BREAKING NEWS: TWILIGHT 星, つ星 DIED OF DRUG OVERDOSE!!
My 受信箱 started piling up with messages from my office mates, one even 発言しました condolence. UGH! One asked, what would happen to New Moon. Would there be a re-shoot? One encouraged me to file for a leave so we could mourn. ACK! THIS IS NOT TRUE! (Tell me, it’s not true.) I refuse to believe. My blood literally boiled. My morning is ruined-ruined beyond repair, I think. I absolutely hate people who spread vicious rumors around. Can’t they just leave famous セレブ alone? GRRRR!!!!!!
im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my ハート, 心 conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what あなた have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have ロスト all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as あなた did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could あなた leave did あなた not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always 愛 you
i will not mourn anymore. my ハート, 心 conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what あなた have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have ロスト all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as あなた did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could あなた leave did あなた not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always 愛 you