The moment I left Bella, I've been hurting. This pain is like nothing I've felt before. Not having her overwelming scent that scorched my throat and cleared my stone lungs によって me.
I booked a hotel room in Italy. Close to the Volturi. The days I was away from Bella felt empty and lifeless as they were before she came along. Yet, still, there were points of reason to stay alive. In this ink pool of life that hangs above our heads. I see shining points of reason to keep my pressence on this Earth. At this very moment, Bella is with Jacob. That stupid mutt. Deceasing him would lead Bella in the wrong dicrection. She'd think of me as selfish, cold-blooded, and worst of all a true.. Monster. Murdering the boy would lead to her wounds that would grow deeper, she'd long for the boy to be 次 to her.. as a friend, I'd hoped. If I had killed the boy, that would mentally kill Bella. Her pain is my pain. Yet, for this boy I only felt anger. The pain he caused her によって being so close and caring. He confused her. She fell for myself and the boy.
I can't bring myself to regret the long ロスト `thank you` I wish to give him for keeping my Bella safe. He was indeed a good friend. But, the problem was he wanted Bella for something もっと見る than a friend. I wonder if Bella is feeling that way twords him right now... It pains me to think about it. I'd found a new emotion によって meeting Bella.
Jealousy.
Jealousy was a painful emotion. It was filled wih sorrow and rage. I couldn't believe that she'd triggered this... long forbidden feeling I'd buried deep within me.
The phone rang.
I ran to it with inhuman speed, picked it up gracefully then listened to the voice speaking.
"Edward.."
It was Rosealie.
"What is it?" I questioned, pulling my brows together and pressing my lips together, As if this were eargent news.
"Alice, she had vision..Edward I'm so sorry..Alice saw Bella jump. She jumped off a cliff very high up. Alice 発言しました she saw her black-out then drift deeper into the water... No one thinks she'll live Edward.. I'm sorry..."
I dropped the phone.
No... no... This can't happen.. This isn't happening...
A voice other than my own shifted into my head.
Bella.
She 発言しました quietly--`Why did あなた leave me, Edward? Am I not good enough for you? あなた wish for me to not come along. Then I won't. I draw the line here.`
I fall back into the old fashioned arm chair behind me. My head falls into my hands and I hunch over, putting my elbows on my thighs. I softly say aloud in the velvet voice that had used to dazzle Bella..
"Why, Bella? Why didn't あなた think that it was all an act... I would never leave you... Please.. Don't do this..no...Bella.."
I booked a hotel room in Italy. Close to the Volturi. The days I was away from Bella felt empty and lifeless as they were before she came along. Yet, still, there were points of reason to stay alive. In this ink pool of life that hangs above our heads. I see shining points of reason to keep my pressence on this Earth. At this very moment, Bella is with Jacob. That stupid mutt. Deceasing him would lead Bella in the wrong dicrection. She'd think of me as selfish, cold-blooded, and worst of all a true.. Monster. Murdering the boy would lead to her wounds that would grow deeper, she'd long for the boy to be 次 to her.. as a friend, I'd hoped. If I had killed the boy, that would mentally kill Bella. Her pain is my pain. Yet, for this boy I only felt anger. The pain he caused her によって being so close and caring. He confused her. She fell for myself and the boy.
I can't bring myself to regret the long ロスト `thank you` I wish to give him for keeping my Bella safe. He was indeed a good friend. But, the problem was he wanted Bella for something もっと見る than a friend. I wonder if Bella is feeling that way twords him right now... It pains me to think about it. I'd found a new emotion によって meeting Bella.
Jealousy.
Jealousy was a painful emotion. It was filled wih sorrow and rage. I couldn't believe that she'd triggered this... long forbidden feeling I'd buried deep within me.
The phone rang.
I ran to it with inhuman speed, picked it up gracefully then listened to the voice speaking.
"Edward.."
It was Rosealie.
"What is it?" I questioned, pulling my brows together and pressing my lips together, As if this were eargent news.
"Alice, she had vision..Edward I'm so sorry..Alice saw Bella jump. She jumped off a cliff very high up. Alice 発言しました she saw her black-out then drift deeper into the water... No one thinks she'll live Edward.. I'm sorry..."
I dropped the phone.
No... no... This can't happen.. This isn't happening...
A voice other than my own shifted into my head.
Bella.
She 発言しました quietly--`Why did あなた leave me, Edward? Am I not good enough for you? あなた wish for me to not come along. Then I won't. I draw the line here.`
I fall back into the old fashioned arm chair behind me. My head falls into my hands and I hunch over, putting my elbows on my thighs. I softly say aloud in the velvet voice that had used to dazzle Bella..
"Why, Bella? Why didn't あなた think that it was all an act... I would never leave you... Please.. Don't do this..no...Bella.."
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Stephenie Meyer 発言しました that just because we keep wanting her to keep 書く Midnight Sun is doesn't mean that she's going to. She 発言しました that SHE WILL NOT keep 書く if we keep making petitions for her to keep 書く または for her to 公開する it. so によって doing this we are killing our chances of having Midnight Sun published. So please stop petitioning!
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Stephenie Meyer 発言しました that just because we keep wanting her to keep 書く Midnight Sun is doesn't mean that she's going to. She 発言しました that SHE WILL NOT keep 書く if we keep making petitions for her to keep 書く または for her to 公開する it. so によって doing this we are killing our chances of having Midnight Sun published. So please stop petitioning!
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I smiled at him. He looked at me and smiled his crocked smile. I got dressed fast and when I looked out the window he wasn't there. i looked to my side and there he was. Charlie must have left. "you ready?" he asked me "almost" I 発言しました I ran over to my room and got my book bag. "lets go" I said. We got to the school he steel did not say happy birthday. every body was staring at us again not that I can blame them I mean average old me with an Angel. He walked me over to the door were Alice and Jasper were waiting on us. "happy Birthday" they all yelled "thanks guys" we walked in and my エンジェル and I had to separate tell lunch "see あなた then" I 発言しました then Alice and I were off to class. "I have a surprise for you" she said......
I smiled at him. He looked at me and smiled his crocked smile. I got dressed fast and when I looked out the window he wasn't there. i looked to my side and there he was. Charlie must have left. "you ready?" he asked me "almost" I 発言しました I ran over to my room and got my book bag. "lets go" I said. We got to the school he steel did not say happy birthday. every body was staring at us again not that I can blame them I mean average old me with an Angel. He walked me over to the door were Alice and Jasper were waiting on us. "happy Birthday" they all yelled "thanks guys" we walked in and my エンジェル and I had to separate tell lunch "see あなた then" I 発言しました then Alice and I were off to class. "I have a surprise for you" she said......
Okay, I think it's so unfair that Emmett gets no attention!
Jasper- gets attention because of his power people are always making fun of him
Edward- Hello of course he'll get attention i mean HE is like the MAIN character other then Bella.
Alice- All people feel bad for her. She doesn't no were shes from and she has all her hair cut off so yeah we feel bad for her.
Rosalie- She is PRETTY so almost all boys ファン 愛 HER
BELLA-I mean come on SHE IS THE MAIN character!!!
Jacob-WHO doesn't 愛 Jacob?
and LASTLY we have Emmett
Emmett- あなた never find a Team Emmett thing anywhere. He is THE 愛 OF Rosalie so most boy ファン Hate him. and Most girl ファン are all over Edward または Jacob.
don't get me wrong I 愛 Edward and Jacob it's just that Emmett hardly has any fans!
so come on girls lets 表示する our spirit for THE HOT AND MUSCULAR GUYS!!!!
GO EMMETT!!!
Jasper- gets attention because of his power people are always making fun of him
Edward- Hello of course he'll get attention i mean HE is like the MAIN character other then Bella.
Alice- All people feel bad for her. She doesn't no were shes from and she has all her hair cut off so yeah we feel bad for her.
Rosalie- She is PRETTY so almost all boys ファン 愛 HER
BELLA-I mean come on SHE IS THE MAIN character!!!
Jacob-WHO doesn't 愛 Jacob?
and LASTLY we have Emmett
Emmett- あなた never find a Team Emmett thing anywhere. He is THE 愛 OF Rosalie so most boy ファン Hate him. and Most girl ファン are all over Edward または Jacob.
don't get me wrong I 愛 Edward and Jacob it's just that Emmett hardly has any fans!
so come on girls lets 表示する our spirit for THE HOT AND MUSCULAR GUYS!!!!
GO EMMETT!!!