Does this make me a bad person?

So last night my school had this band competition where peole can form their owns bands and compete. Well a few weeks 前 one of my フレンズ got me one of her フレンズ number because he thought I was cute. We started talking and then I told him about this competition and asked if he could come. I agreed so that night came and it was really uncomfortable. It was like a 日付 but I didn't enjoy it at all. And to ne that's weird because when my フレンズ do the same thing they always talk about how fun it was and how they can't wait to get on another 日付 with them. Secretly, I don't and I feel really bad about this but then again I don't want to go through this again. He's really nice and all but I feel really uncomfortable about doing this again. So you, the reader, be the judge, am I a bad person for thinking like this?