As light fades the brightest of souls can even be turned to do the darkest of things. As time time pushes フォワード, 前進, 楽しみにして the mind and body of an individual changes for either good または bad. the decisions they make and the things they do will stick with them forever. I was told this many years 前 によって a wise old man that fortold my future. He 発言しました "the one with the dragon soul is not alone in the world he knows." After being told this it left me nothing but confused but i had a feeling that it wouldn't be the last time i heard of it.

Ever since my family died down to be just me.... I`ve been alone since they died in a car accident. I got out fine (only with cuts and a migrane), but they died. I now live with my grandpa... but he doesn't get me..... I cut my self, dresss diffrently, and never really talk.

4 days after the funeral for my family.... I became Emo. But the 日 my Family died, something changed within me..... something good went rotten.
My Grandpa see's it, but ignores my pain and anger... only if that drunk driver that hit us was sober and never... spun out of control. Some 日 I hope his ハート, 心 gives out and he dies in jail.

Does any one feel the same?

I live in my opinion possibly the most ghetto town in the United States, Pittsburgh. People have been committing suicide all over town. Population all over town has been decreasing, fast. Some of my フレンズ were so depressed that they were thinking about "joining the crowd". I wouldn't live without my friends. I don't want my フレンズ to go as well as my mom and dad. Yes, I'm an orphan. I've been an orphan for about three weeks. My フレンズ have disappeared. I think they went to Clarion; but I could be wrong. There have been tons of fights at my school. Most of the people that were committing suicide were middle school and high school aged. I was getting really tired really fast. I climbed up in a 木, ツリー and found a comfortable spot and fell asleep. 次 thing I knew, I was tied up on a pole.







Sorry for cliffhangers....