Would someone help me out?

Maybe あなた should consider someone trustable not anyone. あなた know there are fucked up people out there who will use your picture for threatening あなた and God knows what else.

Go to 'Reddit gets Drawn' and post a picture of yourself there. Ask them the style you'd like to be drawn in. A lot of people post their pictures there and artists draws them.

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im not that of an artist.. i only can draw this style and its not anime.. its もっと見る like idk.. so i dont think not me