Respect to me means not doing what would offend someone.
I realize that is absolutely impossible.
I can decide to be offended によって blueberries. I can be offended によって あなた breathing. If I wanted to, I could be offended によって everything あなた are.
So, あなた can't possibly what wouldn't offend someone. There's too many variables to determine what's offensive and what's not because everything is a variable in this misconception of an impossible expression.
For example, I'm absolutely, and only, offended によって having beliefs and such that I don't agree forced down my throat like a pill so that all ego 飲み込む it "shall not perish but have eternal life." As if. There's no need to threaten me, あなた know.
You'd have to know the speaker's true intentions. あなた have to know whether または not the speaker wishes to offend または not offend.
Previously, that was my mentality. Tak helped me realize I was terribly mistaken. It was true what I 発言しました that no one belief is superior to another. But true respect comes in, not when the listener knows the speakers true intentions, but when both the speaker and the listener reach a mutual understanding of what is offensive to one another, and to steer away from such things.
Had I not such a great friend as Tak, God knows where I'd be, and I do too. I didn't like where I'd be. Not one bit.
あなた may have heard me mention once that I'd hate myself if I ever became my step-brother. There came a day, not too long ago, that I realized that I had become my step-brother: arguing over disputes the sane would see as petty, and trying (desperately) to find sixty legs of the cat, as they say in Puerto Rico. I was trying to prove a point that didn't even make sense.
One of my greatest fears is loss of control. And before あなた I stand today, broken and in tears, realizing a truth that I've loathed to hear, but now, has hurt me far もっと見る than any other time: I was wrong.
Had I stayed on my path of destruction... I don't even want to think about it. I was shunning フレンズ away, believing they were "unknowledgeable" または "ignorant", coming from the someone who was moreso. Yet, even with all my offensiveness, with all my shunning, and even with my absolute rebellion against him, (since I looked up to him as a mentor when I first came onto this site) he still insisted on 表示中 me the truth I wanted to throw away. He insisted on 表示中 me what was right and what was wrong. And, honestly, I thank him for it.
However, all the credit mustn't fall onto Tak only. I have great フレンズ who, even in such a time, they haven't pushed me away. Mephi (mephiles97(not sure if I spelled that right...)) is one of them. She maintained humble even when I told her, time and time again, that she didn't have to be. And honestly, in my eyes, that takes a lot of integrity. Then there's Ray, (Rachel_Savaya) who, even in my absolute douchebaginess, she didn't cease communications with me... almost as though she could see through it and that I could be a better person if I tried...
But enough with the celebration. Enough with the praise fest, enough with the awards, キス of feet, and crying. Enough with the sorrow, the hatred, but most of all, enough with my past... Even if my family was torn to pieces, even if my brother wanted to killed my father for my sake, even if my mother committed adultery, even if I have bad influence friends, and even if the person I'm supposed to get along with is my-step brother, (because my parents want me to,) that's no excuse to justify muy actions. My actions were my own, and my fault... they, as in everyone else in my personal life, didn't force my fingers to type what I did at times. Those were my thoughts, and my actions.
(For example, I went on フェイスブック just to take a break from Fanpop... to take a breather (among other reasons I wish not to discuss...). While on Facebook, I learned that there is role playing there as well, but I also learned that most of the role players are one of two things: young または sex hungry. This caused me to think back to Tak's 記事 on pornography, and so now, I'm doing an experiment. How does, on Facebook, age correlate to the type of role play. Thus far... let's just say I'm getting a lot of data... It's surprising how many people on フェイスブック actually "want it". And I've recorded an age as low as ten... It's surprising how many people have been tainted によって pornography at such young age, such as myself, which I was tainted at ten... And have been addicted to masturbation ever since.)
That's not to say I'm proud of myself.
I resent having done such things... And today, I'm pleading, crying, for forgiveness... To all who which I've hurt, please forgive me...
However, it is time that I give my final thought. I'm serene, but I 表示する my emotions through my writing... A flirty guy who constantly tries to give off the image that he's happy... It's about time that the image that I give off isn't false, and that I be truthful with not only あなた guys, but also with myself. I can't be the cereal box with a pedophilic rabbit that's absolutely insane about children grabbing him and taking him away to be "eaten up". I have to be the cereal, what is real.
Now, before あなた all, I pledge to change my ways. Will I convert to Christianity? Heh, no. Will I start involving me morals into my actions? Yes. Will I stop being flirty? Probably not, unless a certain someone asks me not to. And of あなた are that "certain someone," あなた know who あなた are. If not, I suppose that it's none of your concern as of yet. Will I stop being a douche? I pledge to. Will I be honest? I will try my absolute best to... But I do pledge to stop becoming my step-brother. If I ever do start drifting back into my old ways, call me out on it, please, because I will need all of あなた help.
Now, I realize I can't force あなた to believe me または do anything, but if あなた understand, forgive me, and are willing to help me, there is no possible way that I can express all of my gratitude for you. If not, I understand, and I deserve that; I honestly do.
But please, understand that what I have written is from the absolute bottom of whatever ハート, 心 I still have left...
-Prowd
I realize that is absolutely impossible.
I can decide to be offended によって blueberries. I can be offended によって あなた breathing. If I wanted to, I could be offended によって everything あなた are.
So, あなた can't possibly what wouldn't offend someone. There's too many variables to determine what's offensive and what's not because everything is a variable in this misconception of an impossible expression.
For example, I'm absolutely, and only, offended によって having beliefs and such that I don't agree forced down my throat like a pill so that all ego 飲み込む it "shall not perish but have eternal life." As if. There's no need to threaten me, あなた know.
You'd have to know the speaker's true intentions. あなた have to know whether または not the speaker wishes to offend または not offend.
Previously, that was my mentality. Tak helped me realize I was terribly mistaken. It was true what I 発言しました that no one belief is superior to another. But true respect comes in, not when the listener knows the speakers true intentions, but when both the speaker and the listener reach a mutual understanding of what is offensive to one another, and to steer away from such things.
Had I not such a great friend as Tak, God knows where I'd be, and I do too. I didn't like where I'd be. Not one bit.
あなた may have heard me mention once that I'd hate myself if I ever became my step-brother. There came a day, not too long ago, that I realized that I had become my step-brother: arguing over disputes the sane would see as petty, and trying (desperately) to find sixty legs of the cat, as they say in Puerto Rico. I was trying to prove a point that didn't even make sense.
One of my greatest fears is loss of control. And before あなた I stand today, broken and in tears, realizing a truth that I've loathed to hear, but now, has hurt me far もっと見る than any other time: I was wrong.
Had I stayed on my path of destruction... I don't even want to think about it. I was shunning フレンズ away, believing they were "unknowledgeable" または "ignorant", coming from the someone who was moreso. Yet, even with all my offensiveness, with all my shunning, and even with my absolute rebellion against him, (since I looked up to him as a mentor when I first came onto this site) he still insisted on 表示中 me the truth I wanted to throw away. He insisted on 表示中 me what was right and what was wrong. And, honestly, I thank him for it.
However, all the credit mustn't fall onto Tak only. I have great フレンズ who, even in such a time, they haven't pushed me away. Mephi (mephiles97(not sure if I spelled that right...)) is one of them. She maintained humble even when I told her, time and time again, that she didn't have to be. And honestly, in my eyes, that takes a lot of integrity. Then there's Ray, (Rachel_Savaya) who, even in my absolute douchebaginess, she didn't cease communications with me... almost as though she could see through it and that I could be a better person if I tried...
But enough with the celebration. Enough with the praise fest, enough with the awards, キス of feet, and crying. Enough with the sorrow, the hatred, but most of all, enough with my past... Even if my family was torn to pieces, even if my brother wanted to killed my father for my sake, even if my mother committed adultery, even if I have bad influence friends, and even if the person I'm supposed to get along with is my-step brother, (because my parents want me to,) that's no excuse to justify muy actions. My actions were my own, and my fault... they, as in everyone else in my personal life, didn't force my fingers to type what I did at times. Those were my thoughts, and my actions.
(For example, I went on フェイスブック just to take a break from Fanpop... to take a breather (among other reasons I wish not to discuss...). While on Facebook, I learned that there is role playing there as well, but I also learned that most of the role players are one of two things: young または sex hungry. This caused me to think back to Tak's 記事 on pornography, and so now, I'm doing an experiment. How does, on Facebook, age correlate to the type of role play. Thus far... let's just say I'm getting a lot of data... It's surprising how many people on フェイスブック actually "want it". And I've recorded an age as low as ten... It's surprising how many people have been tainted によって pornography at such young age, such as myself, which I was tainted at ten... And have been addicted to masturbation ever since.)
That's not to say I'm proud of myself.
I resent having done such things... And today, I'm pleading, crying, for forgiveness... To all who which I've hurt, please forgive me...
However, it is time that I give my final thought. I'm serene, but I 表示する my emotions through my writing... A flirty guy who constantly tries to give off the image that he's happy... It's about time that the image that I give off isn't false, and that I be truthful with not only あなた guys, but also with myself. I can't be the cereal box with a pedophilic rabbit that's absolutely insane about children grabbing him and taking him away to be "eaten up". I have to be the cereal, what is real.
Now, before あなた all, I pledge to change my ways. Will I convert to Christianity? Heh, no. Will I start involving me morals into my actions? Yes. Will I stop being flirty? Probably not, unless a certain someone asks me not to. And of あなた are that "certain someone," あなた know who あなた are. If not, I suppose that it's none of your concern as of yet. Will I stop being a douche? I pledge to. Will I be honest? I will try my absolute best to... But I do pledge to stop becoming my step-brother. If I ever do start drifting back into my old ways, call me out on it, please, because I will need all of あなた help.
Now, I realize I can't force あなた to believe me または do anything, but if あなた understand, forgive me, and are willing to help me, there is no possible way that I can express all of my gratitude for you. If not, I understand, and I deserve that; I honestly do.
But please, understand that what I have written is from the absolute bottom of whatever ハート, 心 I still have left...
-Prowd
I was born.
I loved Mommy.
Mommy didn't 愛 me.
She let mean people take me away.
Bad Mommy.
I hate the mean people.
They tried to take my horns.
They tried to take my tail.
It hurt.
They made me mad.
I grabbed a sharp thingie.
Mean people fell asleep.
Red paint spilt all over.
I went back home.
I saw Mommy.
I was happy.
I hugged her.
Mommy screamed and pushed me.
Bad Mommy.
She waved an umbrella at me.
Mommy was being a bully.
Mommy needed to fall asleep too.
I found another sharp thingie.
I threw it.
Sharp thingie landed in Mommy's eye.
Mommy fell asleep.
Good bye Mommy.
I loved Mommy.
Mommy didn't 愛 me.
She let mean people take me away.
Bad Mommy.
I hate the mean people.
They tried to take my horns.
They tried to take my tail.
It hurt.
They made me mad.
I grabbed a sharp thingie.
Mean people fell asleep.
Red paint spilt all over.
I went back home.
I saw Mommy.
I was happy.
I hugged her.
Mommy screamed and pushed me.
Bad Mommy.
She waved an umbrella at me.
Mommy was being a bully.
Mommy needed to fall asleep too.
I found another sharp thingie.
I threw it.
Sharp thingie landed in Mommy's eye.
Mommy fell asleep.
Good bye Mommy.
DRAMA! IT NEEDS TO STOP!
Listen this club is mean't for its members to have fun interacting with one another's ファン characters. when i joined i wanted to escape the drama of life to feel happy in this corrupted wourld we all live in. when i left for a couple of months i left hoping that everything to stay the same, but when i got back everyone left and the everyday drama of life seeped into the club. I didn't think i would have to rant about drama in a Sonic Club but it seems that i have to and i think that the club's creator would not be happy about the drama to. So please stop the drama not later but NOW!
Listen this club is mean't for its members to have fun interacting with one another's ファン characters. when i joined i wanted to escape the drama of life to feel happy in this corrupted wourld we all live in. when i left for a couple of months i left hoping that everything to stay the same, but when i got back everyone left and the everyday drama of life seeped into the club. I didn't think i would have to rant about drama in a Sonic Club but it seems that i have to and i think that the club's creator would not be happy about the drama to. So please stop the drama not later but NOW!
i made blood a little weaker によって removing some of his powers
the powers i left:
1.) Electricity
2.)Telekinisis
3.)mind control
4.) Berzerk form
Blood will remain a vampire that can be in the sunlight. and no he doesn't sparkle he just can't use his "vampire skills" in sunlight.
but i added もっと見る weaknesses to Blood.
1.) Blood has a weakspot in his chest which a well placed strike can smash his ribs
2.) since Blood is a Vampire, if his jaw is broken he can't feed and he will die
3.)when Blood uses Mind control he is left vulnerable.
4.)all though Blood can use electricity Blood is weak to electric attacks against him.
5.)When Blood's Berzerk form wears off he can't use ANY powers for a while so he is left open to any attack.
the powers i left:
1.) Electricity
2.)Telekinisis
3.)mind control
4.) Berzerk form
Blood will remain a vampire that can be in the sunlight. and no he doesn't sparkle he just can't use his "vampire skills" in sunlight.
but i added もっと見る weaknesses to Blood.
1.) Blood has a weakspot in his chest which a well placed strike can smash his ribs
2.) since Blood is a Vampire, if his jaw is broken he can't feed and he will die
3.)when Blood uses Mind control he is left vulnerable.
4.)all though Blood can use electricity Blood is weak to electric attacks against him.
5.)When Blood's Berzerk form wears off he can't use ANY powers for a while so he is left open to any attack.
I wrote the タイトル thingy in Japanese because...I wanted to XD
Anyways...
I won't be on ファンポップ for quite a while, sadly. I've been very busy lately and I don't have the time for it. Nor do I have the time for Shock's club...much. I've been busy helping my family with moving and soon, I'll be in a new home. And as of tomorrow, I won't have ANY time for this sight. I have to stay busy in order to get things moved to the new house. I'll try to be on sometimes but...don't expect me to have much time to talk または RP. I wont, sorry...
So tonight is the last u will hear from me for a while.
Later, dudes!
Anyways...
I won't be on ファンポップ for quite a while, sadly. I've been very busy lately and I don't have the time for it. Nor do I have the time for Shock's club...much. I've been busy helping my family with moving and soon, I'll be in a new home. And as of tomorrow, I won't have ANY time for this sight. I have to stay busy in order to get things moved to the new house. I'll try to be on sometimes but...don't expect me to have much time to talk または RP. I wont, sorry...
So tonight is the last u will hear from me for a while.
Later, dudes!