i think its amazing. it gives me a great feeling inside, like u said. the only bummer is theyr not real. u cant hold them, or talk to them, or look at them. falling in love with a fictional is wonderful and terrible at the same time.

i wish Ponyboy were real...*sigh*

i dream about him alot. its great. but when i wake up i feel like i just saw him. i love that feeling! but it also tortures me! tortures, i tell u, tortures! i just want to hold him nd feel him and see him and speak to him...*grunts* uuuuuuuuuuuggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!­!!!­!!

PONYBOY, I LOVE YOU!!! <3

ps. i love this photo. he looks so HOT ND SEXY leaning against that car. oh...in case u didnt know, hes the dude on the far left. hot rite?? i know...

I love it. In reality, I can't talk to Johnathan Tyler, but in my daydreams I can. Who is Johnathan Tyler you may ask? Well, he's the fictional character I came up with who is the splitting image of Ralph Macchio. It's amazing. Yes, an amazing feeling that I can't get over. It kills me at the same time. Because I'm like, this guy isn't as great as Johnathan, so he's not good enough. That's a terrible part of it. I hate that I'm pushing every guy away from me crushing on them because they're not Johnathan. Johnathan's like... perfect, while the guys I know about are just... not so perfect.

Johnathan's sweet, so insanely shy he won't talk. I love the way he holds me in his arms in my daydreams. They're so skinny, no muscles at all. Just the way I like 'em. He doesn't have a six-pack. His stomach flat. Just the way I like it. His hair is so fluffy, his smile so beautiful I could melt, eyes so hypnotizing. Oh, just like Ralph. But I don't care completely that he looks like Ralph. I love his personality. He's not rude, he's respectful... so sweet... God, please create Johnathan Tyler Preston in my life! Please! I don't really want anyone else. I want Johnathan Tyler. I'll do anything for him to be mine.

falling in love is one of the most special happen to any one and who loves see his or her every time :)