You've done this. You've done this to me. You've made me this way. Were あなた not thinking? Were あなた not in the right mind? How could あなた have made me this? How could あなた do that to a child who would grow up to become what I am today? I had no clue. I didn't know any better. I was so young. This was あなた who did this. I try so hard. To undo your wrongs. But it is so hard. I fear I will never recover. I 愛 あなた with all my ハート, 心 but you've done this to me. You've give this to me. It holds me back. It kills my dreams. I want to do some many things and now I fear that I can not because of what あなた have done. I don't want to be like you. I don't want to have what あなた do. It holds あなた back. It's killing you. It's hurting me. I don't want that for my life. I want to be my own person. Not who you've made me. Why? Why did あなた do this? あなた didn't think to what this might lead to in the future. I will not stand for this. I'm not going to be like you. I won't. I'll make it. Watch me. Just watch me.

あなた left everything あなた had. あなた came to my family. あなた made me. Then あなた left. あなた left us. あなた left us all alone. あなた went back to where あなた came from. Was I not good enough? How could あなた just leave us? Have あなた no heart. Have あなた no soul. Have あなた no sense of decency. あなた may have helped to bring me into this world but あなた didn't help raise me to become a part of it. If I met あなた I would ignore you. If I met あなた I would hate you. I never want to see you. あなた don't really care. And あなた don't 愛 me.

Im walking home.. ur gone. i start to walk もっと見る and then rain pours down on me. I never felt like this u promised me that u wouldnt leave me. I may stay the night with ally but shes with her bf.. Im just gonna go to a hotel and sleep there. I walk and cry im just gonna go home. when i do go ホーム i climb the 木, ツリー and go in the window and look in the mirror was i to ugly 4 u?!? I take out some scissors and cut my hair and arms and i pretty now?.. I go to the ベッド room and let the blood drip on the floor let me hair lay down its ugly. Ur werent gonna leave me u promised me!! i stare at the blank ウォール my world is gone. i cant take the pain any もっと見る i get a call.. it from my mom and dad their gonna b ホーム soon great.. i sit up and look at what ive done to myself no もっと見る me im done being the bright girl im done. I start screaming why u leave me!!! I Tried to explain to u! but no! U LEFT ME I LAUGHED AT THE THE UGLY GIRL IN THE MIRROR. well guys thats it till part 2 hoped u liked it!!