Im having もっと見る 愛 issues (in desperete need of help again)

okay guys this time, a freind of mine decided she was gonna leave ファンポップ forever and I felt like I loved her then I started listening to the song in the video. and so I told her I loved her...and she asked me what kind of 愛 and I told her as a lover. and she has had her ハート, 心 broken many times, and shes willing to give 愛 another chance because of me. a-and I think I 愛 her as a freind not a lover but its too late now. I dont want to break her ハート, 心 and she 発言しました if it doesnt work out for us she will never 愛 again......