I WANT TO THANK leisha4 FOR HELPING ME!
6 months later
Edwards pov (from what happens in the last chapter)
I was so dipresed its been 6 months scince bellas missing I am sitting on the coutch watching nothing. my family was dipresed too so jaspered went out a lot not wanting to be in the same room as us he tried to cheer us up but it didn’t work rose was less concerned and acted like nothing had happen Emmett and Alice were mostly like me they loved Bella as their sister Emmett alwas made fun of her and made her blus, Alice was so dipressed もっと見る like me ,now she hated me less and tried to comfort me! Carlisle and esme tried their best to distract us they were so sad spesially esme she cared for Bella the same as us we moved to ロンドン to be away of the denalis specially Tanya
-edward zafrina is coming to visit! She's going to be here in a few hours!
Carlisle was trying to cheer me and distract me zafrina was so kind and like family to us
-that's great dad
I 発言しました (edward please act better when she gets here we don’t want to depress her and she told me she wanted to tell あなた something) I just nodded and went to my room there was a new cloths on my ベッド and Alice was starring out of the window surfing the futur she was having a vision about zafrina coming here she was talking when she told us she saw Bella with someone else in forks while she was passing) then the vision ended I was starring at Alice and Alice starring at me Alice clapped her hands and jummepd around
-edward she's alive!omg I should tell the others! But everyone came here faster looking at Alice like she's ロスト her mind I was so confused she saw Bella with someone else! She doesn't ………………
-what is it Alice?
Jasper asked Alice she clapped her hands and said
-oh she's alive bellas alive can あなた belive it!!
Emmet asked everyons thoughts were confused
-I saw a vision of zafrina she wants to tell edward that she saw her with someone in forks in the forest this means she's alive and a vampire!
Everyone looked at me smiling I was still confused jasper understood me emotion
-what's wrong edward arent あなた happy bellas alive?
-I am but I just don’t know…………………
I shook my head everyone understood what I was saying and left me alone.bella was with someone else? I sat there starring at nothing my mind was working so fast seeing every posibility I hated myself so much I regreted living her let alone the rest giving Tanya what she wanted I shook my head in disgust at myself I didn’t diserve to live I didn’t diserve it I am a terrible person I sat there fore 5 or6 hours when I heard Alice rushing into my room
-zafrinas here come on!
She took my hand and dragged me too the living room
Zafrina greeted me with a kind smile that I didn’t deserve
I 発言しました and hugged zafrina we sat on the ソファー, ソファ and talked about the boring old times I mean I didn’t speak mostly Carlisle was talking I was trying to get some info about Bella in her mind but nothing when alice saw I was impationt she looked at zafrina and said
-I had a vision and belive あなた wanted too tell us something about Bella?
-oh yes yes
Carlisle asked her
-I called the オオカミ to ask permition to hunt then when I got ther jacobcalled me to meet me he didn’t sound happy then I went were he 発言しました then I saw him coming from north he frowning he was so sad then I asked him what's wrong he just 発言しました Bella like she was some kind of an explenation then I asked him what's wrong again he told me Bella came back to forks with another vampire his name is matt she's just staying there for gradjuation and theire living forks to go live some were else then I told him that this isnt as bad as the pain in your face he looked kind of jelous ……………
-so he changed the subject and told me some new borns were here then he left i heard someone talking I think wher were we theni looked at them first Bella was hugging him and told him I 愛 あなた または something then they kissed each other like it was the end of the world I didn’t looked behind me so I broke a 木, ツリー then they noticed someone was there so I just ran south and hunted and called you!
Everyone was quite thginking ,then zarrina was remmembering Bella with the boy… matt she told him I 愛 あなた and he told her back and they were キス so hard then I realized he was shirtless that made me jelouse she was traccing his back cluching him tighter then he was pulling her シャツ off to when they were distracted this hurt me too much but I deserved it I was jelouse and mad it was confusing jasper tryied to calm me but couldn’t
-at least she's happy like あなた should be right know!
Rosalie said, everyone glaired at her even to my surprise Emmett did the same he loved Bella like a sister………….
-rose how can あなた say that!
-but its true abviously she loves him theire happy! So he should get back on track and start living!
This was true she was happy but I wanted her just for me but she didn’t want the same she was with him……………..