroyer V.3:I got dorb!
Amy:Ok. So any way we need もっと見る stuff Emily I need Star!
Emily:Ok. 星, つ星 get あなた butt over here!
Star:Yes mam!
Ok so thats it for now, Emily,Slash,Justin,modely,Cece,star and Destroyer V.3 all go on a misshin to find out what happen to Crystal and Jason's perents! Well that's all folks!
meanwhile at the lab
dr f: u see this is very bad since
brenden: wiat u made a doll of me ad it turned evil
alexa: yes we did u see wen u helped out at the lab (still need to wright that) we wanted to thank u so we dieced to make something to help u we made brenden doll
tober: took me forever to sow
alexa anyways we animated it but it dident happen to go right u see the chip we used ws sadly encripted
dr f: that colud guy seemed relible
lily: wait wait wait did u say colud
dr f: yes his name was could
brenden: where takeing this case
alexa: thank u soo much
dr f: u will need this (hands brendens doll tracker)
derreck: u made a tracker
dr f: in case this kinda thing happend
brenden come on guys lets go
team ok
to be continued
dr f: u see this is very bad since
brenden: wiat u made a doll of me ad it turned evil
alexa: yes we did u see wen u helped out at the lab (still need to wright that) we wanted to thank u so we dieced to make something to help u we made brenden doll
tober: took me forever to sow
alexa anyways we animated it but it dident happen to go right u see the chip we used ws sadly encripted
dr f: that colud guy seemed relible
lily: wait wait wait did u say colud
dr f: yes his name was could
brenden: where takeing this case
alexa: thank u soo much
dr f: u will need this (hands brendens doll tracker)
derreck: u made a tracker
dr f: in case this kinda thing happend
brenden come on guys lets go
team ok
to be continued
AN: Ok, so this is WAY back in the 日 when Bellz-E was still living under the Three Kings (Well... The first two were killed によって the last...) and her name was still Bella. She was still bold... and blasphemous. XD
I'm taking over,
あなた plainly see,
I'll set all,
Of the innocents free.
I'll kill your guards,
Knock down a tree,
I'll destroy your kingdom,
Filled with glee.
Your tirade ends,
And あなた must know,
That I have sank,
To an all new low.
This shit I see,
Maybe it's true,
But I will not bow,
To the likes of YOU.
Do あなた feel sorrow?
Do あなた feel pain?
Do regret all of your choices,
Once it starts to rain.
あなた treat them like slaves,
All those townsfolk,
あなた must have thought,
It was just a cruel joke.
All this shit,
I know it's true,
So I will not bow,
To the likes of YOU.
I'm taking over,
あなた plainly see,
I'll set all,
Of the innocents free.
I'll kill your guards,
Knock down a tree,
I'll destroy your kingdom,
Filled with glee.
Your tirade ends,
And あなた must know,
That I have sank,
To an all new low.
This shit I see,
Maybe it's true,
But I will not bow,
To the likes of YOU.
Do あなた feel sorrow?
Do あなた feel pain?
Do regret all of your choices,
Once it starts to rain.
あなた treat them like slaves,
All those townsfolk,
あなた must have thought,
It was just a cruel joke.
All this shit,
I know it's true,
So I will not bow,
To the likes of YOU.
My first story, so, if あなた wanna make suggestions, post of a フォーラ ill make in a bit.
The old streets eminated of fossil fuels burning, roadkill and sadness. The ally was scattered with boxes, empty glass bottles and pieces of old news paper. In the distance, a siren went off and イヌ yipped to eachother in thier own language. The streets felt cold and filled with the sorrow of the people around.
My body felt cold as ice. I longed to be warm and safe. I wished I had some money to get something to eat, but who would listen to a stray? No one. I curled up in a ball, attempting to get warm, as I drifted into a small rest.
I worried if the wrong person would find me here in this ally, alone in this cold, dark allyway. I dismissed this worry and held the arms of false hope, whispering false facts into my freezing ears.
I believed the false hope's bitterly cold arms were a sign I was alive.
The old streets eminated of fossil fuels burning, roadkill and sadness. The ally was scattered with boxes, empty glass bottles and pieces of old news paper. In the distance, a siren went off and イヌ yipped to eachother in thier own language. The streets felt cold and filled with the sorrow of the people around.
My body felt cold as ice. I longed to be warm and safe. I wished I had some money to get something to eat, but who would listen to a stray? No one. I curled up in a ball, attempting to get warm, as I drifted into a small rest.
I worried if the wrong person would find me here in this ally, alone in this cold, dark allyway. I dismissed this worry and held the arms of false hope, whispering false facts into my freezing ears.
I believed the false hope's bitterly cold arms were a sign I was alive.