hey, ever been doing somthing and あなた feel like uv done it before, i have an answer. ever seen flashfoward on tv, well its kind of like that. some poeple have the ability to see the futer, some of us even remember it so we can prepare for it. it happens wile your asleep, your mind skips foward so u can see wats going to happen, but some poeple cant remember there dreams. unfortuantly we cant change it, wat ever we do it gets us somhow. say i was going to meet somone and they were going to insult so i tried to avoid them, thats wat u did in ur dream. it always gets u no mater were u go, they will find u. now i dont know y people have these dreams they just do. i dont know if this helps anyone

Dear Diary,
Well Matt just left and guess what,Matt gave me his DS and let me borrow it for the week.But that's not all.He kissed me.Okay I thought I was going to freak out.But surprisingly I didn't.I guess I just..I don't know.All i'm saying is that was unexpected.Well he's gone now so i can say this,He is totally HOT.I 愛 his shirt.And his pants.And everything else about him.We both 愛 games.So that's a thing we hav in common.Anyway, Mello was asking when I would give him his chocolate.I get so annoyed によって that sometimes.He askes constantly.Near is the same.Hes just sits there with an emotionless face.Well lights out. Got to go.M out.

Dear Diary,
Well today was a normal 日 at wammy's.Matt hung out with me again.Mello asked about his チョコレート again.I might hit him the 次 time he asks about it heh heh.And Near talked to me today.He actually talked,so that's good.I found Matt hiding in some trees today.He was smoking!!!!I couln't beleive it.I sat によって him.asked him what he thought he was doing,and these are his exact words:"I'm trying out something new.I want some thrill in my life."I was coughing,but I listened to every word.Then i told him if he wanted some thrill that maybe I should tell Rodger.Then he 発言しました not that kinda thrill.Then he kissed me again.The smoke filled my mouth and i coughed even more.Then he 発言しました that that キッス was to make sure I wouldn't tell Rodger.Anyway,that aside,I might go to Matt's room to complain about that inccident.Well lights out.Got to go.M out.

Dear Diary,
I did it!I met Matt,Mello,and Near.Matt was so nice to me.He gave me a tour of wammy's.I was really happy.Mello gave me a チョコレート bar.But he 発言しました I owe him another one,except bigger.So I think he was just trying to be nice.But i enjoyed my time with him.Near just kinda talked to me a bit,but he mainly just sat there and answered a few of my questions.But i enjoyed that too. Tomorrow i'm going to hang out もっと見る with Matt. They 発言しました something about this guy named L.I've never met him,or even heard of him,but i think i'll get to learn もっと見る about him one day.Anyway,I wonder what I should do tomorrow before I meet up with Matt.Oh well.Well lights out.I got to go.M out.

Dear Diary,
Well it was my first 日 here at wammy's and I guess it's ok.But i didn't really talk.I've always been to shy to talk to people on the first 日 somewhere.Anyway,I met this guy named Matt.He was really cute.I also met another one his name was Mello.He never ate anything but chocolate.I think i might like him HAHAHA.I met another guy.His name was Near.He was odd.He walked around with an emotionless face and he barely talked at all.I only talked when I was called on,but still he didn't talk.I'm hoping that I meet もっと見る kids,and I also hope that i get to actually meet Matt,Mello,and Near.I haven't really met them yet.I only know their names from when the teacher called on them.They seem really nice so tomorrow I will talk to them,and hopefully get to kno them. Well for now i have to go.The teacher 発言しました that we have a lot to do tomorrow.M out.

It's been a few days,and i'm noticing something different.I can't even begin to figure out what this person is.It's like there is another person inside of me.A person who can't be tamed.Someone that has a whole different mind."Who is this other person," is the 質問 I ask myself everyday.This other person is not me.It is evil and devilish.This other person has apparently been here my whole life,someone i've never known about.If I had noticed them earlier I would have gotten rid of them.But now it's too late.Will anyone ever help me?Will anyone ever save me from this evil?This new me,it's......it's terrifying. This new me is evil and horrible.I need help. Someone please help me,before I kill myself. I can't live with this evil inside of me anymore.I know someone will help me.Someone is here to help me.They are my friends.Out of the darkness I see them.Everyone is here.All my friends.I'm so happy now.I'm happy because i've been saved from my evil shadow.Thank you.Thank あなた everyone.